Submissions by sinisterpenz (Hellbound)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Everyday the future looks a little bit darker. But the past, even the grimy parts of it, well, it just keeps on getting brighter all the time.” Watchmen- join sinister -pens on fb if ya dig the ink
SELF POEM
Published
9th Feb 2016 6:49am
9th Feb 2016 6:49am
It's all a f**king waste
I hate the hurt I get when I start to feel again
I self-destruct inside
and push those close away from me
if your pushed the furthest
your probably the closest to me
I'll keep you far apart
in a place in my heart where you can never get to me
fully
because I know your just gonna hurt me
so whats the fucking point to open up fully
you tell me
because it sounds stupid to me
there's only pain for me so I stopped looking
for this love
for this peace
there's only hate for me
life's one big game
but sometimes I'm...
I self-destruct inside
and push those close away from me
if your pushed the furthest
your probably the closest to me
I'll keep you far apart
in a place in my heart where you can never get to me
fully
because I know your just gonna hurt me
so whats the fucking point to open up fully
you tell me
because it sounds stupid to me
there's only pain for me so I stopped looking
for this love
for this peace
there's only hate for me
life's one big game
but sometimes I'm...
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DARK POEM
Published
6th Feb 2016 7:28pm
6th Feb 2016 7:28pm
The one in the window
he tapped the keys and scrolled the pages
brewing hatred with each passing letter
all these comments spitting venom
caused him to lose control
he copied and pasted all their names and comments
all the ones he hated
all the ones in his location
and surrounding areas
he bought a map and plotted locations
of all his future victims
highlighting the special ones
the special ones he really hated
these ones he had plans for
he was going tie them to the chair
the chair he remembered as a kid
watching the riders torture and sin
it...
brewing hatred with each passing letter
all these comments spitting venom
caused him to lose control
he copied and pasted all their names and comments
all the ones he hated
all the ones in his location
and surrounding areas
he bought a map and plotted locations
of all his future victims
highlighting the special ones
the special ones he really hated
these ones he had plans for
he was going tie them to the chair
the chair he remembered as a kid
watching the riders torture and sin
it...
602 reads
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
6th Feb 2016 2:22am
6th Feb 2016 2:22am
ending day
every day I think about you
every day I miss you
I remember the shots that took you
I fucking die inside
, I cry now
as I write this
and i miss you
I remember the day they took you
summer time crisp blunt cold beers shook us
we were getting wild and someone mistook you
for a punk bitch not a solider like you were
I remember the beer in your hand as it left you
I heard the bullet pass my head as it took you
it should have been me
I often think
this is a true story so don't laugh or blink
or ill fucking gut ya
ya hear...
every day I miss you
I remember the shots that took you
I fucking die inside
, I cry now
as I write this
and i miss you
I remember the day they took you
summer time crisp blunt cold beers shook us
we were getting wild and someone mistook you
for a punk bitch not a solider like you were
I remember the beer in your hand as it left you
I heard the bullet pass my head as it took you
it should have been me
I often think
this is a true story so don't laugh or blink
or ill fucking gut ya
ya hear...
554 reads
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EROTIC POEM
Published
6th Feb 2016 2:10am
6th Feb 2016 2:10am
Dirty sex with a sprinkle of amphetamines
1076 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Feb 2016 6:55am
3rd Feb 2016 6:55am
down down baby
Down down
baby
im so down
baby
fuck all that
come down here
come around here
and snuggle around me baby
holding me
reliving me of all this pain and misery
that infects my soul
and the dark hole i come from disappears
but only in the moment when are lips touch sealing are soul
are pair
now i stare into beautiful eyes that glare with the holiest darkness consuming us
both we ascend together in constant bliss work together to solve life's bitches
damage and slaughter human tissues
bone and sinew ...
baby
im so down
baby
fuck all that
come down here
come around here
and snuggle around me baby
holding me
reliving me of all this pain and misery
that infects my soul
and the dark hole i come from disappears
but only in the moment when are lips touch sealing are soul
are pair
now i stare into beautiful eyes that glare with the holiest darkness consuming us
both we ascend together in constant bliss work together to solve life's bitches
damage and slaughter human tissues
bone and sinew ...
