My Brother

I wish I could go back in time,
And stop myself from doing what I did.
I wish I could go back in time,
And stop myself from taking that hit,
I wish I could go back in time,
And stop myself from committing this sin. 

I need the forgiveness of the crew,
I need the forgiveness of the angels dressed in gold and blue.
But more then anything,
I need the forgiveness of you.  

The guilt of lord,
It’s been only 10 minutes,
And I can’t take anymore.  

The biggest promise I could break,
The most I will ever hate,
The most horrid mistake. 

All,
Because,
Of,
Me. 

I can’t blame anyone,
For the very sin,
I’ve gone and done.  

But the thing that kills me,
The thing that added another sleepless night,
Other then the fact,
I’ve disappointed the Lord of all Might,
Is that fact that,
You can’t stand the sight. 

The only one that’s stood by my side,
The best brother the angels themselves can provide,
The last and only thing that can really make me cry. 

My Brother,
My Lover,
And Lord’s Messenger. 

Given to me as a gift, 

Given to a Daughter,
Given to a Sinner,
Given to a damned Fucker.  

Left with words so cold,
They pierce my skin,
And take hold,
Sinking deep with in. 

I beg for mercy,
The mercy of The Great Lord. 

I beg for forgiveness,
The forgiveness of my brother forever more. 

But the trust I was gifted,
And the brother I was given,
Shall be taken away,
And returned back to heaven.

(I dont know what category this is :S)