greatest mistake

dont be alarmed
i do this for fun. i like to stay awake all night waiting for the sun. I dont have a problem,i can stop at any time. yes i know its not healthy, yes i know the crime. its ok really,everyones doing it these days. smoke it, snort it, shoot it, to get high there are many ways. i would never stick a needle in my vein, thats a little hard core. yes i look tired, having a problem staying high anymore..... days turned into months, months to a decade. dont feel sorry for me, it was my choices that i made. no it doesnt hurt, the needle stings reminding me im not dead. im very much alive i tell you, even though its been weeks since ive seen a bed. dont be alarmed, i just do this for fun. I like to stay awake all night just waiting on the sun!!!