Submissions by sayia (dreaka marie darkwolf)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
hi guys my name is shadow im 28 and have been writting since i was very young its always been an outlet for me to let go of the dark thoughts that plague my mind
ANGER POEM
Published
14th Oct 2011 3:58pm
14th Oct 2011 3:58pm
so many
So many times I have felt the cold metal against my wrist
So many times ive wanted to end it all to just let my blood go
So many times ive wanted to take my own life to end it all
So many times ive cut better never go that far
always wanting to
So many people who comment on the scars
So many who don’t under stand the marks or the bruises
So many who don’t see the abuse
So many who laugh at the misused children that they see
So many who say my life is worthless and I should die
So many that I wish would die so I could live and be free
So many times ive wanted to end it all to just let my blood go
So many times ive wanted to take my own life to end it all
So many times ive cut better never go that far
always wanting to
So many people who comment on the scars
So many who don’t under stand the marks or the bruises
So many who don’t see the abuse
So many who laugh at the misused children that they see
So many who say my life is worthless and I should die
So many that I wish would die so I could live and be free
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LOVE POEM
Published
12th Oct 2011 5:15pm
12th Oct 2011 5:15pm
lies
Lies that’s all u ever told me
I thought I could trust you
But I was wrong all you ever
Told me was trash telling me
That you cared about me
I thought you loved me
But that was a lie as well
Lies lies lies that all I ever
Heard out of your mouth
Im sick and tired of hearing
Lies im sick and tired of trying
To figure out what’s really true
Maybe nothing you say is really
True maybe it’s just are destiny
To break are friend ship
I thought I could trust you
But I was wrong all you ever
Told me was trash telling me
That you cared about me
I thought you loved me
But that was a lie as well
Lies lies lies that all I ever
Heard out of your mouth
Im sick and tired of hearing
Lies im sick and tired of trying
To figure out what’s really true
Maybe nothing you say is really
True maybe it’s just are destiny
To break are friend ship
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LOVE POEM
Published
12th Oct 2011 5:14pm
12th Oct 2011 5:14pm
forgetting love
For getting love
As I lay here
In the dark
I wonder
Was it
Worth it
To live
Was it worth?
It for loving
You told me u
Would love me
That you would never leave
But it was all a lie
You hold me and kiss
Me but I can tell your
Forcing your self to
Smile I can tell your
Uncomfortable when
U hold me is it me I
Wonder do u wish me
To leave or are u
Going to be the one
To leave
My love for
You was strong
The strongest it
Ever was but
My heart tells
Me that something
Is wrong it says...
As I lay here
In the dark
I wonder
Was it
Worth it
To live
Was it worth?
It for loving
You told me u
Would love me
That you would never leave
But it was all a lie
You hold me and kiss
Me but I can tell your
Forcing your self to
Smile I can tell your
Uncomfortable when
U hold me is it me I
Wonder do u wish me
To leave or are u
Going to be the one
To leave
My love for
You was strong
The strongest it
Ever was but
My heart tells
Me that something
Is wrong it says...
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DARK POEM
Published
11th Oct 2011 4:57pm
11th Oct 2011 4:57pm
dead family
As I lay here
In my gave
I think
Could you have saved me?
Could you have stopped me?
Would you have cared?
Mom would you miss me?
Dad would you?
You are the reason
That I died the reason That I cut
You are the reason
That I hurt all my life
You were the ones who pushed
Me over the edge You’re the reason
I took my own life
You why I wished to die
And now Im gone forever
And you will never hurt me again
But would you care
No I didn’t think so
In my gave
I think
Could you have saved me?
Could you have stopped me?
Would you have cared?
Mom would you miss me?
Dad would you?
You are the reason
That I died the reason That I cut
You are the reason
That I hurt all my life
You were the ones who pushed
Me over the edge You’re the reason
I took my own life
You why I wished to die
And now Im gone forever
And you will never hurt me again
But would you care
No I didn’t think so
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DARK POEM
Published
11th Oct 2011 4:57pm
11th Oct 2011 4:57pm
memories
I lay here and think about what I could have done to save u
you told me u loved me and I believed u
you said we would be together for ever
That will never happen
You said that u would never hurt me
It was only a lie
You hurt me every time I see u walk past in the hall
You kill me every time u hug me and tell me it will be fine
Every time u smile at me I sink a little farther into the dark
Every time I here your voice
I want to cut my wrist and bleed
But I know it won’t help me
I wish I could have saved you
From the fate u...
you told me u loved me and I believed u
you said we would be together for ever
That will never happen
You said that u would never hurt me
It was only a lie
You hurt me every time I see u walk past in the hall
You kill me every time u hug me and tell me it will be fine
Every time u smile at me I sink a little farther into the dark
Every time I here your voice
I want to cut my wrist and bleed
But I know it won’t help me
I wish I could have saved you
From the fate u...
