Submissions by sadgurl
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
hi im taylor..i have been writing poetry for about 3 years and i have enjoyed reading poetry for about 5 years
SELF POEM
Published
28th Apr 2019 1:18pm
28th Apr 2019 1:18pm
Struggling
Im struggling
With everything in this world
Im not good enough
Im not a good mother
Well thats how i feel.
Im at breaking point
Of ending it all
The world doesnt need me
It will make everyone happy
Im struggling
To find inner peace
To be happy
To be what everyone needs to be
Im struggling
To get through day to day life
To deal with it all
Im struggling
Im done
With everything in this world
Im not good enough
Im not a good mother
Well thats how i feel.
Im at breaking point
Of ending it all
The world doesnt need me
It will make everyone happy
Im struggling
To find inner peace
To be happy
To be what everyone needs to be
Im struggling
To get through day to day life
To deal with it all
Im struggling
Im done
#LifeStruggles
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SELF POEM
Published
29th Apr 2018 00:03am
29th Apr 2018 00:03am
What about Now?
2 years since I published my last poem,
2 years of life to talk about.
I’m past all my tears.
I’m past all those cuts.
What about now?
I’m happy, cheerful.
Full of life.
I have a life to live now
A little girl to care for.
What about now?
I’m engaged and happy
No more tears
No more fears
And no more blood.
What about now?
I got through the hard times
And loving the good times
Life does get better
Even though it never seemed it.
What about now?
I’m happy.
2 years of life to talk about.
I’m past all my tears.
I’m past all those cuts.
What about now?
I’m happy, cheerful.
Full of life.
I have a life to live now
A little girl to care for.
What about now?
I’m engaged and happy
No more tears
No more fears
And no more blood.
What about now?
I got through the hard times
And loving the good times
Life does get better
Even though it never seemed it.
What about now?
I’m happy.
#courage
#TimeHeals
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Feb 2016 7:15pm
11th Feb 2016 7:15pm
Years Later
Years after school
After all the drama
I am happy
I am truely smiling
Truely laughing
this isnt ocassionally
its daily.
i met a guy
someone amazing
from all the years of feeling worthless
i now feel like a million dollars..
i feel i am able to live
to keep on going
im proud of myself
i have fought the battles
i have won.
i am on the path of success now
not a downward spiral of depression
of course i still have the depression
but its not as bad as the years through school
now im happy
now im...
After all the drama
I am happy
I am truely smiling
Truely laughing
this isnt ocassionally
its daily.
i met a guy
someone amazing
from all the years of feeling worthless
i now feel like a million dollars..
i feel i am able to live
to keep on going
im proud of myself
i have fought the battles
i have won.
i am on the path of success now
not a downward spiral of depression
of course i still have the depression
but its not as bad as the years through school
now im happy
now im...
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DARK POEM
Published
8th Nov 2015 1:01pm
8th Nov 2015 1:01pm
Would you care
If i was to end it all
End it all tonight
Would you care
Would you wonder why i did this
Would you wonder why it had to be this way
Would you even notice i was gone
Could you say you were happy to know me
Would you be there crying
Saying your goodbyes
Would you care if i just got up and left
Not leaving a trace of where i went
Would anyone look for me
Would anyone wonder what happened
I doubt it
No one cares about me
No one wants me around
No one needs me here
My questions is would you care
But...
End it all tonight
Would you care
Would you wonder why i did this
Would you wonder why it had to be this way
Would you even notice i was gone
Could you say you were happy to know me
Would you be there crying
Saying your goodbyes
Would you care if i just got up and left
Not leaving a trace of where i went
Would anyone look for me
Would anyone wonder what happened
I doubt it
No one cares about me
No one wants me around
No one needs me here
My questions is would you care
But...
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Oct 2015 2:30pm
20th Oct 2015 2:30pm
Death
Death is knocking on my window
He is here to greet me
Take me to a better place
Take me from this world of suffer
No one gives a shit about me
So i sit there with my knofe
Cutting my flesh
Watching the blood pour from the wound
That i have inflicted
He is here watching my cry
Watching me slice myself
Until im have gone cold
Until it is time for me to go to him
He stands there in the shadows
Whilst everyone taunts me
Waiting for them to push me final step
Theyve done it
Theyve pushed me to far
They have...
He is here to greet me
Take me to a better place
Take me from this world of suffer
No one gives a shit about me
So i sit there with my knofe
Cutting my flesh
Watching the blood pour from the wound
That i have inflicted
He is here watching my cry
Watching me slice myself
Until im have gone cold
Until it is time for me to go to him
He stands there in the shadows
Whilst everyone taunts me
Waiting for them to push me final step
Theyve done it
Theyve pushed me to far
They have...
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DARK POEM
Published
6th May 2015 4:40pm
6th May 2015 4:40pm
I'll Get Away With Murder
Bitch ill murder you
Ill ruin your fucking life
Ill slit your throat
Record it all
But trust me ill get away with it
You think your safe
In your putrid home
You think i wont get to you
Well think again baby
Because im coming for you
Ill start with the family
Then work my way to you
Ill set the place ln fire
Once im through
Youll be helpless
People laughing at you
No one will care that your gone
Everyone will be celebrating
Stupid putrid slut
Do you really think youll get away with it
Get away...
