Submissions by spikedemt (leah)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
again
Here you go again
It's all my fault
I laid open a vein for you
You laughed....
Well who's laughing now
You turned your back
I walked away
ice cold for you
My love has gone
Screw you and your
Need to see me bleed
It's all my fault
I laid open a vein for you
You laughed....
Well who's laughing now
You turned your back
I walked away
ice cold for you
My love has gone
Screw you and your
Need to see me bleed
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for her
For her I have bent over backwards
My reward....
A fuck you and
I dont care
For her I have tiptoed through this relationship
My prize....
A go fuck yourself and
I can't deal with this
My reply to her
Go fuck yourself
Since I'm no good
I won't be there
When your demons
Come calling
Find someone else
To take the abuse
The constant barrage
Of mind numbing verbal vomit
To you I say ....
Fuck you
My time is done
My reward....
A fuck you and
I dont care
For her I have tiptoed through this relationship
My prize....
A go fuck yourself and
I can't deal with this
My reply to her
Go fuck yourself
Since I'm no good
I won't be there
When your demons
Come calling
Find someone else
To take the abuse
The constant barrage
Of mind numbing verbal vomit
To you I say ....
Fuck you
My time is done
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please don't call
I did it again
I said something
I'm not sure what it was
But you are off again
On the next rant
The next tangent
The wrath of your
Self righteousness
Is raining down on my head
I should get my self a helmet
And some ear plugs
Til this storm has passed
I tried to divert it
I tried to deflect
But like a heat seaking missile
You aimed straight for my heart
So here we are again
You up in arms
Me trying to please
Only this time I don't
Care to
To this never ending
Shit I say
Dueces bitch...
I said something
I'm not sure what it was
But you are off again
On the next rant
The next tangent
The wrath of your
Self righteousness
Is raining down on my head
I should get my self a helmet
And some ear plugs
Til this storm has passed
I tried to divert it
I tried to deflect
But like a heat seaking missile
You aimed straight for my heart
So here we are again
You up in arms
Me trying to please
Only this time I don't
Care to
To this never ending
Shit I say
Dueces bitch...
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choices
Label me if you must
Put me in the category
That causes you less mistrust
I don't need to be what
You deem
My personal choices are not
What define me
Your personal choices are not
What I use to define you
So don't spew your hate at me
Because I
Can't be shoved into a corner
Tolerance is taught....
Did you not pay attention?
Acceptance not always a given...
I iust want to live my life
Why does that cause you
Such worry?
Put me in the category
That causes you less mistrust
I don't need to be what
You deem
My personal choices are not
What define me
Your personal choices are not
What I use to define you
So don't spew your hate at me
Because I
Can't be shoved into a corner
Tolerance is taught....
Did you not pay attention?
Acceptance not always a given...
I iust want to live my life
Why does that cause you
Such worry?
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leave me
Pull me under
Hold me down
Help me up
Hate me
Love me
Abandon me
run from me
Walk to me
Speaking to me like I don't understand
You keep pushing and pulling
On my emotions
It's a game to you
You like to keep me
For yourself
you don't love me
But you won't let me go
I try to leave
And it only makes you
Want me more
So take this last piece of me
And leave me
Numbed to the core
And blind to your wiles
Hold me down
Help me up
Hate me
Love me
Abandon me
run from me
Walk to me
Speaking to me like I don't understand
You keep pushing and pulling
On my emotions
It's a game to you
You like to keep me
For yourself
you don't love me
But you won't let me go
I try to leave
And it only makes you
Want me more
So take this last piece of me
And leave me
Numbed to the core
And blind to your wiles
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pieces
The distaste for me
Dripped from your tongue
The scorn you felt for me
Was seared into my skin
The delight you took
In hearing me plead
Was almost more than
The smile on your face
As I took my leave
but don't worry my dear
My love for you has turned
The thought of your touch
turns my my stomach
My feelings for for you now
Have turned to dust
Rusted is my heart
Dark is my psyche
Someday you will find
One you want
And I will be
The one to laugh
As they turn around
And hand your heart
In...
Dripped from your tongue
The scorn you felt for me
Was seared into my skin
The delight you took
In hearing me plead
Was almost more than
The smile on your face
As I took my leave
but don't worry my dear
My love for you has turned
The thought of your touch
turns my my stomach
My feelings for for you now
Have turned to dust
Rusted is my heart
Dark is my psyche
Someday you will find
One you want
And I will be
The one to laugh
As they turn around
And hand your heart
In...
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i want....
I want you to suffer
I want to show you how angry I am
slaughter your emotions and weakness
Your weakness has destroyed me
There is no need to speak
I was never your inspiration
I was never the one you yearned for
Long lost emotions buried deep in you
Should never have let you chase me
Now you are the one to run away
Your confusion caused me pain
I listened to your lies
Believing them all
Never a doubt in my mind
I can't look at you anymore,
Banishing you from my sight
I want to show you how angry I am
slaughter your emotions and weakness
Your weakness has destroyed me
There is no need to speak
I was never your inspiration
I was never the one you yearned for
Long lost emotions buried deep in you
Should never have let you chase me
Now you are the one to run away
Your confusion caused me pain
I listened to your lies
Believing them all
Never a doubt in my mind
I can't look at you anymore,
Banishing you from my sight
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just a test
Did you know that I would come
Did you even bother to listen
Did you care that in was there
Drowning in my mind
Did you seen the screams
Rising in my throat
You blame me for things
Beyond my control
You say things and I try to refute
but you seem not to hear
So i start to resist
The desire to run
Has become the driving force behind my unease
I spend my time trying to be
Inward I turned
devoid of emotions
I was sleepwalking through my life
You still blame me....
A fuck up of the first degree
Your words however well...
Did you even bother to listen
Did you care that in was there
Drowning in my mind
Did you seen the screams
Rising in my throat
You blame me for things
Beyond my control
You say things and I try to refute
but you seem not to hear
So i start to resist
The desire to run
Has become the driving force behind my unease
I spend my time trying to be
Inward I turned
devoid of emotions
I was sleepwalking through my life
You still blame me....
A fuck up of the first degree
Your words however well...
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a good game
I talk a good game some days
But not good enough to keep you
So let's call an end
To this play... a curtain call if you will
To this theatre of tears
An encore performance
Is not in the cards
Let's take our bows and exit as friends
Someday will be able to say
That I'm ok, that it doesn't hurt to hear your voice
My time is done
My walls I have put back up
no more of this for me
I'm done
But not good enough to keep you
So let's call an end
To this play... a curtain call if you will
To this theatre of tears
An encore performance
Is not in the cards
Let's take our bows and exit as friends
Someday will be able to say
That I'm ok, that it doesn't hurt to hear your voice
My time is done
My walls I have put back up
no more of this for me
I'm done
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