Submissions by tooweird

Life is beautiful and so full of greatness but contradicted by all the shitty things. Is it horrible luck or just fate testing me by surrounding my environment with suck! Waiting for me to crack is that it? Do I have to embrace the suck and fight depression to make it over the hill? Is the grass really greener on the other side? Struggling up the hill from losing faith in believing life is meant to grow for the better. I contemplate if I should get stronger and keep fighting but it seems I just build endurance to deal with more suck to come. When does it get better? Will it? I look around at...

I felt the better or in actual the false better the altered me. The me that could only be with assistance. It's magical. Like a plant will grow with water, my thoughts go just go on longer. Not only extended these thoughts become but deeper and farther, the thoughts you want to follow if even into a lightless hole. Eyes don't rest they constantly scan, looking at all the leftover images and sights that were over seen by the ordinary state of mind. Unnatural realizations of everything come easy when "better" or in reality much worse then before. On an endless mission to find the...