Submissions by spicychilis
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
my poetry is whatever i am feeling at the moment. its my thoughts, so try and respect it. but still i want HONEST critiscim.
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Jan 2012 9:48am
27th Jan 2012 9:48am
Confused
I never thought I would feel confusion
Staring at the wall
standing perfectly still
but the world still spins faster than I can handle
When a simple object
Looks like a deadly weapon
Or when the sun
Is only a big ball of fire about to explode
any minute now
Nothing is a fantasy anymore
Hoping for rainbows after rain
is now just a distant memory
Seeing color in black and white
is now impossible
Once compared to the innocence of a child
now a wilted flower
sitting on the windowsill
never neglected
but lonely...
Staring at the wall
standing perfectly still
but the world still spins faster than I can handle
When a simple object
Looks like a deadly weapon
Or when the sun
Is only a big ball of fire about to explode
any minute now
Nothing is a fantasy anymore
Hoping for rainbows after rain
is now just a distant memory
Seeing color in black and white
is now impossible
Once compared to the innocence of a child
now a wilted flower
sitting on the windowsill
never neglected
but lonely...
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Jan 2012 9:00am
23rd Jan 2012 9:00am
Solitude
If I remain in solitude
then only remains insanity
it comes only from obsession
with vanity
beauty and evil
go hand in hand
and if I'm alone
death shall be planned
I cannot be trusted
in a room alone
for then i'll try to end my life
in my own home
I was never insane
it happened so long ago
i'm sinking now
before I was afloat
I'm wrecked
a mess
it's not even my fault
my heart and thoughts
are locked in a vault
I want to scream at the world
but innocence...
then only remains insanity
it comes only from obsession
with vanity
beauty and evil
go hand in hand
and if I'm alone
death shall be planned
I cannot be trusted
in a room alone
for then i'll try to end my life
in my own home
I was never insane
it happened so long ago
i'm sinking now
before I was afloat
I'm wrecked
a mess
it's not even my fault
my heart and thoughts
are locked in a vault
I want to scream at the world
but innocence...
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Jan 2012 9:00am
23rd Jan 2012 9:00am
Solitude
If I remain in solitude
then only remains insanity
it comes only from obsession
with vanity
beauty and evil
go hand in hand
and if I'm alone
death shall be planned
I cannot be trusted
in a room alone
for then i'll try to end my life
in my own home
I was never insane
it happened so long ago
i'm sinking now
before I was afloat
I'm wrecked
a mess
it's not even my fault
my heart and thoughts
are locked in a vault
I want to scream at the world
but innocence...
then only remains insanity
it comes only from obsession
with vanity
beauty and evil
go hand in hand
and if I'm alone
death shall be planned
I cannot be trusted
in a room alone
for then i'll try to end my life
in my own home
I was never insane
it happened so long ago
i'm sinking now
before I was afloat
I'm wrecked
a mess
it's not even my fault
my heart and thoughts
are locked in a vault
I want to scream at the world
but innocence...
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Jan 2012 8:53am
23rd Jan 2012 8:53am
the window
the window beckons me every night
so close to it
but i can't
the cold bitter air bites my frigid lips
just a click away
a scream
a fall
a sharp pain
some bright lights
and gone
through
i don't know why
i want to live, but this window
makes me think otherwise
to once more taste blood
but this time
intentionally
opening it every night
feeling the wind turn my face into thin glass
ice
as frigid as my will
why
i ask
do i feel like jumping
not even
flying
out of...
so close to it
but i can't
the cold bitter air bites my frigid lips
just a click away
a scream
a fall
a sharp pain
some bright lights
and gone
through
i don't know why
i want to live, but this window
makes me think otherwise
to once more taste blood
but this time
intentionally
opening it every night
feeling the wind turn my face into thin glass
ice
as frigid as my will
why
i ask
do i feel like jumping
not even
flying
out of...
515 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
3rd Jan 2012 10:50pm
3rd Jan 2012 10:50pm
When I Move To China
All the smiles and jumping eyes
From face to face
From time to time
All the happiness and the wishes so fine
The fault is all mine
It's all just a lie
Some feelings are true
Some feelings are false
The train travels by
All we can do is watch
Nothing can deny
The bird flying by
Taking our time
Fresh as a lime
Pushing away the problems
Keeping the sadness
Trying to forget
All of the madness
No turning back
To change their minds
They all say
There something new to find
If one...
From face to face
From time to time
All the happiness and the wishes so fine
The fault is all mine
It's all just a lie
Some feelings are true
Some feelings are false
The train travels by
All we can do is watch
Nothing can deny
The bird flying by
Taking our time
Fresh as a lime
Pushing away the problems
Keeping the sadness
Trying to forget
All of the madness
No turning back
To change their minds
They all say
There something new to find
If one...
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DARK POEM
Published
1st Dec 2011 2:22am
1st Dec 2011 2:22am
What bullying can do
One fine day in summerdale
Maria drank some ginger ale
And then she lay down to rest
As one person came creeping up behind
She was not of human kind
Her being quite, was not the best
She tip toed discreetly
Her mind very greedy
About what would happen to Maria
And only one man
Who knew the plan
Really knows why she did this to her
She lay over Maria with a grin
And with a blade, oh so thin
Slit her own neck in a narrow line
And out came streaming
The juice of life beaming
The smell she thought was so...