Ill ruin your fucking life
Ill slit your throat
Record it all
But trust me ill get away with it
You think your safe
In your putrid home
You think i wont get to you
Well think again baby
Because im coming for you
Ill start with the family
Then work my way to you
Ill set the place ln fire
Once im through
Youll be helpless
People laughing at you
No one will care that your gone
Everyone will be celebrating
Stupid putrid slut
Do you really think youll get away with it
Get away...
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ANGER POEM
Published
18th Jun 2014 4:22am
18th Jun 2014 4:22am
Was all happy
I was happy,
Until I saw your face.
It killed me
My heart shattered
Into a million pieces
A life without you
Is a living hell.
My life was perfect
Then you showed up
You showed your face
And it bought back all
The memories
The pain
The happiness
The love
My feelings for you
They're still strong.
My dreams were shattered
The wedding ruined
The engagement ended
That was all you
My life was set
I was really happy
You broke my heart
And it mended itself
But now
It's in a...
Until I saw your face.
It killed me
My heart shattered
Into a million pieces
A life without you
Is a living hell.
My life was perfect
Then you showed up
You showed your face
And it bought back all
The memories
The pain
The happiness
The love
My feelings for you
They're still strong.
My dreams were shattered
The wedding ruined
The engagement ended
That was all you
My life was set
I was really happy
You broke my heart
And it mended itself
But now
It's in a...
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Oct 2013 4:50am
14th Oct 2013 4:50am
This Is Who I Am
I am a student
I have many problems
Most of the time I wish I wasnt here
I feel like I want to die.
I'm on this planet
I don't know why
I cry myself to sleep
This is who I am
Everyday
I hide
Hide away from the world
No one cares about me
There is one person
Who makes me happy
I love him to bits
But he's far away
This is who I am
I am fat
Ugly
Depressed
The list can go on and on
I fake a smile
Everyday
I hide the pain
While I fade away
You may see me as a
Happy...
I have many problems
Most of the time I wish I wasnt here
I feel like I want to die.
I'm on this planet
I don't know why
I cry myself to sleep
This is who I am
Everyday
I hide
Hide away from the world
No one cares about me
There is one person
Who makes me happy
I love him to bits
But he's far away
This is who I am
I am fat
Ugly
Depressed
The list can go on and on
I fake a smile
Everyday
I hide the pain
While I fade away
You may see me as a
Happy...
747 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
21st Aug 2013 3:59am
21st Aug 2013 3:59am
Filthy Girl
Yes,
I'm talking about myself.
Everybody tells me,
Your a filthy girl.
I hear it from the teachers,
I hear it from te students.
Everywhere I go,
I'm surrounded by it.
I try to get away,
But it all just follows me.
It gets harder and harder,
to live my life.
I want it all to end,
suicide has come to my mind many times.
I've attempted it,
ten times in the past year.
Most of you will say I'm lying.
But this is the truth.
My life is full of hate,
I can't stand it anymore.
I've tried getting help,...
I'm talking about myself.
Everybody tells me,
Your a filthy girl.
I hear it from the teachers,
I hear it from te students.
Everywhere I go,
I'm surrounded by it.
I try to get away,
But it all just follows me.
It gets harder and harder,
to live my life.
I want it all to end,
suicide has come to my mind many times.
I've attempted it,
ten times in the past year.
Most of you will say I'm lying.
But this is the truth.
My life is full of hate,
I can't stand it anymore.
I've tried getting help,...
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LOVE POEM
Published
21st Jun 2013 1:55am
21st Jun 2013 1:55am
it can't be you
I know you love me,
i know you really do.
i like you to,
but theres a problem
we can't be together.
i don't love you,
i only like you.
im in love,
in love with my boy.
he is my true love,
i can never leave him.
i am sorry,
but we can never be.
you are my friend,
my best friend.
im sorry,
thats all you can ever be,
to me.
You are always there for me,
i know that.
but me and you,
can only be friends.
i know what i need,
i need you as my friend,
nothing more.
please don't...
i know you really do.
i like you to,
but theres a problem
we can't be together.
i don't love you,
i only like you.
im in love,
in love with my boy.
he is my true love,
i can never leave him.
i am sorry,
but we can never be.
you are my friend,
my best friend.
im sorry,
thats all you can ever be,
to me.
You are always there for me,
i know that.
but me and you,
can only be friends.
i know what i need,
i need you as my friend,
nothing more.
please don't...
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SELF POEM
Published
27th May 2013 4:02am
27th May 2013 4:02am
f**ked Up
I know I'm not perfect,
I know I'm not always good.
I know I make mistakes,
And I know you feel bad.
But really,
Do I deserve to be punished.
For things I do wrong.
I may not be that perfect girl,
but sorry no one is.
I know I stuffed up,
I know I made,
That stuoide mistake.
Give me a second chance,
I know I can do better.
I really am sorry,
For making you feel bad.
Making you feel like its all your fault,
I should've been better.
It's my fuck up,
Don't blame yourself.
This wasn't your doing,...
I know I'm not always good.
I know I make mistakes,
And I know you feel bad.
But really,
Do I deserve to be punished.
For things I do wrong.
I may not be that perfect girl,
but sorry no one is.
I know I stuffed up,
I know I made,
That stuoide mistake.
Give me a second chance,
I know I can do better.
I really am sorry,
For making you feel bad.
Making you feel like its all your fault,
I should've been better.
It's my fuck up,
Don't blame yourself.
This wasn't your doing,...
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