Submissions by sayia (dreaka marie darkwolf)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
hi guys my name is shadow im 28 and have been writting since i was very young its always been an outlet for me to let go of the dark thoughts that plague my mind
EROTIC POEM
Published
21st Mar 2013 3:29pm
21st Mar 2013 3:29pm
deaths loving embrace
your love kills me your touch brings me back
feeling your hands on my skin brings back those forbidden feelings
the want the need to be touched by you its to much
feeling your lips on that part of me is peer bliss
the ectasay the lust its all what i want and need to feel
the forbidden love between us is my life
if they knew we would be torn away from each other
i cant let that happen
with out you i would starve for the demon needs you
with out love is nothing but deaths embrace
and i need both death and love so will you give me both
give me...
feeling your hands on my skin brings back those forbidden feelings
the want the need to be touched by you its to much
feeling your lips on that part of me is peer bliss
the ectasay the lust its all what i want and need to feel
the forbidden love between us is my life
if they knew we would be torn away from each other
i cant let that happen
with out you i would starve for the demon needs you
with out love is nothing but deaths embrace
and i need both death and love so will you give me both
give me...
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th Mar 2013 2:35pm
20th Mar 2013 2:35pm
lies of love
i wish you could see my love for you
i wish you could see that your hurting me
you know as wolves were meant to be together
you know the elders wouldnt approve of you with other girls
we are supposed to be mates
you ignore me just because of what i am
im not only a wolf but a mix of all immortal things
you tell others you love me but yet you ignore me unless were alone
how can you do this to me
how can you lie to them to the elders and all those around us
so much for being in love for being mates for being anything to each other
i wish you could see that your hurting me
you know as wolves were meant to be together
you know the elders wouldnt approve of you with other girls
we are supposed to be mates
you ignore me just because of what i am
im not only a wolf but a mix of all immortal things
you tell others you love me but yet you ignore me unless were alone
how can you do this to me
how can you lie to them to the elders and all those around us
so much for being in love for being mates for being anything to each other
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LOVE POEM
Published
20th Mar 2013 2:11pm
20th Mar 2013 2:11pm
i need you
i need your love
i need you in my life
none of you seem to realize this
mother you ignore me
father you beat me
brothers you all walk away
sisters your all to stuck up to even speak to me
this family that is supposed to be mine is nothing but a mear illusion
you are all just people in my life you are not my family
you act like im a ghost a dead spirit in this world
i need you to see im not
i need you to realize that i am alive
i need your love
i need you and what a family is supposed to be
i need what i once had
and that is you...
i need you in my life
none of you seem to realize this
mother you ignore me
father you beat me
brothers you all walk away
sisters your all to stuck up to even speak to me
this family that is supposed to be mine is nothing but a mear illusion
you are all just people in my life you are not my family
you act like im a ghost a dead spirit in this world
i need you to see im not
i need you to realize that i am alive
i need your love
i need you and what a family is supposed to be
i need what i once had
and that is you...
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Mar 2013 5:27pm
19th Mar 2013 5:27pm
deaths tears
I’m going to take this razor to my neck
I’m going to let me blood run freely
I hope I bleed out and die
I hate you for all you’ve done to me
Why cant you let me heal why do you make me cry
You’re the reason I feel dead you’re the reason I will be
You broke my heart one to many times this is the last time
I’m going to cut off all my regrets and worries
I hate you so fucking much I hope your happy
My death is on your hands along with my blood
As you hold my limp body in your arms
I hope you’re happy because I did it
For you...
I’m going to let me blood run freely
I hope I bleed out and die
I hate you for all you’ve done to me
Why cant you let me heal why do you make me cry
You’re the reason I feel dead you’re the reason I will be
You broke my heart one to many times this is the last time
I’m going to cut off all my regrets and worries
I hate you so fucking much I hope your happy
My death is on your hands along with my blood
As you hold my limp body in your arms
I hope you’re happy because I did it
For you...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
14th Dec 2012 7:52pm
14th Dec 2012 7:52pm
trust myself
even though i feel my emotions
i know that they may not be what i realy feel
pain is one of few that i know i need to feel
to know that im still alive
love is one that is rarely known to me
when i do feel it
it is so short of a moment
that i dont even realize i felt it
i wish i could be shure of what i feel
but i know nothing any more
hatred and pain are the only emotions i know for shure are true
anger, love, deppressoin and any thing else i dont know
i dont know if i can trust my self
i know that they may not be what i realy feel
pain is one of few that i know i need to feel
to know that im still alive
love is one that is rarely known to me
when i do feel it
it is so short of a moment
that i dont even realize i felt it
i wish i could be shure of what i feel
but i know nothing any more
hatred and pain are the only emotions i know for shure are true
anger, love, deppressoin and any thing else i dont know
i dont know if i can trust my self
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DARK POEM
Published
12th Dec 2012 5:52pm
12th Dec 2012 5:52pm
death
Death is all i want
it is all i see
all i know
it is home and it is love
death is all ways there
it is a friend i dont have to worrie about loosing
he will always be there waiting for me
waiting for me to slit my throat
and just let my self fade away
he waits for me
he wants me to return home
he wishes to know my true self
it is all i see
all i know
it is home and it is love
death is all ways there
it is a friend i dont have to worrie about loosing
he will always be there waiting for me
waiting for me to slit my throat
and just let my self fade away
he waits for me
he wants me to return home
he wishes to know my true self
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ANGER POEM
Published
12th Dec 2012 5:47pm
12th Dec 2012 5:47pm
alone
I am all alone in the darkness
i walk alone on this lonly road
i am the only soul to be seen
i am the only shadow to be seen
i am the only voice to not be heard
i am the one who died
i am the one who was all alone
i died because of u and i will never see the gates of st peters bergh u took away my life and sent me to hell for eternity
i walk alone on this lonly road
i am the only soul to be seen
i am the only shadow to be seen
i am the only voice to not be heard
i am the one who died
i am the one who was all alone
i died because of u and i will never see the gates of st peters bergh u took away my life and sent me to hell for eternity
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ANGER POEM
Published
21st Sep 2012 3:26pm
21st Sep 2012 3:26pm
Feel me, heal me, See me, and Touch Me
Feel the sorrow,
I've felt inside,
See the hurt,
As my arms lie open wide,
Heel the pain,
As the tears I cry,
Touch my heart,
With the love I try to find,
Need to heal,
The scars of my mind,
Feel my touch,
As I lie with you,
See the beauty,
That I see in you,
Heal this heart,
With the things you do,
Touch the very soul of me too,
Needing,
Wanting to feel you.