Maria drank some ginger ale
And then she lay down to rest
As one person came creeping up behind
She was not of human kind
Her being quite, was not the best
She tip toed discreetly
Her mind very greedy
About what would happen to Maria
And only one man
Who knew the plan
Really knows why she did this to her
She lay over Maria with a grin
And with a blade, oh so thin
Slit her own neck in a narrow line
And out came streaming
The juice of life beaming
The smell she thought was so...
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st Dec 2011 00:34am
1st Dec 2011 00:34am
A deer loves a berry
Thinking
So foolish
Like a deer going to bush when she knows
All the berries are gone
It's the same with you
And i thought, like a silly girl
How you could be mine
But the berries are gone
And so are you
To her
How can I blame her
You, like a berry, are to irresistable
To go after, to admire
And she got to you first
Your hair, your smile, your eyes
Your eyes hit me first
But she pulled you in sooner
And like a good one, she hold on to you tight
She never lets you fall
She keeps you at your best
Ripe and red and...
So foolish
Like a deer going to bush when she knows
All the berries are gone
It's the same with you
And i thought, like a silly girl
How you could be mine
But the berries are gone
And so are you
To her
How can I blame her
You, like a berry, are to irresistable
To go after, to admire
And she got to you first
Your hair, your smile, your eyes
Your eyes hit me first
But she pulled you in sooner
And like a good one, she hold on to you tight
She never lets you fall
She keeps you at your best
Ripe and red and...
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DARK POEM
Published
18th Nov 2011 3:53pm
18th Nov 2011 3:53pm
Dark lights
The lights are shining
Clearing away the past
But something
Something is still there
I'm ok, I have finally become
Normal, it feels good
But something still lingers
Behind me
Dark lights
Stick to my back
Pushing me down
Suffocating me, chocking me
A shadow lurks inside of me
I can't get it straight
I thought it was all over
But the lights, though very bright
Are dark
Clearing away the past
But something
Something is still there
I'm ok, I have finally become
Normal, it feels good
But something still lingers
Behind me
Dark lights
Stick to my back
Pushing me down
Suffocating me, chocking me
A shadow lurks inside of me
I can't get it straight
I thought it was all over
But the lights, though very bright
Are dark
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Oct 2011 3:41am
19th Oct 2011 3:41am
why this way?
why do it like this?
why take my eyes and grip them
let them go and
leave them there
why shrug your shoulder
catch my attention
and hold it without anyone seeing
the little tether you are about to cut off
tormenting me with every motion
your words mix my mind around
you chuckle you laugh
you break me in half
so kill me inside fine!
but why this way?
why take my eyes and grip them
let them go and
leave them there
why shrug your shoulder
catch my attention
and hold it without anyone seeing
the little tether you are about to cut off
tormenting me with every motion
your words mix my mind around
you chuckle you laugh
you break me in half
so kill me inside fine!
but why this way?
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DARK POEM
Published
17th Oct 2011 11:59pm
17th Oct 2011 11:59pm
Rain for tears
Life is just a breeze
But look at me, on my knees
Clouds turn gray, blue, then red
It all get dizzy in my head
Dark, dark spirits clutch my wrists
Their fingers blades, making deep slits
No one sees, no one hears
The shrill sceams don't reach any ears
Blood tears stream down my face
I feel like I'm in place
I slowly turn to skull and bones
Traveling over tomb stones
The spirits suddenly drop in fright
Because my death has brought out the light
As rain...
But look at me, on my knees
Clouds turn gray, blue, then red
It all get dizzy in my head
Dark, dark spirits clutch my wrists
Their fingers blades, making deep slits
No one sees, no one hears
The shrill sceams don't reach any ears
Blood tears stream down my face
I feel like I'm in place
I slowly turn to skull and bones
Traveling over tomb stones
The spirits suddenly drop in fright
Because my death has brought out the light
As rain...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
17th Oct 2011 11:52pm
17th Oct 2011 11:52pm
No one thought
No one thought I was worth anything
They thought I was fat
A geek
A loser
No one thought
They never knew what I was
So be a slut, whore, dumbass and what you think is "popular"
Put people who aren't you down in there places
You're perfect now, aren't you?
Even when I was there for you
Even when I stood up for you and held you when no one was there
I'm just not good enough?
No one is good enough
Just guys who are jocks, girls who are bra size B
You don't...
They thought I was fat
A geek
A loser
No one thought
They never knew what I was
So be a slut, whore, dumbass and what you think is "popular"
Put people who aren't you down in there places
You're perfect now, aren't you?
Even when I was there for you
Even when I stood up for you and held you when no one was there
I'm just not good enough?
No one is good enough
Just guys who are jocks, girls who are bra size B
You don't...
584 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
17th Oct 2011 00:48am
17th Oct 2011 00:48am
With you
Pumpkins painted gray
The graveyard is covered with hay
I can barely see through the haze
I feel so safe
I'm all alone
The grass crunches under my feet
I see your face in the clouds
The one that used to be so sweet
Now your gone
As the wolfs feed on your body
I'm so sorry
I took the knife right to you
You said do it
And I listened
I wish, I hadn't
It almost strikes midnight
The timing is dark and right
The man creeps closer
...
The graveyard is covered with hay
I can barely see through the haze
I feel so safe
I'm all alone
The grass crunches under my feet
I see your face in the clouds
The one that used to be so sweet
Now your gone
As the wolfs feed on your body
I'm so sorry
I took the knife right to you
You said do it
And I listened
I wish, I hadn't
It almost strikes midnight
The timing is dark and right
The man creeps closer
...
501 reads
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