Submissions by shannonJane (Lost poet - Day dreamer)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Best friend...
You was my best friend.
You left that day.
And I never found the laughter that sang the same.
Never again.
I will always miss you.
You left that day.
And I never found the laughter that sang the same.
Never again.
I will always miss you.
#hurt
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Sanity
You broke all the expectations you put in me.
Obviously to set yourself free.
Yet I wasn't a toy and my emotions wasn't free.
You broke all the expectations you put in me.
And all I had was to mourn.
And cry for sanity,
you stole out my eyes.
Obviously to set yourself free.
Yet I wasn't a toy and my emotions wasn't free.
You broke all the expectations you put in me.
And all I had was to mourn.
And cry for sanity,
you stole out my eyes.
#hurt
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I miss you mum and dad
I am trying to be a woman yet reminded daily of the child I was.
I keep remembering my mother and father carrying me to bed or cleaning me up tucking me in after weeing the bed.
I wet the bed until I was 19 years old , I've always been ashamed.
My parents made me strong , my bladder still weak.
I keep trying to be this woman and this mother.
Yet the incontinence issues and weeing at night at 24 now are traumatising.
I feel so unlovable as an adult, not knowing I'm pissing myself even in the daytime.
I keep...
I keep remembering my mother and father carrying me to bed or cleaning me up tucking me in after weeing the bed.
I wet the bed until I was 19 years old , I've always been ashamed.
My parents made me strong , my bladder still weak.
I keep trying to be this woman and this mother.
Yet the incontinence issues and weeing at night at 24 now are traumatising.
I feel so unlovable as an adult, not knowing I'm pissing myself even in the daytime.
I keep...
#love
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Love here
I only ever asked you to love the vunerable side of me.
And not expose me in distinguishing situations.
You ruined my life.
On purpose.
I only asked you to love me with an honest heart.
You lied.
You hit.
You strangled.
You spat.
You rampaged.
And you don't want to be a monster.
Yet all I ever was
... Is now gone
But all I ever was
Well
Was love ...
And not expose me in distinguishing situations.
You ruined my life.
On purpose.
I only asked you to love me with an honest heart.
You lied.
You hit.
You strangled.
You spat.
You rampaged.
And you don't want to be a monster.
Yet all I ever was
... Is now gone
But all I ever was
Well
Was love ...
#hurt
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Take it , read well.
Take this empty space , Fill it well.
Take this silence , Listen well.
Nothing left to offer.
Nothing left to give.
Take this freedom , use it well.
Take this time , spend it well.
Nothing left to say.
Nothing left to do.
Take this life , live it well.
Take this heart , care for it well.
Nothing left to be.
Nothing left to see.
Take this goodbye , lock it in keep.
Take this smile , remember it's curve.
Nothing left to hope.
Nothing left to fight.
Take hope and dreams , Follow them.
Take freedom...
Take this silence , Listen well.
Nothing left to offer.
Nothing left to give.
Take this freedom , use it well.
Take this time , spend it well.
Nothing left to say.
Nothing left to do.
Take this life , live it well.
Take this heart , care for it well.
Nothing left to be.
Nothing left to see.
Take this goodbye , lock it in keep.
Take this smile , remember it's curve.
Nothing left to hope.
Nothing left to fight.
Take hope and dreams , Follow them.
Take freedom...
#fall
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Morning kisses
How do I say this when I'm mourning , how can I be positive and say I'm not the same anymore.
The girl you want or long for has gone , I don't know where.
But she is scared , silent and exhausted.
I'm pretty sure she's kinda dead or dying , I can't get words out of her.
Trust me I've been trying , for you , for myself.
Yet something is missing and I am gone.
Something has travelled , dissapered , took her bag packed and gone.
One to many missed stops or one to many wrong turns on the way.
Always...
The girl you want or long for has gone , I don't know where.
But she is scared , silent and exhausted.
I'm pretty sure she's kinda dead or dying , I can't get words out of her.
Trust me I've been trying , for you , for myself.
Yet something is missing and I am gone.
Something has travelled , dissapered , took her bag packed and gone.
One to many missed stops or one to many wrong turns on the way.
Always...
#MothersDay
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To own a heart
I feel a sadness in my heart I haven't felt so hard in my life.
It's like stabbing needle pains attaching it's self to my heart vessels.
All the tubes turning in pain.. I feel I'm bleeding from my chest all down my body.
The pain floors me and I can't move.
My arms can't move.
My legs can't move.
The pain becomes who I am and my heart becomes this numb hard muscles just plastering itself with tissues.
I hope I won't break this nerve.
I hope I can't keep this heart in tact.
My fragile...
It's like stabbing needle pains attaching it's self to my heart vessels.
All the tubes turning in pain.. I feel I'm bleeding from my chest all down my body.
The pain floors me and I can't move.
My arms can't move.
My legs can't move.
The pain becomes who I am and my heart becomes this numb hard muscles just plastering itself with tissues.
I hope I won't break this nerve.
I hope I can't keep this heart in tact.
My fragile...
#love
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Burning black wings
Drag me to hell.
Bury me and whip me.
Bite this neck.
Crack my hips and sink your teeth.
I'm seething to surrender.
I'm submitting my temper.
Drag me to hell.
Chain me and take me.
Bury me and whip me.
Deep in your toxicity of love.
Moans scream to the black night.
They scream.
And we hold on tight.
Moans scream to the black night.
They scream.
And we hold on tight.
Drag me to hell.
And fuck...
Bury me and whip me.
Bite this neck.
Crack my hips and sink your teeth.
I'm seething to surrender.
I'm submitting my temper.
Drag me to hell.
Chain me and take me.
Bury me and whip me.
Deep in your toxicity of love.
Moans scream to the black night.
They scream.
And we hold on tight.
Moans scream to the black night.
They scream.
And we hold on tight.
Drag me to hell.
And fuck...
#erotic
#LifeAsAWriter
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Disabled
I asked you to love my son .
Not too RIP me apart.
Not too RIP me apart.
#motherhood
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Can I be your enemy?
Life claws at you until there is nothing left ...
but shreds of memory's.
floating in the kaleidoscope of time travel.
but shreds of memory's.
floating in the kaleidoscope of time travel.
#love
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Toxicity.
You let me down and I had to pick myself up.
You leave and laugh.
At words you attack.
Laugh oh laugh.
You toxic gas mask.
You let me down and I had to pick myself up.
You leave and laugh.
I take off the mask.
You leave and laugh.
At words you attack.
Laugh oh laugh.
You toxic gas mask.
You let me down and I had to pick myself up.
You leave and laugh.
I take off the mask.
#love
#hate
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Death by murder
I fell short in believing my mind isn't a CSI crime scene.
My life the blanked out shadow of my dead corpse on the floor.
Me just swabbing my DNA and marking it into the computer.
I wont pay it no sympathy.
The murder was quick.
But painfully slow to watch.
The crime scene gets covered with tape.
Just like my lucky band aid.
I guess watching death is natural now.
I guess it always was.
And I another click , in another pen.
My life the blanked out shadow of my dead corpse on the floor.
Me just swabbing my DNA and marking it into the computer.
I wont pay it no sympathy.
The murder was quick.
But painfully slow to watch.
The crime scene gets covered with tape.
Just like my lucky band aid.
I guess watching death is natural now.
I guess it always was.
And I another click , in another pen.
#murder
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