Submissions by vampiregurl646 (gothicbeauty813)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
26th Nov 2015 1:26am
26th Nov 2015 1:26am
Yumm
I watch as the blood falls to the floor. Watching you bleed and suffer. I couldn't wait for this wretched day to come. You have cut yourself again. You don't notice me there watching you. You whisper to yourself that you can't take it anymore. That you hate the pain that's slowly killing you on the inside. You cut deeper and deeper until there is no blood left. I sit there and watch as the blood flows out of you. You decide to take the knife and put it up to your throat. One drag across the neck is all I need. Just one slice and then you will be dead. Your hand then moves across your neck...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
26th Nov 2015 1:12am
26th Nov 2015 1:12am
This Thanksgiving
There will be no cheer
Just the mourning the loss of my dad
No more happiness that my dad brought
Just sadness and pain
Even though I barely knew you
You were still my father
Even though we didn't get along
I loved you
But you didn't know
I was such a horrible daughter
Ill always think of the past things that I have done to you
I still mourn my loss in my own way
But all everyone cares about is how THEY lost him, not me
He was my father, damnit!
Why cant you see the pain and sorrow in my eyes?
Why cant you love me like he did? ...
Just the mourning the loss of my dad
No more happiness that my dad brought
Just sadness and pain
Even though I barely knew you
You were still my father
Even though we didn't get along
I loved you
But you didn't know
I was such a horrible daughter
Ill always think of the past things that I have done to you
I still mourn my loss in my own way
But all everyone cares about is how THEY lost him, not me
He was my father, damnit!
Why cant you see the pain and sorrow in my eyes?
Why cant you love me like he did? ...
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SELF POEM
Published
6th Jul 2015 00:59am
6th Jul 2015 00:59am
Bulimia
I hate how you destroy me
And take over my body
I have days where I feel good
Then days where I think I am fat
Why do you do this to me
Bulimia?
Why do you make me starve
I dont want to be a slave to you
No no
Not anymore
I hate how you make me feel
You make me feel sick
So sick that i wanna die
So bulimia
I say
Go away!
No one wants you here!
Be out of my thoughts
And never come back
My dear
And take over my body
I have days where I feel good
Then days where I think I am fat
Why do you do this to me
Bulimia?
Why do you make me starve
I dont want to be a slave to you
No no
Not anymore
I hate how you make me feel
You make me feel sick
So sick that i wanna die
So bulimia
I say
Go away!
No one wants you here!
Be out of my thoughts
And never come back
My dear
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Jul 2015 11:15pm
2nd Jul 2015 11:15pm
Cannot stand the pain
I have been through so much
I dont feel good enough
I feel like I am walking through a trough
Mental illnesses shouldnt be real
Schizoaffective feels
like the worst one of them all
No one understands
No one listens
To my cries for help
Please God get rid of the pain I am in
For I will be grateful
to you my friend
I dont feel good enough
I feel like I am walking through a trough
Mental illnesses shouldnt be real
Schizoaffective feels
like the worst one of them all
No one understands
No one listens
To my cries for help
Please God get rid of the pain I am in
For I will be grateful
to you my friend
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
2nd Jul 2015 6:22pm
2nd Jul 2015 6:22pm
Terrible
I feel so terrible sometimes. I feel like I'm not the same person as I was before. I know I'm not nice. I know I can be cruel. I have schizophrenia and its a pain. I fucking hate it. I fucking hate myself right now and what I did to you. What the fuck is wrong with me? Sometimes I one know what is going on. It's like I have multiple personalities. I don't know how to fix anything. Not even myself.
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ANGER POEM
Published
1st Jul 2015 2:57am
1st Jul 2015 2:57am
You make me sick
You make me sick by the way you would clean
By everything
You say that you were jealous of me
Well sweetie
Just let us be!
You were never meant to be here
So leave me alone my dear
Youre a manipulative bitch
That wanted to get closer
and closer
to him
Are you that fucked up in the head?
And the thought that I wished you were dead
Thats enough said
Please dear
Let us live our lives
Instead of being criticized
Oh no
You wouldn't let us be
So I kicked you out on the street
Now I gotta pick myself back up on my own...
