Submissions by regimentboy
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
I'm so f**king useless
Look at me
I'm so fucking useless
How many times is it now?
How many times have I made her cry?
How many times have I fucking lied?
And she still loves me
How can she still do that?
How is she still capable of loving someone like me?
I'm so fucking useless
I'll always be the one to blame
I'll always be the cause
I don't know what to do anymore
I don't know how to change at all
I wish I could
I want her to trust me again
I want to correct everything that I did wrong
But I know I can't I'll never be able to
I...
I'm so fucking useless
How many times is it now?
How many times have I made her cry?
How many times have I fucking lied?
And she still loves me
How can she still do that?
How is she still capable of loving someone like me?
I'm so fucking useless
I'll always be the one to blame
I'll always be the cause
I don't know what to do anymore
I don't know how to change at all
I wish I could
I want her to trust me again
I want to correct everything that I did wrong
But I know I can't I'll never be able to
I...
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The sun
I've went with the wind
An ended up undecided
I've searched for the stars
And ended up on the ground sighing
I've danced with the rain
And ended up misguided
So now I'm here
Stairing at the sun
And slowly dieing
I tried to be free
But now I'm here shackled
With disease and pain
Slowly going blind
And laughing maniacally
Everyone has path
That they follow
They drift
Rise
Fall
But I'm here to die quickly
To enjoy my time
Because I know
That this is all I have
There will never be a...
An ended up undecided
I've searched for the stars
And ended up on the ground sighing
I've danced with the rain
And ended up misguided
So now I'm here
Stairing at the sun
And slowly dieing
I tried to be free
But now I'm here shackled
With disease and pain
Slowly going blind
And laughing maniacally
Everyone has path
That they follow
They drift
Rise
Fall
But I'm here to die quickly
To enjoy my time
Because I know
That this is all I have
There will never be a...
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Death by a thousand voices
Can't u hear them?
O wait I guess u can't
It isn't paranoia anymore
Wen they start to chant it
Get away
Y is he here?
I wish he wasn't
Who wants him around?
Does anyone love him?
Does anyone care about him?
I don't
I'll never care
He can die
He can suffer
Cuts him to bits
But keep him alive
Destroy all that he loves
And even his mind
Can't u hear that?
They say it
Every
Single
Day
Make them leave me alone
Get them away
I don't care if it kills me
Just make it so I...
O wait I guess u can't
It isn't paranoia anymore
Wen they start to chant it
Get away
Y is he here?
I wish he wasn't
Who wants him around?
Does anyone love him?
Does anyone care about him?
I don't
I'll never care
He can die
He can suffer
Cuts him to bits
But keep him alive
Destroy all that he loves
And even his mind
Can't u hear that?
They say it
Every
Single
Day
Make them leave me alone
Get them away
I don't care if it kills me
Just make it so I...
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Let go of my hand and forget
When my time is a it's end
Please try and forget me
When I'm burried neck deep in sand
Do not remember me
For I will never make a final stand
When my time is at it's end
Please just leave me
And let go of my out stretched hand
My future will not be
What everyone thinks it'll be
I know my destiny
And it ends quite abruptly
So when my time ends
Let go of my hand
Forget me
For I will not have a final stand
Please try and forget me
When I'm burried neck deep in sand
Do not remember me
For I will never make a final stand
When my time is at it's end
Please just leave me
And let go of my out stretched hand
My future will not be
What everyone thinks it'll be
I know my destiny
And it ends quite abruptly
So when my time ends
Let go of my hand
Forget me
For I will not have a final stand
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Life-Death-The end
Give me an idea
Give me anything
I will take it and run,
Life?
Oh ok
I could do that
Lets see life....
Life is...
Fake,
Useless,
Tragic,
Unreal,
Everyone's only got one
So why waste it?
Why kill it?
Thats a stupid question
I would kill it
But not right now
Not while I stand
But why kill it?
It may be cancerous
But insanity
Is life
It'll take over
Better than any drug
Take advantage of it
I guess,
I might
I'm not sure
Should I?
Is it worth...
Give me anything
I will take it and run,
Life?
Oh ok
I could do that
Lets see life....
Life is...
Fake,
Useless,
Tragic,
Unreal,
Everyone's only got one
So why waste it?
Why kill it?
Thats a stupid question
I would kill it
But not right now
Not while I stand
But why kill it?
It may be cancerous
But insanity
Is life
It'll take over
Better than any drug
Take advantage of it
I guess,
I might
I'm not sure
Should I?
Is it worth...
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Paranoia music
Is it me?
Or am I just paranoid?
Cause there's this music that plays
in my ears
in my head
there's no iPod or radio
it's just that same music
do do
do do do
can't you hear it
or am I sick
do I need medication
because of a little music in my head
is this truly paranoia
this one little song that plays in my head
over and over again
i'd ask you to make it stop
but I kind of like it
how it repeats itself
do do
do do do
it drives me insane
it makes me so paranoid
where is it coming from...
Or am I just paranoid?
