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* Exit Wounds *
A guilty conscious performs blind-folded executions as I inserted the tip with no restraint
I bled to liberate this distaste of my corrupt mind stated, stabbing my veins to validate
each year of sin,
afflicting lacerations of my alienated speech within,
I grin
for from this bleed sprouts ambition , the drive for deprived ebony crimson
flowing like toxic waves of caged salvation, penetration in a mirrored image of an assassin secretly fading,
becoming irate when..
the cuts not deep enough, I stab greedily til' im purged high and my eyes roll up...
highly sedated
I beseech my final arraignment ,
painting my soul upon hollow walls bathed in the pits of my cries stuck in the midst of emptiness as each drip falls,
inspired by filthy attire, I'm alive but just barely,
a one-way street with my past glaring at me...
Set in motion, flashbacks of moments beyond the settling of sanctified storms,
forgetting emotions that I've buried deep, ingrained in drunken inks being reborn
long suppressed since maturity, on the brink of exploding self loathing
malfunctions of truth exposing, as I lay reforming
6 feet below hell in the belly of the beast, burning inner mercies of peace with shots of
Hennessy !
Bulletproof Ink Shots wit no effect, alcoholic under my open chest, beating a facade with no respect, riding high on hopeless wrecks of sentences having no emphasis left..
Inadvertently seeking solace through the black hole of conception where I share my emptiness
Yet perplexed by the punishment, 9 months in a heartless womb leading to negligence
So with every style I invent ,my mind thinking a mile a minute
intoxicated by wishes that flow through awaited dreams
Ive realized life is the greatest illusion of all pain
ungodly i'm portrayed
my soul is set adrift into exodus without knowing where it's exit is
long lost in purgatory
I can see the Satan gloating, exposing
how his seeds of sin eventually grew to murder glory
Failing merciless to solve my issues while exorcising my demons
If this is my final leakage...
I've been swallowed in the trenches reborn of mud and rain, I bleed heavy paperweights for every chapter and every page..
Let not the truth decay...
Hands bloodied with a clear conscious spared by hope, I watch as the bright sunlight diminishes its sparkling growth, acquiring my fate because time awaits no one, if I shall bleed my flesh dry "Who judges but Gods chosen Son?".
With baggage overload- I must discard to survive...
Rebellious in spirit, adrift I fade-to-black,
elevating to heaven with "lead bullets" as my craft...
no more energy to last, imma a creature of habit
facing insomnia as my eyes lie awake in sleep, and my cuts continue to leak,
bleeding my exit wounds on my tablet...[i][/i]
I bled to liberate this distaste of my corrupt mind stated, stabbing my veins to validate
each year of sin,
afflicting lacerations of my alienated speech within,
I grin
for from this bleed sprouts ambition , the drive for deprived ebony crimson
flowing like toxic waves of caged salvation, penetration in a mirrored image of an assassin secretly fading,
becoming irate when..
the cuts not deep enough, I stab greedily til' im purged high and my eyes roll up...
highly sedated
I beseech my final arraignment ,
painting my soul upon hollow walls bathed in the pits of my cries stuck in the midst of emptiness as each drip falls,
inspired by filthy attire, I'm alive but just barely,
a one-way street with my past glaring at me...
Set in motion, flashbacks of moments beyond the settling of sanctified storms,
forgetting emotions that I've buried deep, ingrained in drunken inks being reborn
long suppressed since maturity, on the brink of exploding self loathing
malfunctions of truth exposing, as I lay reforming
6 feet below hell in the belly of the beast, burning inner mercies of peace with shots of
Hennessy !
Bulletproof Ink Shots wit no effect, alcoholic under my open chest, beating a facade with no respect, riding high on hopeless wrecks of sentences having no emphasis left..
Inadvertently seeking solace through the black hole of conception where I share my emptiness
Yet perplexed by the punishment, 9 months in a heartless womb leading to negligence
So with every style I invent ,my mind thinking a mile a minute
intoxicated by wishes that flow through awaited dreams
Ive realized life is the greatest illusion of all pain
ungodly i'm portrayed
my soul is set adrift into exodus without knowing where it's exit is
long lost in purgatory
I can see the Satan gloating, exposing
how his seeds of sin eventually grew to murder glory
Failing merciless to solve my issues while exorcising my demons
If this is my final leakage...
I've been swallowed in the trenches reborn of mud and rain, I bleed heavy paperweights for every chapter and every page..
Let not the truth decay...
Hands bloodied with a clear conscious spared by hope, I watch as the bright sunlight diminishes its sparkling growth, acquiring my fate because time awaits no one, if I shall bleed my flesh dry "Who judges but Gods chosen Son?".
With baggage overload- I must discard to survive...
Rebellious in spirit, adrift I fade-to-black,
elevating to heaven with "lead bullets" as my craft...
no more energy to last, imma a creature of habit
facing insomnia as my eyes lie awake in sleep, and my cuts continue to leak,
bleeding my exit wounds on my tablet...[i][/i]
Published 20th Apr 2013
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20th Apr 2013 5:26am
"my soul is set adrift into exodus without knowing where it's exit is"... See, now you just showing off! Lol j/k... A freakin' PHENOMENON you are...smh... Whew! The pleasure is all mine! ;-)
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4th May 2013 9:58pm
stabbing my veins to validate each year of sin...my my my..'and she replaces her pen with a flamethrower'!!!You Lady are an endless well of passion insight and intellect...when I read you i have to clear any excess energy from my cypher so that I get no static interruptions...read is an understatement when it comes to you..I absorb you...
