Submissions by xxbvbkatiexx (Katelyn Michelle)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Misanthrope
Each day holds a stream of pain
The steady drip from Satan's faucet, like rain
I have no more to lose, and nothing to gain
I'm just a blip on this Earth, a mere dark stain
My self loathing turns my perception grey
Not one human soul listens to what I say
With hollow eyes, I saunter around by day
And stay up each night to drive the nightmares away
Unexplainable hatred taints my sick brain
Human extinction is my goal to obtain
This droning incessant noise drives me insane
It takes all my willpower to keep my bloodlust at bay
The steady drip from Satan's faucet, like rain
I have no more to lose, and nothing to gain
I'm just a blip on this Earth, a mere dark stain
My self loathing turns my perception grey
Not one human soul listens to what I say
With hollow eyes, I saunter around by day
And stay up each night to drive the nightmares away
Unexplainable hatred taints my sick brain
Human extinction is my goal to obtain
This droning incessant noise drives me insane
It takes all my willpower to keep my bloodlust at bay
1162 reads
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I Am (Assignment for English)
I am quiet and far from strong
I wonder why I've lived this long
I hear distress calls from far away
I see broken promises in frothy ocean spray
I want my life to keep pushing on
I am quiet and far from strong
I pretend that my home life is really fine
I feel that itching desire from crime
I touch the soft hair of my love divine
I worry for the dreams that will never be mine
I cry for the schemes that have gone all wrong
I am quiet and far from strong
I understand I'm just a number on this Earth
I say "I hate...
I wonder why I've lived this long
I hear distress calls from far away
I see broken promises in frothy ocean spray
I want my life to keep pushing on
I am quiet and far from strong
I pretend that my home life is really fine
I feel that itching desire from crime
I touch the soft hair of my love divine
I worry for the dreams that will never be mine
I cry for the schemes that have gone all wrong
I am quiet and far from strong
I understand I'm just a number on this Earth
I say "I hate...
754 reads
8 Comments
Best Friend
This dread causes me
To lay here awake
Struck motionless
From a severe stomachache
My dear best friend,
I guess this is it?
I will miss your sick jokes
And your razor sharp wit
I'll miss your laugh
How it made my heart swell
Your adorable smile
And our love in which I fell
Especially those eyes
The most marvelous shade of blue
They've seen me break down
But held me together, like glue
Every night we spent
Wrapped in each other's arms
I'll remember them fondly
It will do me no harm
I'll ask...
To lay here awake
Struck motionless
From a severe stomachache
My dear best friend,
I guess this is it?
I will miss your sick jokes
And your razor sharp wit
I'll miss your laugh
How it made my heart swell
Your adorable smile
And our love in which I fell
Especially those eyes
The most marvelous shade of blue
They've seen me break down
But held me together, like glue
Every night we spent
Wrapped in each other's arms
I'll remember them fondly
It will do me no harm
I'll ask...
964 reads
4 Comments
Bandaids
"Out of sight, out of mind"
Isn't always the way out
Pushing back your issues
Will cause your mind to shout
Sticking a bandaid on a wound
Doesn't cause it to heal
It just merely hides
Tragic tales etched with steel
We need to look inside
To remove the problem by its roots
Clear the thick smog and ash
With which society pollutes
Feeding our brains with lies
"You're all special, but the same."
Leads to children thinking they're at fault
When it's our leader's that are to blame
Programming our...
Isn't always the way out
Pushing back your issues
Will cause your mind to shout
Sticking a bandaid on a wound
Doesn't cause it to heal
It just merely hides
Tragic tales etched with steel
We need to look inside
To remove the problem by its roots
Clear the thick smog and ash
With which society pollutes
Feeding our brains with lies
"You're all special, but the same."
Leads to children thinking they're at fault
When it's our leader's that are to blame
Programming our...
748 reads
18 Comments
My Mind's A Sea...
My lovely dark night sky,
If only you could view
Through a porthole, into my head
You'd see why I can't love you
Deep, black murky water
Filled with memories,
Death wishes, tears and hate
Void of hope's glimmering
A confused mass of emotion
Swirls atop this sea
Along with a broken sailboat
Reading S.S. Here's My Dreams
Dismembered human hearts
Can be found amongst the waves
Torn apart by my cruel hand
Floating in their eternal graves
I fear for you, my love
And the pain I have in store,
For you is...
If only you could view
Through a porthole, into my head
You'd see why I can't love you
Deep, black murky water
Filled with memories,
Death wishes, tears and hate
Void of hope's glimmering
A confused mass of emotion
Swirls atop this sea
Along with a broken sailboat
Reading S.S. Here's My Dreams
Dismembered human hearts
Can be found amongst the waves
Torn apart by my cruel hand
Floating in their eternal graves
I fear for you, my love
And the pain I have in store,
For you is...
