Submissions by styx88 (Bailee Matthews)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
When writing poetry I often feel like Family Guy.Always taking ideas from Homer. :)
Loner
Pretend I'm not here
I like it that way
If nothing changes everythings ok.
I live in a rut
Everyday's the same
If nothing changes everything's ok.
Ok,ok!
Chorus:
Speak my words for me
I can't let them out
I'm a quite person it seems.
But I love to shout
Sick of everything
Everyone's been there
I guess I just like people
Outta my hair.
Pretend I am gone
I like it that way
I like it best when I have nothing to say
I'm a whiny baby and unaware
And honestly I just don't care
Care!
Chorus:...
I like it that way
If nothing changes everythings ok.
I live in a rut
Everyday's the same
If nothing changes everything's ok.
Ok,ok!
Chorus:
Speak my words for me
I can't let them out
I'm a quite person it seems.
But I love to shout
Sick of everything
Everyone's been there
I guess I just like people
Outta my hair.
Pretend I am gone
I like it that way
I like it best when I have nothing to say
I'm a whiny baby and unaware
And honestly I just don't care
Care!
Chorus:...
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Reason to smile.
As I sit talking to this strink
Each second he makes more money.
He just sits there and he judges me
And he makes money.
Why should I give a damn what he thinks
He just feeds me the same bullshit we have all heard.
I wish he would just be real
Without his plastic smile
Is this shit suppose to
Give me hope.
Make me happy.
Make me smile.
Well it's not f**king working.
All I need is a reason to [i]smile.[/i]
Each second he makes more money.
He just sits there and he judges me
And he makes money.
Why should I give a damn what he thinks
He just feeds me the same bullshit we have all heard.
I wish he would just be real
Without his plastic smile
Is this shit suppose to
Give me hope.
Make me happy.
Make me smile.
Well it's not f**king working.
All I need is a reason to [i]smile.[/i]
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I'd like to believe.
I'd like to believe.
I'm smart, wise, happy or at least one of these.
I'd like to believe
I'm above average teens
I'd like to believe
I don't lack common sense.
I'd like to believe
I can keep calm when things get tense.
I'd like to believe that in any situation I can pull through.
I'd like to believe that some of this is true.
These are just some things my brain wants to achieve.
These are some things...
I'd like to believe
I'm smart, wise, happy or at least one of these.
I'd like to believe
I'm above average teens
I'd like to believe
I don't lack common sense.
I'd like to believe
I can keep calm when things get tense.
I'd like to believe that in any situation I can pull through.
I'd like to believe that some of this is true.
These are just some things my brain wants to achieve.
These are some things...
I'd like to believe
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Stand
Stand
I will stand
Stand for what I believe
Be
Be what I want
Love
Do what I love
See
See what I can
Hide
Hide from what I don't want to see.
I feel like I can do all these things..
With you beside me.
I will stand
Stand for what I believe
Be
Be what I want
Love
Do what I love
See
See what I can
Hide
Hide from what I don't want to see.
I feel like I can do all these things..
With you beside me.
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You..
You are you.
Nothing else.
Nothing else needed for me.
A little rough around the edges.
But perfect for me.
You see what I can't
You see something in me.
You are my rocker guy I guess.
My badass dude
Some might call you strange.
Some might call you rude.
I just call you mine.
I just call you...
You
Nothing else.
Nothing else needed for me.
A little rough around the edges.
But perfect for me.
You see what I can't
You see something in me.
You are my rocker guy I guess.
My badass dude
Some might call you strange.
Some might call you rude.
I just call you mine.
I just call you...
You
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Sweet Envy
Everyday...
I wish.
I could see how you do.
You're so pure
And complete.
I am not.
I can't compete.
......
(Almost a whisper)
It's how you deal
With eveything.
(Get a little louder)
And continue to keep a smile on your face
Chorus:
Oh sweet... envy
and what you do to me.
I wish I could see what you see in me.
You are so bright, can't you see.
You're to good for me.
Oh sweet envy.
(Not finished)
I wish.
I could see how you do.
You're so pure
And complete.
I am not.
I can't compete.
......
(Almost a whisper)
It's how you deal
With eveything.
(Get a little louder)
And continue to keep a smile on your face
Chorus:
Oh sweet... envy
and what you do to me.
I wish I could see what you see in me.
You are so bright, can't you see.
You're to good for me.
Oh sweet envy.
(Not finished)
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Dumb
I am just scared
What can I say.
Don't know what to write.
My words are all grey.
Can't even speak
The words won't come out.
I am quiet.
But I love to shout.
Yeah I love to shout!!
I'm a sick twisted being.
