Submissions by soulreaper13 (Sanixsa Darkcry)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i have alot to get off my chest so i write poetry and let my pencil or pen fly as i smack down my silent words onto paper and make them come to life through words.
ANGER POEM
Published
24th Feb 2011 9:18pm
24th Feb 2011 9:18pm
who the hell am i angry at
who am i angry at???
i am angry at every one
especially nothing
pissed off at the world for no damn reason
treason betrayel lies hate
devaste me
filling my head with your futile hate
RAGE against me
punching kicking biting
SCREAMING at nothing
WHO THE HELL AM I ANGRY AT
im angry at EVERYTHING crying
im so damn angry
so scared so friggin pissed
WHO AM I ANGRY AT
IM ANGRY AT ME!!!!!!
i am angry at every one
especially nothing
pissed off at the world for no damn reason
treason betrayel lies hate
devaste me
filling my head with your futile hate
RAGE against me
punching kicking biting
SCREAMING at nothing
WHO THE HELL AM I ANGRY AT
im angry at EVERYTHING crying
im so damn angry
so scared so friggin pissed
WHO AM I ANGRY AT
IM ANGRY AT ME!!!!!!
953 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
24th Feb 2011 9:13pm
24th Feb 2011 9:13pm
what my future holds
fucking hate me
date me i think not
stop telling me im beautiful
im NOT im not your doll
your play thing your damn inspiration
individuality what the hell is that
pain something i have always known
hearing them scream ITS ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT
crying yelling at them i am something
no i am NOTHING!!!!!
friggin hold me tell me you love me
tell me they are all wrong
tell me im not just some play toy some rag doll
tell me im more not some damn whore
i am a female no iam teen
NO i am a small girl a child waiting to...
date me i think not
stop telling me im beautiful
im NOT im not your doll
your play thing your damn inspiration
individuality what the hell is that
pain something i have always known
hearing them scream ITS ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT
crying yelling at them i am something
no i am NOTHING!!!!!
friggin hold me tell me you love me
tell me they are all wrong
tell me im not just some play toy some rag doll
tell me im more not some damn whore
i am a female no iam teen
NO i am a small girl a child waiting to...
988 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Feb 2011 7:37pm
23rd Feb 2011 7:37pm
horrible images in my head
horrible images in my head
wishing it was dead
it makes me want to rip them out
the delusions scare me
i see maggots coming out of my skin
i want them out out of my arms!!!!!
i want them gone i want them out!!!!
horrible images in my head
cutting and shredding and ripping
the maggots the blood and skin hitting the floor
DAMN IT!!! i cant take this anymore
i gauge and scratch
screaming and crying
horrible images in my head and a straight jacket hugging me
wishing it was dead
it makes me want to rip them out
the delusions scare me
i see maggots coming out of my skin
i want them out out of my arms!!!!!
i want them gone i want them out!!!!
horrible images in my head
cutting and shredding and ripping
the maggots the blood and skin hitting the floor
DAMN IT!!! i cant take this anymore
i gauge and scratch
screaming and crying
horrible images in my head and a straight jacket hugging me
796 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
23rd Feb 2011 7:29pm
23rd Feb 2011 7:29pm
seducing death
revealing alot showing him more
giving him peeks oh what he seeks
kissing his neck while he licks his lips
putting his hand on my waist
i feel it slowly slip
grabbing his collar
grabbing his pants
attacking me violently
tearing off my clothes kissing licking my neck
setting him off.... to kill me
giving him peeks oh what he seeks
kissing his neck while he licks his lips
putting his hand on my waist
i feel it slowly slip
grabbing his collar
grabbing his pants
attacking me violently
tearing off my clothes kissing licking my neck
setting him off.... to kill me
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Feb 2011 8:48pm
10th Feb 2011 8:48pm
bloody roses
slashes this way slashes that way
some in patterns some in rows
they go up and they go down
some on the wrists some on the legs
doesn't matter which way it goes it just makes you feel
alive well so much better
the frowns i never see because they don't know
problems so bad so deep sometimes i just cant sleep
so cold against thy skin please forgive my sin!!!
i cant help it i cant take take a last breathe
hold the scream back and soon enough relax
and just hope they dont see my wrists and know my shame
some in patterns some in rows
they go up and they go down
some on the wrists some on the legs
doesn't matter which way it goes it just makes you feel
alive well so much better
the frowns i never see because they don't know
problems so bad so deep sometimes i just cant sleep
so cold against thy skin please forgive my sin!!!
i cant help it i cant take take a last breathe
hold the scream back and soon enough relax
and just hope they dont see my wrists and know my shame
661 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
9th Feb 2011 8:10pm
9th Feb 2011 8:10pm
shadow girl
hidden in the back not wanting to be seen
yet not wanting to be ignored
shadow girl hidden pushed against the wall
don't look at me is all i said
staring at the ground holding my own
getting to know me no one will
shadow girl hidden from the world
wont someone notice me
yet not wanting to be ignored
shadow girl hidden pushed against the wall
don't look at me is all i said
staring at the ground holding my own
getting to know me no one will
shadow girl hidden from the world
wont someone notice me
781 reads
4 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
9th Feb 2011 8:02pm
9th Feb 2011 8:02pm
punch to society's face
ghost of the fallen
life, a broken road
of lost hopes and dreams.
All of the powers, most higher
than the ghettos we all
grew from infants in
the gutters we climbed from
the sewers we swam
all because society took from us
freedom we fought for
lives we saved
men we died for
and worked all as slaves.
we gave us society burned us
we laughed so hard just to be pushed in our damn graves.
society killed us and we didn't do shit
life, a broken road
of lost hopes and dreams.
All of the powers, most higher
than the ghettos we all
grew from infants in
the gutters we climbed from
the sewers we swam
all because society took from us
freedom we fought for
lives we saved
men we died for
and worked all as slaves.
we gave us society burned us
we laughed so hard just to be pushed in our damn graves.
society killed us and we didn't do shit
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th Feb 2011 8:19pm
8th Feb 2011 8:19pm
unknown to me
unknown to me.
so cold and so warm.
keeping it down till i cant no more.
someone tell me what to say
when the world is out there
its unknown to me
show me something i havent seenbefore
till i cant see it no more
hold me scold me let me go
it is unknown to me
the complete and utter silence
that was meant for me
that was thrown at me
unknown to me
grown on me
taken away from me
hold me close
but push me away
unknown to me
my world has ended for me
so cold and so warm.
keeping it down till i cant no more.
someone tell me what to say
when the world is out there
its unknown to me
show me something i havent seenbefore
till i cant see it no more
hold me scold me let me go
it is unknown to me
the complete and utter silence
that was meant for me
that was thrown at me
unknown to me
grown on me
taken away from me
hold me close
but push me away
unknown to me
my world has ended for me
733 reads
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