Submissions by schizodude (a voice from the void)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
a shadow of what once was, preserved by caffeine and spite, i turmoil the days in order to give shape to words
SELF POEM
Published
18th Apr 2011 5:22pm
18th Apr 2011 5:22pm
Final Destination
i'm wondering when my life will fall apart
things have been so fucked up
and i can't seem to pick myself back up
along with everything beside you
'cause people always seem to tell me
i'm not damned or cursed but
why is all this shit happening?
i can't help those i love
or be there for them
so many obstacles that won't let me
pass and reach all of them
death is crawling back in my life
he's giving me his boney hand
and i'm so weak that i'm reaching
hoping that it will take me to a better place
one without worries
without...
things have been so fucked up
and i can't seem to pick myself back up
along with everything beside you
'cause people always seem to tell me
i'm not damned or cursed but
why is all this shit happening?
i can't help those i love
or be there for them
so many obstacles that won't let me
pass and reach all of them
death is crawling back in my life
he's giving me his boney hand
and i'm so weak that i'm reaching
hoping that it will take me to a better place
one without worries
without...
914 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
13th Apr 2011 9:03pm
13th Apr 2011 9:03pm
trials of love
she looks at me
with disapproving eyes
her sadness behind it
touches me in ways i cannot explain
but the eyes i see
the looks i get
keep me at bay
and i feel isolated
i have the urge to help her
but its drowned by her face
maybe this is how it is meant to be
for me, living life
full of sadness and misunderstanding
never feeling love and compassion
why am i cursed?
why am i damned?
with disapproving eyes
her sadness behind it
touches me in ways i cannot explain
but the eyes i see
the looks i get
keep me at bay
and i feel isolated
i have the urge to help her
but its drowned by her face
maybe this is how it is meant to be
for me, living life
full of sadness and misunderstanding
never feeling love and compassion
why am i cursed?
why am i damned?
1632 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
12th Apr 2011 9:14pm
12th Apr 2011 9:14pm
Past and Future
before i start this poem, there's always something that inspires us to write, write, write. this poem was inspired by something that i read a long time ago and that i thought of a little while ago. we all have our skeletons and secrets inside our closets that we hope will never be discovered by those we love and care about.
"Discretion is hiding somethingwhich we cannot remedy"
-Chinese Proverb
i don't know who i am
or who i have become
there's nothing to describe
how i sometimes feel inside
these voices are explaining...
"Discretion is hiding somethingwhich we cannot remedy"
-Chinese Proverb
i don't know who i am
or who i have become
there's nothing to describe
how i sometimes feel inside
these voices are explaining...
991 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
8th Apr 2011 5:37pm
8th Apr 2011 5:37pm
untitled
we are roses of time
our fates intertwined
they don't seem to separate
or be far apart
your petals are red
mine are too dark
i'm so uncaring
but you seem to tame me
i have a smile on my face
and i slow down my pace
hand her my heart
hand her my life
i hope she doesn't break me
i don't wanna be lonely
there's too many scars
too many drags
that i'll have to go through
that i don't wanna go through
but that doesn't matter
'cause i don't think i'll ever happen
our fates intertwined
they don't seem to separate
or be far apart
your petals are red
mine are too dark
i'm so uncaring
but you seem to tame me
i have a smile on my face
and i slow down my pace
hand her my heart
hand her my life
i hope she doesn't break me
i don't wanna be lonely
there's too many scars
too many drags
that i'll have to go through
that i don't wanna go through
but that doesn't matter
'cause i don't think i'll ever happen
781 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
25th Feb 2011 7:17pm
25th Feb 2011 7:17pm
Who am I?
Who am I?
A 16 year old that nobody sees
someone that everyone leaves
Or am I a disturbed child?
everyone thinking that my voice needs a dial
So nobody has to listen to my voice
and they think they can bury with toys
But wait what are you telling me
that I'm not who I'm suppose to be?
Nothing I've done pleases thee
Yet you've never paid attention to deem
Me a misfit, someone who doesn't learn
yet yall never given me a turn
To speak my piece
So I release
All the pain, all the sorrow
i have in me
Only to carve it away
so...
A 16 year old that nobody sees
someone that everyone leaves
Or am I a disturbed child?
everyone thinking that my voice needs a dial
So nobody has to listen to my voice
and they think they can bury with toys
But wait what are you telling me
that I'm not who I'm suppose to be?