A sick twisted fool
I'd like to be something
Just not cool
What do I do
What do I say.
I am just dumb what can I say!
Chorus:
I am Stupid
And confused
Really messed up
Feeling used
What do I do
what do I say
I am just dumb
I am just dumb
I am just dumb.
...
What can I say.
Don't know what to write.
My words are all grey.
Can't even speak
The words won't come out.
I am quiet.
But I love to shout.
Yeah I love to shout!!
I'm a sick twisted being.
A sick twisted fool
I'd like to be something
Just not cool
What do I do
What do I say.
I am just dumb what can I say!
Chorus:
I am Stupid
And confused
Really messed up
Feeling used
What do I do
what do I say
I am just dumb
I am just dumb
I am just dumb.
...
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Semi Suicidal
I feel insane.
I just can't take it.
It drives me crazy everyday.
I can't continue to fake it.
Fake being happy.
Every damn day.
I'm just depressed what can I say.
I don't mean to rant like and emo kid
I probably sound really lame.
I know my problems are no worse than yours.
Everyone is in pain.
People ask you how long you've been suicidal.
Like my brain keeps track of time.
I'm such a pussy, all I do is bitch and wine.
What can I say I'm sick.
Sick of life,of all of it.
But like I said I'm...
I just can't take it.
It drives me crazy everyday.
I can't continue to fake it.
Fake being happy.
Every damn day.
I'm just depressed what can I say.
I don't mean to rant like and emo kid
I probably sound really lame.
I know my problems are no worse than yours.
Everyone is in pain.
People ask you how long you've been suicidal.
Like my brain keeps track of time.
I'm such a pussy, all I do is bitch and wine.
What can I say I'm sick.
Sick of life,of all of it.
But like I said I'm...
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Forever
There was a day I will never forget.
I cried so much, I could hardly bare it.
I was the day that I left my hometown.
Tears streaming down our faces were the only sound.
I thought I could let go alot easier than I did.
I thought it would be a blink of an eye.. poof done with it.
I can't say there hasn't been a day worse because there has.
Has but dammit that day was so bad.
I left my friends and also I left you.
We've been friends since kindergarden, there's so much we've been though.
You are and will always be my best friend....
I cried so much, I could hardly bare it.
I was the day that I left my hometown.
Tears streaming down our faces were the only sound.
I thought I could let go alot easier than I did.
I thought it would be a blink of an eye.. poof done with it.
I can't say there hasn't been a day worse because there has.
Has but dammit that day was so bad.
I left my friends and also I left you.
We've been friends since kindergarden, there's so much we've been though.
You are and will always be my best friend....
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Just Another Teenage Story.
My life is just another teenage story.
It's mostly stupid and boring.
It is the same as yours too.
There's always something sad about your mom or dad leaving you.
Then there's alway a point of some happiness
Like when you made a new friend or passed that test.
We are all the same we all deal with shit.
But we all have different ways to put up with it.
How could I think that my story is more blue.
There's probably another kid with the same teenage story as me or you.
It's mostly stupid and boring.
It is the same as yours too.
There's always something sad about your mom or dad leaving you.
Then there's alway a point of some happiness
Like when you made a new friend or passed that test.
We are all the same we all deal with shit.
But we all have different ways to put up with it.
How could I think that my story is more blue.
There's probably another kid with the same teenage story as me or you.
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Lost Cause
I don't know why you stay with me.
With all my flaws, that you don't see.
You are strong and not afraid.
I always scared and I feel insane.
But you say you can make me better.
I doubt I can when I don't know any better.
I love you with all my heart.
Don't waste your time on a lost cause.
With all my flaws, that you don't see.
You are strong and not afraid.
I always scared and I feel insane.
But you say you can make me better.
I doubt I can when I don't know any better.
I love you with all my heart.
Don't waste your time on a lost cause.
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Stupid Girl
Stupid girl, why do you run around and do what you do.
Why do you drink 6 beers when you say you'll only have two.
Stupid girl, why do you sleep around all the time.
Why do you always find the bad guys.
Stupid girl, why do you not care how your family feels.
To you there voices are like the squeeling of a cars wheels.
Stupid girl, why do you judge everyone.. it's hypicritical that's true.
It really hurts when the stupid girl is you.
Why do you drink 6 beers when you say you'll only have two.
Stupid girl, why do you sleep around all the time.
Why do you always find the bad guys.
Stupid girl, why do you not care how your family feels.
To you there voices are like the squeeling of a cars wheels.
Stupid girl, why do you judge everyone.. it's hypicritical that's true.
It really hurts when the stupid girl is you.
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