Submissions by vanillarain
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm a rambler and a hobbiest
SELF POEM
Published
10th Dec 2012 2:10am
10th Dec 2012 2:10am
Ashamed of Dirt (4, December 2012)
I love to write words,
That convey my thoughts,
And feelings—
Into a simple rhythm,
That never rhymes—
But embraces,
Raw reality.
But I wish that,
I wasn't so shy,
To truly embrace,
All my filthy thoughts.
That convey my thoughts,
And feelings—
Into a simple rhythm,
That never rhymes—
But embraces,
Raw reality.
But I wish that,
I wasn't so shy,
To truly embrace,
All my filthy thoughts.
496 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
10th Dec 2012 2:09am
10th Dec 2012 2:09am
Grunge is for Fags (3, December 2012)
It's so upsetting;
Constant let downs.
Why go out of my way,
Risk so much,
When you have nothing to lose?
And it seems so difficult…
Maybe it should stop,
Maybe I should stop…
I'm so useless,
And I want so much.
Why does my generation suck,
Why is my soul so old?
I don't want to be here.
Lets go back;
Let me live the 90's.
Constant let downs.
Why go out of my way,
Risk so much,
When you have nothing to lose?
And it seems so difficult…
Maybe it should stop,
Maybe I should stop…
I'm so useless,
And I want so much.
Why does my generation suck,
Why is my soul so old?
I don't want to be here.
Lets go back;
Let me live the 90's.
488 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Dec 2012 3:37pm
9th Dec 2012 3:37pm
f**king Poe (2, December 2012)
I have so many thoughts,
And feelings,
Fighting at war.
Can't describe them,
Can't personalize them.
They are fighting,
Just to win me over.
And feelings,
Fighting at war.
Can't describe them,
Can't personalize them.
They are fighting,
Just to win me over.
427 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th Dec 2012 3:28pm
9th Dec 2012 3:28pm
Bed Bugs (1, December 2012)
Is it wrong,
That your happiness,
Means nothing,
And yet everything to me?
I wouldn't care,
If you found someone else;
As long as they make you smile,
And fill your heart with warmth.
But the happiness you found with me,
I want to crush it,
And turn it into ash.
That your happiness,
Means nothing,
And yet everything to me?
I wouldn't care,
If you found someone else;
As long as they make you smile,
And fill your heart with warmth.
But the happiness you found with me,
I want to crush it,
And turn it into ash.
548 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
20th Oct 2012 4:38pm
20th Oct 2012 4:38pm
It's Everything (11, October 2012)
Don't feel the joy,
Don't feel the pain.
I'm obviously insane,
There's no hope anymore.
Right now everything is black;
Broken hearts scattered.
With these memories of pain,
Allow me to hold you dear.
Don't feel the pain.
I'm obviously insane,
There's no hope anymore.
Right now everything is black;
Broken hearts scattered.
With these memories of pain,
Allow me to hold you dear.
536 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
20th Oct 2012 4:36pm
20th Oct 2012 4:36pm
The Promise Land (9, October 2012)
The song of panic,
Is louder then bombs.
My name is no one—
Made of poison and blood.
Left for dead,
But still alive;
I'm losing the rest of my mind.
Violence is an energy,
For damage controle.
Waisting my time,
With sacrifacial suicides.
Giving heart and soul;
Devouring my soul;
Take the pain away.
A beating heart,
That bleeds and falls apart.
Dying for love and razor blades,
I feel so useless…
Dying in missery;
In the blood I fell.
A spasm of love and hate—
I drank the hand that feeds.
Suffocating...
Is louder then bombs.
My name is no one—
Made of poison and blood.
Left for dead,
But still alive;
I'm losing the rest of my mind.
Violence is an energy,
For damage controle.
Waisting my time,
With sacrifacial suicides.
Giving heart and soul;
Devouring my soul;
Take the pain away.
A beating heart,
That bleeds and falls apart.
Dying for love and razor blades,
I feel so useless…
Dying in missery;
In the blood I fell.
A spasm of love and hate—
I drank the hand that feeds.
Suffocating...
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Oct 2012 2:04am
10th Oct 2012 2:04am
Piece of Missery (8, October 2012)
I wish to set this world on fire,
And send away the scum to hell.
