Submissions by romualdaa

Trying to escape but I'm trapped within these walls of my mind. I seek liberty but it's just so hard to find. We're one in the same, but in the end you always bring me to blame. I put so much effort in this but it isn't enough. My sacrifice you take advantage of, and you don't believe you are my love. Days pass and it gets worse, I'll let life take its course. In the end I've done what I could, even if it wasn't enough for you. You put me through hell, it's so hard to break out this shell. Trying to be able to find a little piece of happiness but yet it's nowhere to be found. All I can do is...

I'm living this life but I feel like I'm not living anymore.  I feel so alone around these people.  They don't know nor will they understand that everyday that goes by I'm breaking. I've taken so many hits that the wall I had up is crumbling down. My feelings and emotions are scattered all over the place. I don't know what's real anymore. Been told so many lies that I don't know who to trust. I have no true friends. I'm missing my old life. I used to have the greatest people around me. I never felt sad nor did I feel invisible. But now all I want to do is run away, get away from everything...