Submissions by ricky2254 (Fallen Angel)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Listen and think
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
13th Aug 2014 2:44am
13th Aug 2014 2:44am
I wonder
I wonder if the sickness we call insanity is as simple to understand as we make it out to be. I mean we have people to tell us were crazy so they can make money. I don't take medications but I've been told to go talk to a shrink or there's a medicine for that or there's a treatment maybe we're not the victims of others maybe just ourselves the others don't count unless we count them. Sometimes we call it strange or uncaring or cold hearted Idk maybe it's just a realization of something I haven't figured out maybe I'm all wrong and my rant is a jumble of nothing and garbage I'd love to think...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
29th Jul 2014 12:16pm
29th Jul 2014 12:16pm
listen
The more I think the angrier I get them I think some more. I have close to nothing left at least I have my mother. I'm no longer a part of the army. No my own inability to.... Idk just my inability has cost me my military career my ride to college. What future is left an 18 year old who's anxiety and fear controller him. Who cries because he is too weak to be a man and get over himself. Honestly that is who I am.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Dec 2011 4:47am
18th Dec 2011 4:47am
listen
I speak all there is the whispers of the wind.
I look there is the abyss of my life.
I finally look into the abyss deeper and listen instead of speaking.
Salvation is near all i have to do is close my eyes and listen.
I have been waiting my whole life for the one thing to save me.
I can feel it she's near her voice is sweet and soft.
Now i can finally see the light past the abyss.
I look there is the abyss of my life.
I finally look into the abyss deeper and listen instead of speaking.
Salvation is near all i have to do is close my eyes and listen.
I have been waiting my whole life for the one thing to save me.
I can feel it she's near her voice is sweet and soft.
Now i can finally see the light past the abyss.
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SELF POEM
Published
22nd Oct 2011 1:56am
22nd Oct 2011 1:56am
I weathered the storm
You left me in the rainand I was cold.
You left me in the snow and I will never know
if you will ever come back for me!
I feel to my knees no strength left in me.
I cry to the empty sky.
I am like a lone wolf roaming the forest.
I will never know what it is like to be loved.
I am like an abussed puppylooking for a loving home.
You left me alone with nothing but memories of you.
I want to know what it is like to be caed for, to be held in
someones arms that loves me.
I no longer know who to trust cause of you.
You left me abandoned on the...
You left me in the snow and I will never know
if you will ever come back for me!
I feel to my knees no strength left in me.
I cry to the empty sky.
I am like a lone wolf roaming the forest.
I will never know what it is like to be loved.
I am like an abussed puppylooking for a loving home.
You left me alone with nothing but memories of you.
I want to know what it is like to be caed for, to be held in
someones arms that loves me.
I no longer know who to trust cause of you.
You left me abandoned on the...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
15th Sep 2011 2:07pm
15th Sep 2011 2:07pm
choices of what to say
The things i have had to let go in life barely exist anymore.
I have left part of me everywhere I have been I never truly had a chance to have a childhood in a way i did.
But it was not the kind of childhood a child should have.
One minute id have everything the next id only have the toy in my hand and the clothes on my back.
I'm not complaining but sometimes i wonder what did i do to deserve it.
People can call me a loner or selfish u can even say i'm wining i'm not.
I'm just starting to lose the ability to care anymore i'm not trying to but i'm numbing my senses,...
I have left part of me everywhere I have been I never truly had a chance to have a childhood in a way i did.
But it was not the kind of childhood a child should have.
One minute id have everything the next id only have the toy in my hand and the clothes on my back.
I'm not complaining but sometimes i wonder what did i do to deserve it.
People can call me a loner or selfish u can even say i'm wining i'm not.
I'm just starting to lose the ability to care anymore i'm not trying to but i'm numbing my senses,...
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
29th Aug 2011 2:28pm
29th Aug 2011 2:28pm
right or wrong
In church they teach you only those who believe in god will get to go to heaven.
I say there wrong if you will stop, And give a homeless
man your coat because hes cold, If you show a total stranger kindness.
I believe you are worthy and if someone says there worthy of gods kingdom there not. For we all fall short of gods glory.