By everything
You say that you were jealous of me
Well sweetie
Just let us be!
You were never meant to be here
So leave me alone my dear
Youre a manipulative bitch
That wanted to get closer
and closer
to him
Are you that fucked up in the head?
And the thought that I wished you were dead
Thats enough said
Please dear
Let us live our lives
Instead of being criticized
Oh no
You wouldn't let us be
So I kicked you out on the street
Now I gotta pick myself back up on my own...
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SELF POEM
Published
1st Jul 2015 2:50am
1st Jul 2015 2:50am
So what!
So what if I am emo
Doesnt mean that you can call me a poser
So what if I am dark but bright at the same time
Doesnt mean that I'm fake
So what if I used to starve
Doesnt mean that I thought I was fat
So what if you were jealous of me
Thats not my problem
So what if I cut
I dont do it because of you
So what if I write poems and stories
That doesnt mean that its about you
All of these things make me, me!
If you dont like it, SO WHAT!!!!!!
Doesnt mean that you can call me a poser
So what if I am dark but bright at the same time
Doesnt mean that I'm fake
So what if I used to starve
Doesnt mean that I thought I was fat
So what if you were jealous of me
Thats not my problem
So what if I cut
I dont do it because of you
So what if I write poems and stories
That doesnt mean that its about you
All of these things make me, me!
If you dont like it, SO WHAT!!!!!!
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SELF POEM
Published
29th Jun 2015 10:24pm
29th Jun 2015 10:24pm
Emo
Emo is what I obsess over
You can call me a poser all you want
but I consider
myself an emo
I am colorful
but dark at the same time
I wear bracelets on my wrist
but I do cut
I wear what most emos do wear
except I dont style my hair
I just wear a beanie on my head
and call it a day
You could consider me gay
But I am bi
After all you tried
to make fun of me
and my clothes
I do wear black makeup
but not as much as emos do
I cry
because I am a depressed person
thats why
Paint my nails black
and listen...
You can call me a poser all you want
but I consider
myself an emo
I am colorful
but dark at the same time
I wear bracelets on my wrist
but I do cut
I wear what most emos do wear
except I dont style my hair
I just wear a beanie on my head
and call it a day
You could consider me gay
But I am bi
After all you tried
to make fun of me
and my clothes
I do wear black makeup
but not as much as emos do
I cry
because I am a depressed person
thats why
Paint my nails black
and listen...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
29th Jun 2015 10:17pm
29th Jun 2015 10:17pm
Change
I have changed for the better. I changed the way I use to dress and act all because of HIM. He used me. Abused me. And was never a good man. I look more girly now than ever. Ive changed my weight because of him. I dont starve anymore but I still cut. I dont know how to stop sometimes. Most of the time, I dont wanna stop at all. I dont think I need the help. I think that I have changed in a good way. I dont think of him anymore. I think of you. I think of the way you treat me. You treat me well. So well that I wanna be with you forever. Now that shes gone, we can focus on our lives the way it...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
26th Jun 2015 9:50pm
26th Jun 2015 9:50pm
So glad
Ohhhh yeah//
I am so glad//
Glad that you are gone//
From my life//
Ohhh no//
You didnt want to go//
You dirty little hoe//
Ohhhhhhh//
Yeah yeah//
All you wanted was//
To steal him from me//
Yeah//
But no ohhh//
He never wanted you//
So I made you pack your bags//
You little hoe//
I am glad that you are gone//
Ohhh//
Yeah//
So glad that you are gone//
Yeah//
So glad//
So so glad//
I am so glad//
Glad that you are gone//
From my life//
Ohhh no//
You didnt want to go//
You dirty little hoe//
Ohhhhhhh//
Yeah yeah//
All you wanted was//
To steal him from me//
Yeah//
But no ohhh//
He never wanted you//
So I made you pack your bags//
You little hoe//
I am glad that you are gone//
Ohhh//
Yeah//
So glad that you are gone//
Yeah//
So glad//
So so glad//
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