pushed away!

as the air touches my back
in the dark of night,
i sit outside and think of you
and why you left my life.


the smell of your hair,
the look in your eyes
when you were once excited to see
me.

the ignited passion of the nights
we had,as you brought me as close to the heavens
the best feeling i ever had.


the only love i ever knew was
you, there is no other for me
no one can ever replace you.

i will never for get
the pleasure you brought me
at best, you were the one,
i never saw my life in the arms of another
now you treat me just like
a has been lover.