Submissions by xxbvbkatiexx (Katelyn Michelle)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
I Don't Believe
Judging by my past
Relationships aren't meant to last
I don't believe in trust
When all I've been shown is lust
The ice walls around my heart
I'm afraid will break apart
I've carefully crafted my barricade
So that no one will corrupt the heart I've made
I don't believe in so-called "love"
Or destiny sent from above
I just know how to push away
Not to take in, listen to what they say
I'm programmed to make mistakes
I don't have what "love" takes
"Love" is bitter, but...
Relationships aren't meant to last
I don't believe in trust
When all I've been shown is lust
The ice walls around my heart
I'm afraid will break apart
I've carefully crafted my barricade
So that no one will corrupt the heart I've made
I don't believe in so-called "love"
Or destiny sent from above
I just know how to push away
Not to take in, listen to what they say
I'm programmed to make mistakes
I don't have what "love" takes
"Love" is bitter, but...
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A Dirty Whore's Demise
Outside my window it's growing dark
So I brush out my long hair
Outside her window I'm kneeling
Wondering if inside I'll dare
I flick the light switch off
Climb wearily into bed
I realize the time is now
To split open her sweet little head
Soon sleep overcomes me
My breathing slows with time
Tiptoeing through the silent house
I know her blood will soon be mine
Dreams of fluffy clouds and orchards
Fill my tired brain
I gently ease open her door
Her...
So I brush out my long hair
Outside her window I'm kneeling
Wondering if inside I'll dare
I flick the light switch off
Climb wearily into bed
I realize the time is now
To split open her sweet little head
Soon sleep overcomes me
My breathing slows with time
Tiptoeing through the silent house
I know her blood will soon be mine
Dreams of fluffy clouds and orchards
Fill my tired brain
I gently ease open her door
Her...
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Less Than Ideal
I used to sit in the floor
Glue my eyes to the tv screen
It painted images in my young mind
That ultimately made me scream
I'd see happy families
Gently rocking their children to sleep
Or playing on their neatly trimmed lawns
Holding their children when they'd weep
Anger welled inside me
Why couldn't I have it?
A mother who smiled and loved
Instead of one with insulting acidic spit
A daddy who protected his family
Instead of a twisted step father
Whose intentions were laced with greed ...
Glue my eyes to the tv screen
It painted images in my young mind
That ultimately made me scream
I'd see happy families
Gently rocking their children to sleep
Or playing on their neatly trimmed lawns
Holding their children when they'd weep
Anger welled inside me
Why couldn't I have it?
A mother who smiled and loved
Instead of one with insulting acidic spit
A daddy who protected his family
Instead of a twisted step father
Whose intentions were laced with greed ...
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Trials
I could kid myself
Thinking I'm fine
Could lie to myself
Saying you're mine
I think of you
As I lay in bed
Dream of you
When I rest my head
How she gets to hold
That broken heart of yours
She gets to fix the wounds
Of the one I adore
My scratchy throat aches
My tired eyes sting
My hopeful heart's broken
From the trials you bring..
Thinking I'm fine
Could lie to myself
Saying you're mine
I think of you
As I lay in bed
Dream of you
When I rest my head
How she gets to hold
That broken heart of yours
She gets to fix the wounds
Of the one I adore
My scratchy throat aches
My tired eyes sting
My hopeful heart's broken
From the trials you bring..
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Meeting My Fate?
It begins with a flash
Of white light from the west
Disoriented, I stumble
But I'm trying my best
Groans of torment gather 'round me
Rotted flesh scent is near
Gnashing of teeth, shuffling of feet
Are the only sounds I hear
Trying to move away
I stumble in my blind state
My face smacks hard against the earth
Sod is all I taste
Finally my eyes adjust
I pull my head up from the ground
My jaw drops open as I take in the scene
Ignoring the approaching sounds
Flames wrap around the mountains
Mountains made of...
Of white light from the west
Disoriented, I stumble
But I'm trying my best
Groans of torment gather 'round me
Rotted flesh scent is near
Gnashing of teeth, shuffling of feet
Are the only sounds I hear
Trying to move away
I stumble in my blind state
My face smacks hard against the earth
Sod is all I taste
Finally my eyes adjust
I pull my head up from the ground
My jaw drops open as I take in the scene
Ignoring the approaching sounds
Flames wrap around the mountains
Mountains made of...