Nothing I've done pleases thee
Yet you've never paid attention to deem
Me a misfit, someone who doesn't learn
yet yall never given me a turn
To speak my piece
So I release
All the pain, all the sorrow
i have in me
Only to carve it away
so...
909 reads
4 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
24th Feb 2011 8:21pm
24th Feb 2011 8:21pm
What do you think?
People all around seem to just look and gawk at me thinking in their head " Who the fuck does he think he is!?!?" I'm a person that can't seem to escape his past, the person who can hear the voices telling him to kill, the one who can't understand. People all over keep asking me "Why the fuck are you still alive!!!" Funny I'm still wondering the same, you motherfuckers trying to telling me to kill myself but I try not to listen to yall. I'm trying to live my life even if I really am fucken cursed with this shitty fate. I'm living for all those fuckers that said I aint...
911 reads
1 Comment
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
22nd Feb 2011 5:39pm
22nd Feb 2011 5:39pm
Worst Nightmare
I'm terrified and fearful I don't wanna sleep. I try and try but eventually I fail. The darkness consumes me and swallows me whole. I wake up knowing I'm fake but knowing that I'm me. I see her beautiful face, her mouth is taped and her sobs are unnoticed. She's tied and bound but I'm laughing and enjoying her tears tasting the life and fear inside of her. Whenever I approach her she cries uncontrollably and starts to speak but her words are muffled and I don't really care what she has to say. I kneel and draw out my knife admiring the look of terror this poor girl feels and what she is about...
1102 reads
5 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
18th Feb 2011 7:08pm
18th Feb 2011 7:08pm
Loving Hate
This hate I have for you
That you have for me too
Makes you want to bring me down
And suffer as I enter you
Do not pretend
That you do not exist
'Cause I've seen your soft flesh
I've felt your soft breasts
Under my steady hands
That have laid you bare
In front of my eyes
In front of your lies
So don't you look away
I still haven't swept you away
With my own brand of ecstasy
Making you so tasty
For my tongue to caress you down
Make you look down
At our sweating bodies
Our Pulsing bodies
That pushes you up and down...
That you have for me too
Makes you want to bring me down
And suffer as I enter you
Do not pretend
That you do not exist
'Cause I've seen your soft flesh
I've felt your soft breasts
Under my steady hands
That have laid you bare
In front of my eyes
In front of your lies
So don't you look away
I still haven't swept you away
With my own brand of ecstasy
Making you so tasty
For my tongue to caress you down
Make you look down
At our sweating bodies
Our Pulsing bodies
That pushes you up and down...
1244 reads
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
16th Feb 2011 7:11pm
16th Feb 2011 7:11pm
Heaven and Hell
She was heaven, he was hell
There was nothing else to tell
But then they talked
As they walked
This fateful road of despair
They became the perfect pair
Life was good, everything perfect
Nothing bad but being allergic
To all the things that always tried
To make sure they always died
But nothing seemed to touch them
Not even the growing trend
Of leaving love behind
And never going back
But time passed and we grew
You left me, nothing new
I already knew you would leave
'Cause you just couldn't live
You always thought I was...
There was nothing else to tell
But then they talked
As they walked
This fateful road of despair
They became the perfect pair
Life was good, everything perfect
Nothing bad but being allergic
To all the things that always tried
To make sure they always died
But nothing seemed to touch them
Not even the growing trend
Of leaving love behind
And never going back
But time passed and we grew
You left me, nothing new
I already knew you would leave
'Cause you just couldn't live
You always thought I was...
905 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
14th Feb 2011 7:10pm
14th Feb 2011 7:10pm
This Life
As I see my Life approach Death
I've seen some friends die from meth
They've died by gangs
They've died by bangs
All I know is that Death is fair
I've even been invited to his lair
And all i can think is how I escaped
By his mere intrusion on my fate
The meaning of life is so unclear
That my mind gets fogged up by the beer
To no ones eyes do I appear
So it's so easy to disappear
To know that no ones there
Makes this life so unfair
Try to understand these words I write
For if you don't you won't get it right
I've seen some friends die from meth
They've died by gangs
They've died by bangs
All I know is that Death is fair
I've even been invited to his lair
And all i can think is how I escaped
By his mere intrusion on my fate
The meaning of life is so unclear
That my mind gets fogged up by the beer
To no ones eyes do I appear
So it's so easy to disappear
To know that no ones there
Makes this life so unfair
Try to understand these words I write
For if you don't you won't get it right
995 reads
6 Comments
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