I've felt inside,
See the hurt,
As my arms lie open wide,
Heel the pain,
As the tears I cry,
Touch my heart,
With the love I try to find,
Need to heal,
The scars of my mind,
Feel my touch,
As I lie with you,
See the beauty,
That I see in you,
Heal this heart,
With the things you do,
Touch the very soul of me too,
Needing,
Wanting to feel you.
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DARK POEM
Published
7th Nov 2011 2:20pm
7th Nov 2011 2:20pm
deaths hand
as i lay here
i wonder is death where i belong
is he the one who would take care of me?
my parents have forgotten me
they care no more
but i still wonder
would it be smart to live for them when they dont care?
is it worth the pain to live for something that isn't really there and never was.
NO it isn't
i take the knife and end it all
knowing that death will love me and protect me
so i take deaths hand and follow him into the dark...
i wonder is death where i belong
is he the one who would take care of me?
my parents have forgotten me
they care no more
but i still wonder
would it be smart to live for them when they dont care?
is it worth the pain to live for something that isn't really there and never was.
NO it isn't
i take the knife and end it all
knowing that death will love me and protect me
so i take deaths hand and follow him into the dark...
883 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
21st Oct 2011 7:18pm
21st Oct 2011 7:18pm
no more
My world is nothing but pain
Nothing but sorrow
Nothing but wanting to die
Nothing but blood
I hurt so much I need help
There is no one there
I scream and here no response
I sit down and wonder
Is there any one there? Will there ever be
Some one to love me or help me?
Most likely not I am ment to be alone so
Let me be if there is no one
To help me then just let the
World forget me let me fade
Into the darkness let me become
A shadow in this world
Let me join the forgotten…
Nothing but sorrow
Nothing but wanting to die
Nothing but blood
I hurt so much I need help
There is no one there
I scream and here no response
I sit down and wonder
Is there any one there? Will there ever be
Some one to love me or help me?
Most likely not I am ment to be alone so
Let me be if there is no one
To help me then just let the
World forget me let me fade
Into the darkness let me become
A shadow in this world
Let me join the forgotten…
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DARK POEM
Published
19th Oct 2011 4:50pm
19th Oct 2011 4:50pm
dead pain
As I lay here the pain starts to set in
I think hey its starting
the want to cut is so strong
I try to resist but your memories
Flood my mind
The way you used to look at me
The way you used to touch me
I remember the way you would
Hold me and kiss me then the
Memories of the night I found you
You had overdosed on pain killers
And you slit your wrist and neck
You died all alone I found a bloody
Note telling me good by and every
Day Since then I wonder was it my
Fault was it because you always saw
Me get hurt was it because...
I think hey its starting
the want to cut is so strong
I try to resist but your memories
Flood my mind
The way you used to look at me
The way you used to touch me
I remember the way you would
Hold me and kiss me then the
Memories of the night I found you
You had overdosed on pain killers
And you slit your wrist and neck
You died all alone I found a bloody
Note telling me good by and every
Day Since then I wonder was it my
Fault was it because you always saw
Me get hurt was it because...
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LOVE POEM
Published
17th Oct 2011 5:00pm
17th Oct 2011 5:00pm
for you
For you I would cut
For you I would die
For you I would end it all
For all you’ve done to me
I would start the pain
All over again if only
I could have saved you
You never should have
Died I should have been
The one to slit my neck
Or take the whole bottle
Of pills I should have saved
You I should never had said
I dint love you, you were my
Best friend my brother you
Were the only thing I loved
More than my self and now
You’re gone…
For you I would die
For you I would end it all
For all you’ve done to me
I would start the pain
All over again if only
I could have saved you
You never should have
Died I should have been
The one to slit my neck
Or take the whole bottle
Of pills I should have saved
You I should never had said
I dint love you, you were my
Best friend my brother you
Were the only thing I loved
More than my self and now
You’re gone…
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