557 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Feb 2016 11:34pm
2nd Feb 2016 11:34pm
cloud skipper
skipping on clouds I see you
your sister to
shes crazy as fuck
but that's cool
I think she got bumped off her cloud dude
a rough and fucked up life will do that to ya
im in the same boat to
and I know your both reading this
do I give a fuck? nope never have to
anything I say to her ill say to you
but I'm digging your look and style
images of broken angels flying
dying consuming abusing
noosing what ever the fuck because
it's are choosing
are doing
are feeling
and are peeling back ages of abuses
then healing ...
your sister to
shes crazy as fuck
but that's cool
I think she got bumped off her cloud dude
a rough and fucked up life will do that to ya
im in the same boat to
and I know your both reading this
do I give a fuck? nope never have to
anything I say to her ill say to you
but I'm digging your look and style
images of broken angels flying
dying consuming abusing
noosing what ever the fuck because
it's are choosing
are doing
are feeling
and are peeling back ages of abuses
then healing ...
584 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
2nd Feb 2016 10:15pm
2nd Feb 2016 10:15pm
it's all a waste
drip drop
drip drip
the faucet leaks
causing mishaps
with missed tracks
a hurricane washes by me
covering me
ice runs thru me
numbing my pain
longer the days tho
i gaze
but into nothing
its pointless
its all a waste
nothing ever is gonna be ok
drip drip
the faucet leaks
causing mishaps
with missed tracks
a hurricane washes by me
covering me
ice runs thru me
numbing my pain
longer the days tho
i gaze
but into nothing
its pointless
its all a waste
nothing ever is gonna be ok
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SELF POEM
Published
1st Feb 2016 7:36pm
1st Feb 2016 7:36pm
the rise of black wolf
as the black wolf arise's in me at night
i hear terrifying screams and cry's
post traumatic dreams i die
sacred nights with fire flies
cryptic tales of do or die
the black wolf rises and takes control
an opened mouth, with razor teeth are shown
blood flows from the rivers of Babylon
strong arms strong-armed with strong charge
the black wolf is a part of me just like you or i
hes his own entity
feast's willing unforgivably without merci
and with no passion to be seen
the black wolf is me, a part of me at...
i hear terrifying screams and cry's
post traumatic dreams i die
sacred nights with fire flies
cryptic tales of do or die
the black wolf rises and takes control
an opened mouth, with razor teeth are shown
blood flows from the rivers of Babylon
strong arms strong-armed with strong charge
the black wolf is a part of me just like you or i
hes his own entity
feast's willing unforgivably without merci
and with no passion to be seen
the black wolf is me, a part of me at...
691 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
31st Jan 2016 9:27pm
31st Jan 2016 9:27pm
Spanish harlem
I miss those years
when I look into the past
all I see are your eyes looking back
smiles and dark hair with beautiful curls
beautiful skin with legs that went on for miles
I miss those smiles
I miss are troubles and trials
miss are love and battles
under the sheets we were animals
dame lo cojeme papi for hours
I miss those ankles
around my neck when I was in deep
looking into your eyes I felt free
in the safety of your arms in secrect i would weap
inside my heart i finally felt the need the urge
the dream ...
when I look into the past
all I see are your eyes looking back
smiles and dark hair with beautiful curls
beautiful skin with legs that went on for miles
I miss those smiles
I miss are troubles and trials
miss are love and battles
under the sheets we were animals
dame lo cojeme papi for hours
I miss those ankles
around my neck when I was in deep
looking into your eyes I felt free
in the safety of your arms in secrect i would weap
inside my heart i finally felt the need the urge
the dream ...
867 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
31st Jan 2016 7:00am
31st Jan 2016 7:00am
suicide feels write
i hate this side of me
this hurt
the pain inside of me
mouth fucking my pistol tonight it seems
crying silently
no one will hear my screams
dying silently suppressed intentionally
for its purpose to kill silently suicidal visions frustrate me psychotically
cut my wrists again
die again
wake up on the floor again
kicked out of heaven again
fuck you again im eating all the pills in the cabinet again
then drinking some gin falling asleep never to wake again
fuck these psych pills they don't work if im on or off them
1000's of...
this hurt
the pain inside of me
mouth fucking my pistol tonight it seems
crying silently
no one will hear my screams
dying silently suppressed intentionally
for its purpose to kill silently suicidal visions frustrate me psychotically
cut my wrists again
die again
wake up on the floor again
kicked out of heaven again
fuck you again im eating all the pills in the cabinet again
then drinking some gin falling asleep never to wake again
fuck these psych pills they don't work if im on or off them
1000's of...
583 reads
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