Submissions by sinful_desires (Juliette)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I usually just write how I feel most of the time. A lot of my poetry is about things happening in my life or that have happened. Mostly inactive because of school
Ultraviolence
I was in love once
But it wasnt pretty
It was violent and abusive
Even though she never hit me
She slapped me with her words
Kicked me with her actions
She always poked me like an animal
To try and get a reaction
I always cried
I became depressed
I wanted to die
But she was oblivious to my distress
Some days she would kiss my bruises
And hold me until the aching ceased
Other days she would just ignore me
And made me feel like I was nothing
It wasn't love
I know that now
She wouldnt even...
But it wasnt pretty
It was violent and abusive
Even though she never hit me
She slapped me with her words
Kicked me with her actions
She always poked me like an animal
To try and get a reaction
I always cried
I became depressed
I wanted to die
But she was oblivious to my distress
Some days she would kiss my bruises
And hold me until the aching ceased
Other days she would just ignore me
And made me feel like I was nothing
It wasn't love
I know that now
She wouldnt even...
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The Neighbourhood
We've never been a normal bunch
We never did normal things a couple would do
Our song isn't a sappy Disney love song
Our song is a song about fucking by the Neighbourhood
That was all we listened to
Because our love was unconventional
We were messed up inside
We were monsters
We destroyed each other under the illusion that it was love
The Neighbourhood understood us
They understood our tragic love story
So that is what we listened to
Even now, I still listen and remember
[A/N:I was listening to the...
We never did normal things a couple would do
Our song isn't a sappy Disney love song
Our song is a song about fucking by the Neighbourhood
That was all we listened to
Because our love was unconventional
We were messed up inside
We were monsters
We destroyed each other under the illusion that it was love
The Neighbourhood understood us
They understood our tragic love story
So that is what we listened to
Even now, I still listen and remember
[A/N:I was listening to the...
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Rhyming Game
I hang on to every single word
Because I dont know what else to do
You make me wanna slit my wrists
But I put on a smile for you
You're shutting me out again
It hurts because its true
I dont know what to do with myself
My thoughts are always on you
I never know what you're thinking
Or even how you're feeling
I love you so fucking much
Its killing everything in my being
I just wanna hold you
and tell you everything is alright
We both know thats far from the truth
Youre the reason I cant sleep at night
Do...
Because I dont know what else to do
You make me wanna slit my wrists
But I put on a smile for you
You're shutting me out again
It hurts because its true
I dont know what to do with myself
My thoughts are always on you
I never know what you're thinking
Or even how you're feeling
I love you so fucking much
Its killing everything in my being
I just wanna hold you
and tell you everything is alright
We both know thats far from the truth
Youre the reason I cant sleep at night
Do...
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Untitled
I cling to you
I try to grasp your shattered pieces in my bloody hands
Trying to find myself in them
I cling to your broken soul so tightly that I have lost myself
I try to grasp your shattered pieces in my bloody hands
Trying to find myself in them
I cling to your broken soul so tightly that I have lost myself
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My Definition of Love
Love is a universal force
It affects us all at one time or another
Almost everyone has felt the burn
The beauty of love is that it does not have eyes
Love is blindness
It cant see race or gender
It does not discriminate
It doesnt judge
Love is like the wind
It can't be seen, so it demands to be felt
It affects us all at one time or another
Almost everyone has felt the burn
The beauty of love is that it does not have eyes
Love is blindness
It cant see race or gender
It does not discriminate
It doesnt judge
Love is like the wind
It can't be seen, so it demands to be felt
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Rant
A/N: A mini rant of sorts. A thousand and one emotions in ink.
Im a mess without you and a mess with you
I cant sort out my fucked up feelings for you anymore
I cant keep doing this
I know I cant
This back and forth
Im just too fucking stupid and weak to try and move on
I keep running back even though I keep getting hurt
I have so many scars
They dont seem to be healing
Theyre just getting worse
So many things were ruined because of this
Because of my stupid feelings
Im so fucking done
I...
Im a mess without you and a mess with you
I cant sort out my fucked up feelings for you anymore
I cant keep doing this
I know I cant
This back and forth
Im just too fucking stupid and weak to try and move on
I keep running back even though I keep getting hurt
I have so many scars
They dont seem to be healing
Theyre just getting worse
So many things were ruined because of this
Because of my stupid feelings
Im so fucking done
I...
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What Now?
Im slowly losing my mind in this place
This horrible in between space
Im waiting, trying so hard to be patient
Is this the end?
Where do I go from here?
What now?
This horrible in between space
Im waiting, trying so hard to be patient
Is this the end?
Where do I go from here?
What now?
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I Remember
I remember when you told me that you still loved her
I told you that I would wait, however long it took until you were ready
I promised myself that I would love you until you could love me back
But then, you told me that there would never be an 'us'
And I remember crying for hours and feeling that terrible ache in my chest
I remember my heart shattering because I heard it...it was so loud in my ears
I remember our hugs and cuddles during study hall,
the way you would look at me like I was the only thing that mattered
Like I was the most important...
I told you that I would wait, however long it took until you were ready
I promised myself that I would love you until you could love me back
But then, you told me that there would never be an 'us'
And I remember crying for hours and feeling that terrible ache in my chest
I remember my heart shattering because I heard it...it was so loud in my ears
I remember our hugs and cuddles during study hall,
the way you would look at me like I was the only thing that mattered
Like I was the most important...
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Society & Self Harm
It's funny how society always associates self harm with cutting. But self harm comes in other forms. Some people don't have the guts to put a blade on their skin. As a result, they resort to biting themselves and sticking objects into their skin.
Biting nails until they are stubs and even then still chewing off skin until aching fingertips ooze blood. Gnawing and pulling at bruised lips until they are burning pink with cuts and scars. Tasting and sucking the blood from the wounds. Starving themselves so that you can literally hear their tummies growling like an untamed monster....
Biting nails until they are stubs and even then still chewing off skin until aching fingertips ooze blood. Gnawing and pulling at bruised lips until they are burning pink with cuts and scars. Tasting and sucking the blood from the wounds. Starving themselves so that you can literally hear their tummies growling like an untamed monster....
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