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f**ked Up, To Say The Least
Drained to the core
But her body begs for more
Metal splits her skin
Releasing all her sins
Screaming at the walls
Running rampant through the halls
Eyes roll back in her head
As she lays silent beneath her bed
Cracked mask on her face
Nothing could takes its place
Not the meth, not the booze
Either way, she has to lose
Sickening daily fantasies
Give me more, she pleads
Smother me baby, shatter me
Till I'm left barely breathing
Her peers unaware
Her parents failing to...
But her body begs for more
Metal splits her skin
Releasing all her sins
Screaming at the walls
Running rampant through the halls
Eyes roll back in her head
As she lays silent beneath her bed
Cracked mask on her face
Nothing could takes its place
Not the meth, not the booze
Either way, she has to lose
Sickening daily fantasies
Give me more, she pleads
Smother me baby, shatter me
Till I'm left barely breathing
Her peers unaware
Her parents failing to...
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Mysterious Sir...
Every night a lonesome man
Comes to visit me
Claims he wants only company
And to fight off my bad dreams
Three knocks on my window
I slide it open with care
The moonlight glares against his onyx eyes
And his faded blonde hair
A wicked grin reaveals razor teeth
But his smile seems so pure
Innocence laced with dark secrets
Can I trust him? I'm not sure
He speaks in hushed whispers
As if we have to hide
Like a moth to flame, to him I'm drawn
I politely invite him inside
Cautiously stroking my...
Comes to visit me
Claims he wants only company
And to fight off my bad dreams
Three knocks on my window
I slide it open with care
The moonlight glares against his onyx eyes
And his faded blonde hair
A wicked grin reaveals razor teeth
But his smile seems so pure
Innocence laced with dark secrets
Can I trust him? I'm not sure
He speaks in hushed whispers
As if we have to hide
Like a moth to flame, to him I'm drawn
I politely invite him inside
Cautiously stroking my...
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Angel... (part three)
Our short love span
Did not last long enough
I was too weak to save you
When things got too rough
Approaching me daily
Bruised burned and bleeding
I'd gently take you in my arms
To listen to your pleading
"Take me away, I can't handle this!"
You'd scream into my chest
Then you'd punch,I'd wince a bit
But I'd silently take the rest
I knew your home life wasn't the best
I'd try to relieve you when I could
Let you escape into my world
That is, when you would
I started to notice
The cuts on your arms...
Did not last long enough
I was too weak to save you
When things got too rough
Approaching me daily
Bruised burned and bleeding
I'd gently take you in my arms
To listen to your pleading
"Take me away, I can't handle this!"
You'd scream into my chest
Then you'd punch,I'd wince a bit
But I'd silently take the rest
I knew your home life wasn't the best
I'd try to relieve you when I could
Let you escape into my world
That is, when you would
I started to notice
The cuts on your arms...
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Late Night Need (Part two)
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Confessions
I don't think I try
As much as I really should
But I don't deem anything worthy
I held effort as long as I could
I give up too easy
Confrontation frightens me
I cry when people yell too much
Although I'm just as guilty
I have the tendency to lie
Tell people"It's just fine"
Force that plastic grin onto my face
At the knife they drove into my spine
The Rake is on my fear list
Along with Slender man
I'm also scared of dark hallways
I avoid them when I can ...
As much as I really should
But I don't deem anything worthy
I held effort as long as I could
I give up too easy
Confrontation frightens me
I cry when people yell too much
Although I'm just as guilty
I have the tendency to lie
Tell people"It's just fine"
Force that plastic grin onto my face
At the knife they drove into my spine
The Rake is on my fear list
Along with Slender man
I'm also scared of dark hallways
I avoid them when I can ...
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9 Comments
My Innocence Died
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18 Comments
I won (Post-Edit)
Thinking how my life's a mess
It's all my fault, I must confess
I was one that took the lives
The perpetrator who stole the smiles
Flashbacks suddenly flood my brain
I brace myself for the pain
Licking the blood from my shining blade
The grin on my face started to fade
Sounds of dead feet dragging the floor
A slight thump when they catch on the door
Shaking hands held the match
Against the box, trying to catch
Flames flickered against the walls
The pile of bodies growing small ...
It's all my fault, I must confess
I was one that took the lives
The perpetrator who stole the smiles
Flashbacks suddenly flood my brain
I brace myself for the pain
Licking the blood from my shining blade
The grin on my face started to fade
Sounds of dead feet dragging the floor
A slight thump when they catch on the door
Shaking hands held the match
Against the box, trying to catch
Flames flickered against the walls
The pile of bodies growing small ...
738 reads
3 Comments
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