Submissions by zelda_6231 (nicole)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I normally just write whatever comes to my mind and just go with it. Sometimes I write about past experiences, and how i feel.
Untitled
Each day I live
the pain consumes what little sanity I have bloomed
Like walking in a cloud of fog
Falling down, sinking into smog
Life just seems grim
I think on a whim
Interest lost in everything I do
But what a life, who really knew?
Depressed to a fault
Is death the only way for me?
A waste of time
I feel I am
But that's its nature
I try and try to ease the pain
A fallen effort with no gain
Thoughts begin to eat away
Everything I once knew
Taunting me to end it today
Uncomfortable around others
because I feel...
the pain consumes what little sanity I have bloomed
Like walking in a cloud of fog
Falling down, sinking into smog
Life just seems grim
I think on a whim
Interest lost in everything I do
But what a life, who really knew?
Depressed to a fault
Is death the only way for me?
A waste of time
I feel I am
But that's its nature
I try and try to ease the pain
A fallen effort with no gain
Thoughts begin to eat away
Everything I once knew
Taunting me to end it today
Uncomfortable around others
because I feel...
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Alcohol
Its been days since I've
Tasted your sweet poison
I need you
I need the numbness
I'm feeling too much
I need to feel your fire
I need the burning
I want to feel the burning sensation
Creep down my throat
I want to forget my past
Leave the present
Fuck the future
I want to black out
To the point of no return
I want to feel the warmth
You bring
I'm wrapped in your blanket of warmth
I feel your burning sensation within me
I'm numb
I'm gone I'm not returning
Tasted your sweet poison
I need you
I need the numbness
I'm feeling too much
I need to feel your fire
I need the burning
I want to feel the burning sensation
Creep down my throat
I want to forget my past
Leave the present
Fuck the future
I want to black out
To the point of no return
I want to feel the warmth
You bring
I'm wrapped in your blanket of warmth
I feel your burning sensation within me
I'm numb
I'm gone I'm not returning
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Eve
Your wide green eyes filled
with innocence
Your dark hair makes you
look mysterious
Your translucent skin
glistens
You were so innocent
What have I done
What have I created
I've destroyed a poor innocent girl
You were pure and filled with joy
Now your corrupted and filled with hate
What have I unleashed
This poor girl you used to have a
round full face and wide eyes
Now your eyes sink in to your skin
Your lifeless and dull
You were filed with joy
Now your gone
with innocence
Your dark hair makes you
look mysterious
Your translucent skin
glistens
You were so innocent
What have I done
What have I created
I've destroyed a poor innocent girl
You were pure and filled with joy
Now your corrupted and filled with hate
What have I unleashed
This poor girl you used to have a
round full face and wide eyes
Now your eyes sink in to your skin
Your lifeless and dull
You were filed with joy
Now your gone
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untitled
The dark is so entrancing
It beckons me forward
I try to pull away
But it's so enticing
Using my weakness for strength
Using my fantasies to lure me
I will not give in
I will hold on
It taunts me with promises
Of my happiness
My conscientious tells me no
But my heart tells me yes
I'm torn between Who I am
And Who I will be
It beckons me forward
I try to pull away
But it's so enticing
Using my weakness for strength
Using my fantasies to lure me
I will not give in
I will hold on
It taunts me with promises
Of my happiness
My conscientious tells me no
But my heart tells me yes
I'm torn between Who I am
And Who I will be
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Untitled
I have lost myself
My soul
My heart
I wear my heart on my sleeve
But it appears to be missing
I think you have stolen my heart
I keep my soul hidden deep inside
But it seems you have found it
I try to forget myself
But you have forced me to remeber
I dont want to fall in love
With you
But I can't help falling
You already have me
My heart
My soul
So I hate to tell you this
But you unfortunetly you have my love aswell
I tried to forget
I tried to hide
I tried not to fall
But it was useless
I was...
My soul
My heart
I wear my heart on my sleeve
But it appears to be missing
I think you have stolen my heart
I keep my soul hidden deep inside
But it seems you have found it
I try to forget myself
But you have forced me to remeber
I dont want to fall in love
With you
But I can't help falling
You already have me
My heart
My soul
So I hate to tell you this
But you unfortunetly you have my love aswell
I tried to forget
I tried to hide
I tried not to fall
But it was useless
I was...