I need some space to think in,
One to scream in.
Stab me in the vain,
Its better to bleed out then to screem at.
When is there a thought of me,
That ever crosses your mind?
Take the pain in and toss it away,
I'll just stay.
Stand between heaven and hell,
I must set this place to flames.
Drifting sorrow,
Setteling in my mind.
What's really out there?
Because I'm living just to breath.
This pain in my brain,
Somebody please take it away.
...
And send away the scum to hell.
I need some space to think in,
One to scream in.
Stab me in the vain,
Its better to bleed out then to screem at.
When is there a thought of me,
That ever crosses your mind?
Take the pain in and toss it away,
I'll just stay.
Stand between heaven and hell,
I must set this place to flames.
Drifting sorrow,
Setteling in my mind.
What's really out there?
Because I'm living just to breath.
This pain in my brain,
Somebody please take it away.
...
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ANGER POEM
Published
8th Oct 2012 2:16pm
8th Oct 2012 2:16pm
Devote Yourself (27, September 2012)
And now it's gone.
After confronting you,
All feelings are gone.
I feel bad for you;
You're tourturing yourself.
But I no longer want to save you—
Save yourself,
'Cause you're crying for help.
I'm so sorry that you're so stupid.
After confronting you,
All feelings are gone.
I feel bad for you;
You're tourturing yourself.
But I no longer want to save you—
Save yourself,
'Cause you're crying for help.
I'm so sorry that you're so stupid.
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EROTIC POEM
Published
8th Oct 2012 3:08am
8th Oct 2012 3:08am
Facial Expressions (26, September 2012)
I feel,
I can't say.
My wants,
Are to raw to speak.
How embarrasing,
I can't express.
Damn taboos,
For the young mind.
How dare I,
To desire such.
Damn my wants,
Damn my needs.
Can't be happy with what I got—
I need more!
I'm so sick,
I'm okay.
This is normal,
And you can't say otherwise.
I can't say.
My wants,
Are to raw to speak.
How embarrasing,
I can't express.
Damn taboos,
For the young mind.
How dare I,
To desire such.
Damn my wants,
Damn my needs.
Can't be happy with what I got—
I need more!
I'm so sick,
I'm okay.
This is normal,
And you can't say otherwise.
781 reads
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ANGER POEM
Published
8th Oct 2012 3:03am
8th Oct 2012 3:03am
Dare You (25, September 2012)
If you knew my thoughts,
My feelings & intentions,
You'd hate me more then life.
I don't want you—
Don't know why I have you.
Maybe I was desperate,
But now I'm stuck with you.
I hate you so much,
You make me sick.
My feelings & intentions,
You'd hate me more then life.
I don't want you—
Don't know why I have you.
Maybe I was desperate,
But now I'm stuck with you.
I hate you so much,
You make me sick.
658 reads
2 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
7th Oct 2012 3:49pm
7th Oct 2012 3:49pm
Gentle (25, September 2012)
Cold nights,
Come again.
Warm embrace,
Is all I need.
Day dream slumbers,
Snow flake flutters.
Come again.
Warm embrace,
Is all I need.
Day dream slumbers,
Snow flake flutters.
694 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
7th Oct 2012 3:47pm
7th Oct 2012 3:47pm
Why Can't Buddha Speak to Me? (24, September 2012)
All I can think of is you;
All I want is you.
And you're here today,
To make me stay.
But I want to break away.
How can I hate and love,
Someone as amazing as you?
You drive me insain,
But I love every moment.
You drive me to peace,
And I hate everything about it.
I couldn't do it to you,
Hate and love you.
You deserve so much better,
Then the schmucks you settle for.
Let me have you,
Take care of you.
Guten nicht mein liebe,
Just how you like it.
All I want is you.
And you're here today,
To make me stay.
But I want to break away.
How can I hate and love,
Someone as amazing as you?
You drive me insain,
But I love every moment.
You drive me to peace,
And I hate everything about it.
I couldn't do it to you,
Hate and love you.
You deserve so much better,
Then the schmucks you settle for.
Let me have you,
Take care of you.
Guten nicht mein liebe,
Just how you like it.
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