Possession

For a while
I told myself that you loved me
That you cherished me
I your own sick way

But that is a lie
You only lusted for me
You only wished to own me
Your only intention was consuming me

Even that sounds too pretentious

For you only lusted
You only wished to own
Your only intention was consuming
Someone, not exclusively me

Yet I miss the cold flames of your bed
I miss the way you stole my moans
I miss the way you brought me release
Even when your only intention was to get yours

Because you only wanted to posses me
And I only wanted to be possessed