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Who am I
I look myself in the eye
and am disgusted
Who am I
I ask
No response because no ones knows
I am lost
I am vein
I am gone
I am no more
My life has ended
All hope was lost
All meanings
meaningless
Everything
misunderstood
So who are you?
Are you a little kid?
Are you a teenager?
Are you an adult?
No then who are you?
Why are you here ?
What are you meant for?
I ask myself these questions each day
With no reply
and am disgusted
Who am I
I ask
No response because no ones knows
I am lost
I am vein
I am gone
I am no more
My life has ended
All hope was lost
All meanings
meaningless
Everything
misunderstood
So who are you?
Are you a little kid?
Are you a teenager?
Are you an adult?
No then who are you?
Why are you here ?
What are you meant for?
I ask myself these questions each day
With no reply
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LOVE
Love is a bloody battle
That no one wins
You may get scarred,bruised,sliced and broken
Love is sweet and pure at first
Until it gets poisoned by hatred
It carves it's way into your heart
Intertwining it's black twisted branches in
What you used to call love
Sending it's dark,black,evil tar infecting
Your sweet,bright,blooming flower
Called love
As it's petals wither,and wane
The battle has begun
Words are said
Voices are raised
Violence begins
It's a full out war
It doesn't end until
Your left bleeding out
On the...
That no one wins
You may get scarred,bruised,sliced and broken
Love is sweet and pure at first
Until it gets poisoned by hatred
It carves it's way into your heart
Intertwining it's black twisted branches in
What you used to call love
Sending it's dark,black,evil tar infecting
Your sweet,bright,blooming flower
Called love
As it's petals wither,and wane
The battle has begun
Words are said
Voices are raised
Violence begins
It's a full out war
It doesn't end until
Your left bleeding out
On the...
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Guilt
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untitled
Time begins to spin all
around
This space seems to be
shrinking
My vision is a little
shaky
My head is a little
to light
I can't seem to breathe
it's like the air goes in one
end and out the other
As I gasp for what little
air I can
You grasp my waist so tight
Making me see a light
This incredible sight before me
Has begun to melt and swirl
Those flamboyant colors
of orange,green,pink and so
much more
Mix together forming a
grayish,black blob within
me
You see it began to glow
I feel a slight...
around
This space seems to be
shrinking
My vision is a little
shaky
My head is a little
to light
I can't seem to breathe
it's like the air goes in one
end and out the other
As I gasp for what little
air I can
You grasp my waist so tight
Making me see a light
This incredible sight before me
Has begun to melt and swirl
Those flamboyant colors
of orange,green,pink and so
much more
Mix together forming a
grayish,black blob within
me
You see it began to glow
I feel a slight...
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Payback
You walk on my pain
like a piece of
Glass
all my gashes and wounds
Resurfaced
black blood oozes
Forming a black puddle
of tar
Your voice begins to seep
into the depths of mind
You wind me up like some toy
forgetting that I am human to
I am not a doll
I am not some toy
One day you will fall
and I will be there
Looking from the sky
laughing and watching you
Get what you deserved at last
like a piece of
Glass
all my gashes and wounds
Resurfaced
black blood oozes
Forming a black puddle
of tar
Your voice begins to seep
into the depths of mind
You wind me up like some toy
forgetting that I am human to
I am not a doll
I am not some toy
One day you will fall
and I will be there
Looking from the sky
laughing and watching you
Get what you deserved at last
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untitled
I suffer without you
knowing my heart
Gets cold as if it's
snowing
Although I may not be
showing how I am
Feeling
does not mean I am
Not knowing
For I am to scared
to risk showing
my emotions
to you
So I stand on the
side
Staring off in oblivion
waiting,hoping
That you will know
what I am not showing
knowing my heart
Gets cold as if it's
snowing
Although I may not be
showing how I am
Feeling
does not mean I am
Not knowing
For I am to scared
to risk showing
my emotions
to you
So I stand on the
side
Staring off in oblivion
waiting,hoping
That you will know
what I am not showing
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Waiting
This pain in my heart
is dark and cold
My cuts and wounds
are to deep to be sewn
Even still I fear my
end is not yet near
So I suffer in
silence
Waiting for my end
to come and set me
free
is dark and cold
My cuts and wounds
are to deep to be sewn
Even still I fear my
end is not yet near
So I suffer in
silence
Waiting for my end
to come and set me
free
558 reads
2 Comments
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