By only by his love and will do we enter his kingdom.
I say there wrong if you will stop, And give a homeless
man your coat because hes cold, If you show a total stranger kindness.
I believe you are worthy and if someone says there worthy of gods kingdom there not. For we all fall short of gods glory.
By only by his love and will do we enter his kingdom.
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LOVE POEM
Published
25th Aug 2011 2:37pm
25th Aug 2011 2:37pm
decieving
Pull me in throw me out
You left my heart full of doubt
The countless lies your shared and told
Your soul spent and sold
You fooled everyone including me
Now you see betraying me was not so well
Now you may rot in hell
PS.( your friends hate you now)
You left my heart full of doubt
The countless lies your shared and told
Your soul spent and sold
You fooled everyone including me
Now you see betraying me was not so well
Now you may rot in hell
PS.( your friends hate you now)
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LOVE POEM
Published
13th Aug 2011 2:20am
13th Aug 2011 2:20am
broken and shamed
You lay there broken and weak
I stand by and watch
Your wasting away as time moves on
Me not able to see you
Dad i want you to that i loved you no matter what
Everyone saw the monster
I saw the man you could have been
Know this a day doesn't pass that i don't think about you
Dad i love you
I know its my fault you tried to end it all,
and now you've taken ill
Remember this i loved you always
no matter what
I stand by and watch
Your wasting away as time moves on
Me not able to see you
Dad i want you to that i loved you no matter what
Everyone saw the monster
I saw the man you could have been
Know this a day doesn't pass that i don't think about you
Dad i love you
I know its my fault you tried to end it all,
and now you've taken ill
Remember this i loved you always
no matter what
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
15th Jul 2011 3:14am
15th Jul 2011 3:14am
Love or Not
Love is the sweet tea on a hot day.
It is the sunrise over the ocean,
And the sunset over the mountains
They all are there to see,
But sometimes outta reach.
Know this i love you to much to explain.
But only to say i love you.
Please my dear wait for me ill wait for you.
Then one day ill show you,
Just how much i do.
It is the sunrise over the ocean,
And the sunset over the mountains
They all are there to see,
But sometimes outta reach.
Know this i love you to much to explain.
But only to say i love you.
Please my dear wait for me ill wait for you.
Then one day ill show you,
Just how much i do.
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SELF POEM
Published
15th Jul 2011 2:59am
15th Jul 2011 2:59am
The Truth
The truth isn't easily seen untill it slaps the piss out of you then you realize your problems....
More like mine..
I thought everyone was my problem
Now i see that the true problem is me and im taking it out on every one i love and hold dear and those who dont deserve it.
Thank you my friend now i see my problem it's me being selfish and feeling sorry for myself....
I wonder though when did i become so bitter?.?...
More like mine..
I thought everyone was my problem
Now i see that the true problem is me and im taking it out on every one i love and hold dear and those who dont deserve it.
Thank you my friend now i see my problem it's me being selfish and feeling sorry for myself....
I wonder though when did i become so bitter?.?...
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SELF POEM
Published
22nd May 2011 8:05pm
22nd May 2011 8:05pm
J'etadore Ma Cherie
Take my pain away my angel
Pretty yet your scars show your lifes journey
I loved you for who you are
But you didnt love me
Move on but dont forget
You are the one who controlls me forever
Please
Ma Cherie dont leave
But you did
Where do i go now that im in the abyss
So hurt it's making me burn up with Hate and Fear.
Pretty yet your scars show your lifes journey
I loved you for who you are
But you didnt love me
Move on but dont forget
You are the one who controlls me forever
Please
Ma Cherie dont leave
But you did
Where do i go now that im in the abyss
So hurt it's making me burn up with Hate and Fear.
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SELF POEM
Published
22nd May 2011 3:23am
22nd May 2011 3:23am
My Tragedy
The tears of my eyes streak my face
Leaving me weak
You pulled me out of the abyss only to throw me back
You made me think i was worthy of love .
But now i see im not
Thank you
Now i see im not meant for love
Leaving me weak
You pulled me out of the abyss only to throw me back
You made me think i was worthy of love .
But now i see im not
Thank you
Now i see im not meant for love
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