810 reads
6 Comments
See Right Through
Peering through this rose hued lens
I see your tears fall down
Through broken glass and memories
Your sorrow is without sound
Pain taints your every word
Though you hide demons with a smile
Covering up those scabby wounds
Whilst choking back the bile
I'm aware of all your secrets
And the blade you keep at hand
Along with many ashen dreams
Trickling through your fingers like sand
These ghosts that you are harboring
Should really be left in the past
You can keep up this façade,dear,
But I see right through your mask
I see your tears fall down
Through broken glass and memories
Your sorrow is without sound
Pain taints your every word
Though you hide demons with a smile
Covering up those scabby wounds
Whilst choking back the bile
I'm aware of all your secrets
And the blade you keep at hand
Along with many ashen dreams
Trickling through your fingers like sand
These ghosts that you are harboring
Should really be left in the past
You can keep up this façade,dear,
But I see right through your mask
783 reads
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Shooting Star
Blazing bright across the sky
You mesmerize me with each lie
With your eyes a gorgeous shade of blue
And the unseen force that draws me to you
You constantly keep me in a spin
So I wonder if I will ever win
When I make you smile, my heart leaps
Even though your love is ultimately cheap
My dear, why do you continue with this?
You are well aware that its your lips I miss...
You mesmerize me with each lie
With your eyes a gorgeous shade of blue
And the unseen force that draws me to you
You constantly keep me in a spin
So I wonder if I will ever win
When I make you smile, my heart leaps
Even though your love is ultimately cheap
My dear, why do you continue with this?
You are well aware that its your lips I miss...
793 reads
8 Comments
Whispering Walls
In the bathtub I lay
Whispering to these walls every day
They tell me stories of what they've seen
I close my eyes and play out the scene
A mother, hastily downing pills
Trying to discretely get her fill
A daughter, lying in blood
Emotions an overwhelming flood
A brother, with tears on his face
Hiding his fear of his living space
A stepfather, glassy eyed
Hurling his guts up as he cried
This bathroom's seen it all
It's seen every one of us take a fall..
Whispering to these walls every day
They tell me stories of what they've seen
I close my eyes and play out the scene
A mother, hastily downing pills
Trying to discretely get her fill
A daughter, lying in blood
Emotions an overwhelming flood
A brother, with tears on his face
Hiding his fear of his living space
A stepfather, glassy eyed
Hurling his guts up as he cried
This bathroom's seen it all
It's seen every one of us take a fall..
872 reads
9 Comments
On His Train
In a cocoon of blankets, I close my eyes
Sleep draws near as the moon starts to rise
My playlist hums in my dimly lit room
My brain's swept of infections by it's musical broom
But then I hear the music cease
Heart beat rises as towards my iPod I reach
A set of eyes stare into mine
Standing still in the weak moonlight line
Under the covers I dive, my mind crying out
Praying they'll leave, although I surely doubt
I peek up, and of course, they're still there
Piercing my soul with a menacing glare
I choke...
Sleep draws near as the moon starts to rise
My playlist hums in my dimly lit room
My brain's swept of infections by it's musical broom
But then I hear the music cease
Heart beat rises as towards my iPod I reach
A set of eyes stare into mine
Standing still in the weak moonlight line
Under the covers I dive, my mind crying out
Praying they'll leave, although I surely doubt
I peek up, and of course, they're still there
Piercing my soul with a menacing glare
I choke...
1132 reads
13 Comments
Snow
A temporary blanket
Over the broken ground
It hides the reality
And falls without a sound
It's white is so pure
That it blinds your eyes
When it glitters in the sunlight
It's like a big white lie
Underneath the fluff
Lies cracked and dead earth
I guess, I'm kind of like snow
Smiling exterior hiding an empty girl
Over the broken ground
It hides the reality
And falls without a sound
It's white is so pure
That it blinds your eyes
When it glitters in the sunlight
It's like a big white lie
Underneath the fluff
Lies cracked and dead earth
I guess, I'm kind of like snow
Smiling exterior hiding an empty girl
909 reads
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She's Not Fine Inside
The ghosts that dance behind her eyes
Remind her she's not fine inside
With her hollow smiles, overactive brain
And the mercury running through her veins
Jealousy taints her every word
What she truly thinks is never heard
No one gives a fuck anyway
So she's confined to her hazy room all day
Praying for a night that she can sleep
Without worrying how near the monsters will creep
She forces metal into her skin
Wishing that someone would care again...
Remind her she's not fine inside
With her hollow smiles, overactive brain
And the mercury running through her veins
Jealousy taints her every word
What she truly thinks is never heard
No one gives a fuck anyway
So she's confined to her hazy room all day
Praying for a night that she can sleep
Without worrying how near the monsters will creep
She forces metal into her skin
Wishing that someone would care again...
1169 reads
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Confused...
After waiting all these years
I finally have your heart
Atleast, I think I do
I'm still kind of in the dark
Your atmosphere beams CAUTION
And I'm not sure what to do
I'm so confused it makes me scream
And I'd just like to hear a word from you..
After all the effort I've put through
I'm wondering where the spark went
If I finally got what I wanted,
Then why do I feel so spent?
I finally have your heart
Atleast, I think I do
I'm still kind of in the dark
Your atmosphere beams CAUTION
And I'm not sure what to do
I'm so confused it makes me scream
And I'd just like to hear a word from you..
After all the effort I've put through
I'm wondering where the spark went
If I finally got what I wanted,
Then why do I feel so spent?
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