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
6th Oct 2011 6:00pm
6th Oct 2011 6:00pm
y god
I ask god y me?
He replies Chris its u Because u have no Soul no soul at all
I say god if I have no soul what am i
God says u are a ghost of the past
I ask god what do u mean im a ghost of the past
He replies u are forgotten by all those around u
He replies Chris its u Because u have no Soul no soul at all
I say god if I have no soul what am i
God says u are a ghost of the past
I ask god what do u mean im a ghost of the past
He replies u are forgotten by all those around u
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DARK POEM
Published
6th Oct 2011 5:14pm
6th Oct 2011 5:14pm
life or death
In death were all forgotten.
In life were all ignored.
So which is worse?
Living or dying?
Which would I choose?
Life or death?
Life means to continue dealing
with abuse and wanting to die.
Death means ending all the pain but leaving
behind the life of all my friends and lovers
So which would I choose? Most likely death…
In life were all ignored.
So which is worse?
Living or dying?
Which would I choose?
Life or death?
Life means to continue dealing
with abuse and wanting to die.
Death means ending all the pain but leaving
behind the life of all my friends and lovers
So which would I choose? Most likely death…
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FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
5th Oct 2011 5:59pm
5th Oct 2011 5:59pm
spirit of the wild
In the depth of night I can here the wind blowing I can here the wind singing to those who are willing to listen. The animals of the night are quiet as the sun is setting they are still and waiting, waiting for something to happen any thing. As I lay in my bed watching the sun set I think what would it belike to be one with the night to hunt with those who are not seen in the darkness of the night. The sun has set and those of the dark no longer have to wait I here the sounds of the animals around me. The wolves howl to let there pack know where they are, owls send there eerie cry as they...
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DARK POEM
Published
5th Oct 2011 5:21pm
5th Oct 2011 5:21pm
missing sun light
As I lay here I wonder about what it would be like to be human again. I wonder what it would be like to never have to drink blood what it would feel like to walk in the sunlight one more time at least once more to know the feeling of warmth and not knowing what its like to feel like a monster I love being a vampire but im starting to miss who I was in my first life I am starting to wonder if I were still human would I still be alive or would I have ended it early the human that I was was becoming weak and fragile emotional I was becoming detached from the strong side of myself I never was...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
4th Oct 2011 5:00pm
4th Oct 2011 5:00pm
living but dead
i feel like im alive but then again im dead
i dont know witch world im in
living or dead
i hate to live
i wish to die
but i dont want to let them win by pushing me over the edge
i dont want them to win ever again
they won when i began cutting
they won when i tryed running away
they wont win when i die for real
they would never care
they probaly would sing shes gone heaven and earth shes gone were free
would they even care
i doubt not i doubt they ever cared for me
i doubt they cared when my blood flowed
when...
i dont know witch world im in
living or dead
i hate to live
i wish to die
but i dont want to let them win by pushing me over the edge
i dont want them to win ever again
they won when i began cutting
they won when i tryed running away
they wont win when i die for real
they would never care
they probaly would sing shes gone heaven and earth shes gone were free
would they even care
i doubt not i doubt they ever cared for me
i doubt they cared when my blood flowed
when...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
4th Oct 2011 4:54pm
4th Oct 2011 4:54pm
death notice
As I lay here staring at the bottle of pills in front of me
I wonder would it be worth to take away my own life
would I be missed
would I have a nice quick death
or
would it be slow and sweat
what would it feel like to let my blood
run down my wrist when im fading into the sleeping dead world
I wonder what it would be like
to cut my neck and my wrist
when im slowly dying from an over dose
I wonder what It would feel like
to just lay there and die all alone
by my self slowly or quickly
I wounder if they would...
I wonder would it be worth to take away my own life
would I be missed
would I have a nice quick death
or
would it be slow and sweat
what would it feel like to let my blood
run down my wrist when im fading into the sleeping dead world
I wonder what it would be like
to cut my neck and my wrist
when im slowly dying from an over dose
I wonder what It would feel like
to just lay there and die all alone
by my self slowly or quickly
I wounder if they would...
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