Submissions by stormz_of_fire (River)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I am everything I do, everything I feel, and everything I see. I see pain and anger, desire and love. I see the good and the bad, I bring the light to darkness, the dark to light.
That Deep Slumber
Only fear fills me
as you fall into that deep slumber.
I do not want to be alone.
I don't want to be without you.
You are mine,
death cannot have you!
That cold hard fear
as you sleep
consumes me counting down the seconds
as you fall closer and closer to death.
Falling into sleep myself,
hoping to perish with you.
Groggily waking up
a soft tinkling from my phone.
You are still here?
Tears of joy fill my eyes
overflowing my soul.
You are still mine
death has not claimed you.
Oh my Isabelle, my darling girl!
You are...
as you fall into that deep slumber.
I do not want to be alone.
I don't want to be without you.
You are mine,
death cannot have you!
That cold hard fear
as you sleep
consumes me counting down the seconds
as you fall closer and closer to death.
Falling into sleep myself,
hoping to perish with you.
Groggily waking up
a soft tinkling from my phone.
You are still here?
Tears of joy fill my eyes
overflowing my soul.
You are still mine
death has not claimed you.
Oh my Isabelle, my darling girl!
You are...
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Depression
You make me feel like Alice
caught in the rabbit hole,
everything is so strange
morbid and obscene.
A smiling little girl
Holding back the weight of the world.
Fear filled images
flashing past her eyes.
You take what should be good for me
warping my every move
So I hate and fear all.
Clenching your fist
around my fragile throat.
I hate you.
I hate me.
I hate existence and all around me!
Fuck!
Just kill me...
I want to be happy.
Like that caffeine pill yesterday
oh god, it was all so fine....
caught in the rabbit hole,
everything is so strange
morbid and obscene.
A smiling little girl
Holding back the weight of the world.
Fear filled images
flashing past her eyes.
You take what should be good for me
warping my every move
So I hate and fear all.
Clenching your fist
around my fragile throat.
I hate you.
I hate me.
I hate existence and all around me!
Fuck!
Just kill me...
I want to be happy.
Like that caffeine pill yesterday
oh god, it was all so fine....
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Dear Bullies
Dear Bullies,
I am intolerant
of your intolerance.
I took karate
And fought against black belts.
I won.
I can kick you
and your testicles
will recede into your body.
I believe in love
in all it's forms
That's why I'm in GSA.
I have a 4.0 GPA
take AP classes
And adults love me.
They always listen to me
They always believe me.
So next time you're going to beat up
an autistic kid
I want you to remember
that I'm dating one of them.
Sincerely,
A girl tired of all the...
I am intolerant
of your intolerance.
I took karate
And fought against black belts.
I won.
I can kick you
and your testicles
will recede into your body.
I believe in love
in all it's forms
That's why I'm in GSA.
I have a 4.0 GPA
take AP classes
And adults love me.
They always listen to me
They always believe me.
So next time you're going to beat up
an autistic kid
I want you to remember
that I'm dating one of them.
Sincerely,
A girl tired of all the...
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Breathless
Breathless night
Sleepless night.
Naughty girl
You know you have a test come morning.
Quick shaky breathes
I don't care
Let me feel it.
Let it hurt
or bring pleasure
but let there be something,
anything.
I cannot live like this!
Feeling so little
I must find something
to capture my soul!
Thrusting it into myself
I finally feel
I am beautiful
I am desired
I am loved!
Oh god,
how the intense feelings
ride through me
radiating from my wetness.
Rising
Rising
Rising!...
Sleepless night.
Naughty girl
You know you have a test come morning.
Quick shaky breathes
I don't care
Let me feel it.
Let it hurt
or bring pleasure
but let there be something,
anything.
I cannot live like this!
Feeling so little
I must find something
to capture my soul!
Thrusting it into myself
I finally feel
I am beautiful
I am desired
I am loved!
Oh god,
how the intense feelings
ride through me
radiating from my wetness.
Rising
Rising
Rising!...
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Little Bitch
You fucking bitch!
You realize that I practically fucking raised you?!
Shut you fucking mouth,
I fed you dinner
I washed your clothes
and tucked you in at night!
I made you lunch
took you to your bus stop
I fucking kept you alive you little bitch!
I gave up my life to keep us afloat
while mom stayed in her room
Her depression stealing her life.
I did everything for us,
short of dropping school
getting a job
fucking my life worse than it already is!
You stupid bitch
do you think I like this? Suck my dick bitch!
You realize that I practically fucking raised you?!
Shut you fucking mouth,
I fed you dinner
I washed your clothes
and tucked you in at night!
I made you lunch
took you to your bus stop
I fucking kept you alive you little bitch!
I gave up my life to keep us afloat
while mom stayed in her room
Her depression stealing her life.
I did everything for us,
short of dropping school
getting a job
fucking my life worse than it already is!
You stupid bitch
do you think I like this? Suck my dick bitch!
