Sometimes

Sometimes...Just Sometimes,
I Wish This Shadow Would Stay.
I Dont Feel Alone Under Its Veil.
I Dont Feel Out Of Place or Awkward In It's Presence.
I Dont Wish I Was Somewhere Else When I'm Here.
I Dont Find The World To Be Vile
When I Look Out At It From Behind This Darkness.
I Dont Feel Pain, Frustration, Anxious For Nothing To Happen.
I Dont Feel Anything. I Just Am.
I'm Free To Be Who I Am Inside, What I Am Inside.
I Dont Always Hide In This Shadow. In This Darkness.
Sometimes I Get So Overwhelmed I Lose My Control
And I Dont Like That...
But Sometimes...Just Sometimes,
I Wish this Shadow Would Stay.