Yeah I admit!

"UMMMMMMMMM Y DO U SAY ON TAGGED THAT U ARE EMO AND ACT ON TAGGED THAT U ARE EMO UR NOT EVEN CLOSE UR NOT PUNK U ARE 2 HAPPY 2 BE PUNK OR GOTH OR EMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND U HAVE 666 ON UR TAGGED AND IT REPRESENTS THE DEVIL AND U SAY U ARE CHRISTIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF IS WITH THAT?" -a friend?-

　

........you see what i mean? i cant be myself apparently....

　

yeah, i admit i smile, i laugh, i enjoy myself by having...FUN????

yeah i admit, i ama christian, and damn right proud, but i like evil things too

yeah i admit, growing up i was daddys country girl, who wanted to do what daddy did

yeah i admit i dont dress or act emo around ppl at school or my old neighbor hood

but thats because thats how i was when i met them up untill i changed....

　

yeah i admit, i can be peppy, and fun and a complete goof

yeah i admit, i have a twisted mind sometimes, but i like it and so does my true friends

yeah i admit, i worry alot, im scared of loosing people i love

yeah i admit i cry alot, but i have my reasons all because of a woman i love

but thats because she died the day before i was gonna see her after 2 months of hiding in my room....

　

yeah i admit i love going to school and church and youth group

yeah i admit i talk to myself when im in deep thought

yeah i admit i usually speek my mind when i write

yeah i admit when i now go on bike rides alone i cry and i speek my mind

but thats because i dont have any one to talk to face to face, only because only few know me for the real me...

　

yeah i admit i have a WIDE range of interests, damn right proud

yeah i admit, poetry, cooking, reading, talking being a goof, and having fun, are some of them

yeah i admit i feel like im a horrible ugly person, even if others say i am not

yeah i admit i try and give up easily, and i have an attitude and like drama

but thats because my life is basicly filled with it already....

　

yeah i admit this very last thing, because of the years that have dragged on me....

　

.................I dont even know who i am anymore..............