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Love
Why can you not be satisfied
By being with the girl you love?
Why must you cheat
and steal another girls heart?
Playing with our emotions
and making us love you.
Making us think it's forever.
Well now I know the truth.
There is no forever
and men never grow up.
There is no happily ever after
no joyous smiling and waking up
next to the one you love.
There is no love.
Lust controls your motions,
Lust makes you want us all
Lust makes you lie and cheat and steal.
There is no true love.
Love is never true....
By being with the girl you love?
Why must you cheat
and steal another girls heart?
Playing with our emotions
and making us love you.
Making us think it's forever.
Well now I know the truth.
There is no forever
and men never grow up.
There is no happily ever after
no joyous smiling and waking up
next to the one you love.
There is no love.
Lust controls your motions,
Lust makes you want us all
Lust makes you lie and cheat and steal.
There is no true love.
Love is never true....
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Like . . . Tic . . . Has Stolen Me . . . Toc . . .
Like clockwork
my joy dissipates.
Tick . . .
Oh joyous day!
Toc . . .
Oh fuck!
The clenching in my throat
. . .
Tightening in my lungs . .
. . . .
my heart . . .
Beautiful fire
burning higher and higher
licking the roof of my mouth
and caressing my lips
leaving only charred flesh.
Like clockwork . . .
Tick . . .
I cannot
Toc . . .
without
Tick . . .
my love
Toc . . .
Always interrupting me.
My life revolves
around the ticking of the clock.
This hangs...
my joy dissipates.
Tick . . .
Oh joyous day!
Toc . . .
Oh fuck!
The clenching in my throat
. . .
Tightening in my lungs . .
. . . .
my heart . . .
Beautiful fire
burning higher and higher
licking the roof of my mouth
and caressing my lips
leaving only charred flesh.
Like clockwork . . .
Tick . . .
I cannot
Toc . . .
without
Tick . . .
my love
Toc . . .
Always interrupting me.
My life revolves
around the ticking of the clock.
This hangs...
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Die
An animal's instincts force me to continue on
As my struggling mind searches for meaning in this Hell.
I cannot breath for the pain that consumes me
Desperately clinging to that sweet memory
that simple piece of happiness.
Only a dream and yet so real.
Please
if you won't let me be happy
let me die.
You have tormented me from birth
filling my heart with only death.
Let me die.
As my struggling mind searches for meaning in this Hell.
I cannot breath for the pain that consumes me
Desperately clinging to that sweet memory
that simple piece of happiness.
Only a dream and yet so real.
Please
if you won't let me be happy
let me die.
You have tormented me from birth
filling my heart with only death.
Let me die.
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Squashed Beauty, Loved Idiocy
They make you take meds
if they can't understand you
They make you take meds
if you can't deal with the messed up world,
and yet they don't make you take meds for stupid.
Real emotions are suppressed
real thoughts are dismissed
While stupid continues on a rampage.
if they can't understand you
They make you take meds
if you can't deal with the messed up world,
and yet they don't make you take meds for stupid.
Real emotions are suppressed
real thoughts are dismissed
While stupid continues on a rampage.
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You Kill Me
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Suicide Note
Have a wake.
I want "Let it Be" played, both versions.
Ashes in the San Francisco bay.
Give my love
with the enclosed letters.
Holly,
Promise you won't let
Some asshole with a hole in his heart
so much as look your way
without warning him about me.
Because I'm watching
And if he hurts you
I will extract my revenge.
In your name,
On my honor,
I love you,
Storm
Dearest Matt,
If you die tomorrow,
a week from now,
five years
or as an old man,
keep your promise.
Don't let it be because...
I want "Let it Be" played, both versions.
Ashes in the San Francisco bay.
Give my love
with the enclosed letters.
Holly,
Promise you won't let
Some asshole with a hole in his heart
so much as look your way
without warning him about me.
Because I'm watching
And if he hurts you
I will extract my revenge.
In your name,
On my honor,
I love you,
Storm
Dearest Matt,
If you die tomorrow,
a week from now,
five years
or as an old man,
keep your promise.
Don't let it be because...
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Three Words
The words that so easily
fell from my lips
now cleave my heart in two.
Those simple words
I thought would be our greeting each day,
Our hello and goodbye at the beginning and end
of each encounter.
Those three simple words
Which now tear at my heart
were all I had to cling to.
All I wanted in my life.
Three little words
which change so much.
Three words to make me feel beautiful
Three words to make me strong
Three words that were supposed to make everything all right.
All gone.
fell from my lips
now cleave my heart in two.
Those simple words
I thought would be our greeting each day,
Our hello and goodbye at the beginning and end
of each encounter.
Those three simple words
Which now tear at my heart
were all I had to cling to.
All I wanted in my life.
Three little words
which change so much.
Three words to make me feel beautiful
Three words to make me strong
Three words that were supposed to make everything all right.
All gone.
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