Cause there's this music that plays
in my ears
in my head
there's no iPod or radio
it's just that same music
do do
do do do
can't you hear it
or am I sick
do I need medication
because of a little music in my head
is this truly paranoia
this one little song that plays in my head
over and over again
i'd ask you to make it stop
but I kind of like it
how it repeats itself
do do
do do do
it drives me insane
it makes me so paranoid
where is it coming from...
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Sleep
I like sleeping
I like my dreams
I don't ever want to wake up
my dreams aren't happy
they always show me what I want
how I want the world to end
how I want mine to end,
too bad there aren't any more heros
that would've been my dream
but the aren't round anymore
people are afraid of everything
there's no need for fear
I know how long I want to be here
I hate waking up
it means when I do I'll happy
it means I'll feel love
or lust
or enjoyment
I don't want to be happy
it sucks
it makes to much room...
I like my dreams
I don't ever want to wake up
my dreams aren't happy
they always show me what I want
how I want the world to end
how I want mine to end,
too bad there aren't any more heros
that would've been my dream
but the aren't round anymore
people are afraid of everything
there's no need for fear
I know how long I want to be here
I hate waking up
it means when I do I'll happy
it means I'll feel love
or lust
or enjoyment
I don't want to be happy
it sucks
it makes to much room...
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7 days
In 7 days god created the world
in 7billion years we will be the ones to destroy it
for we have ruined a perfect thing
that was givin to us so generously
there are no more heros
and the planet is dieing
from what we have done
so stop all of your lieing
the disease of man is all our fault
and for that the planet will revolt
so open your eyes
we are all the same
so face the same punishment
it is the end of the game
in 7billion years we will be the ones to destroy it
for we have ruined a perfect thing
that was givin to us so generously
there are no more heros
and the planet is dieing
from what we have done
so stop all of your lieing
the disease of man is all our fault
and for that the planet will revolt
so open your eyes
we are all the same
so face the same punishment
it is the end of the game
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Metal blade
Working my hands over a metal blade
feel the blood rushing through my hands
time to hear another song again
feel the pain comeing in
the only time it hurts is when I play
with that piece of metal again and again
i can listen to others but it isn't the same
I have let loose a song from deep with in
ruffling my fingers of the keys
try to understand the colors I see
I can see the faces of people
And then the images from in my dreams
I'm not scared anymore of losin the music
Because it's already happenin to me
But wen I let my fingers roll...
feel the blood rushing through my hands
time to hear another song again
feel the pain comeing in
the only time it hurts is when I play
with that piece of metal again and again
i can listen to others but it isn't the same
I have let loose a song from deep with in
ruffling my fingers of the keys
try to understand the colors I see
I can see the faces of people
And then the images from in my dreams
I'm not scared anymore of losin the music
Because it's already happenin to me
But wen I let my fingers roll...
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The world
Let's play a lil
let's play with the world
let's roll it on the ground
let's make a couple citys come down
maybe wen we spin it
it'll quake wen
we drop it
it'll bounce
That's so much fun
now let's ignore it
when it calls for us let's forget about it
when the people scream at us
we will kill them
wen they want us
we will ignore them
if we give the world what
it wants it'll control us
if we give it what it needs
it will use us
so for now let's play with the world
let's make our little toy...
let's play with the world
let's roll it on the ground
let's make a couple citys come down
maybe wen we spin it
it'll quake wen
we drop it
it'll bounce
That's so much fun
now let's ignore it
when it calls for us let's forget about it
when the people scream at us
we will kill them
wen they want us
we will ignore them
if we give the world what
it wants it'll control us
if we give it what it needs
it will use us
so for now let's play with the world
let's make our little toy...
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i hate people
pounds on the keyboard
fuck
why wont they leave me alone
i thought they would get in when i didn't reply
rolls over and stares at the ceiling
leaving the computer alone
i hate people
they are boring
and annoying
why won't they ever leave me alone
rolls over and stares at the wall
i like when they leave me alone
when they dont stare at me
when they dont laugh at me
rolls bak over and stares at the computer
fuck them
i hate them
all of them
well,
most of them
fuck
why wont they leave me alone
i thought they would get in when i didn't reply
rolls over and stares at the ceiling
leaving the computer alone
i hate people
they are boring
and annoying
why won't they ever leave me alone
rolls over and stares at the wall
i like when they leave me alone
when they dont stare at me
when they dont laugh at me
rolls bak over and stares at the computer
fuck them
i hate them
all of them
well,
most of them
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It's ok I'm only dead
Those scratches on my arms
they r all lies
the world made with a beautiful and shiny knife
that bullet in my head
it's ok I'm only dead
that's just another lie
but not really i hope I die
the pains in my body don't hurt
it's ok that was just a little flirt
they do hurt
but I don't care
it's just a body
it can take the wear and tear
that time bomb in my head
it's ok ur safe
but still u fill with dread
it'll only kill me don't cry
worry not
for it will soon be my time
they r all lies
the world made with a beautiful and shiny knife
that bullet in my head
it's ok I'm only dead
that's just another lie
but not really i hope I die
the pains in my body don't hurt
it's ok that was just a little flirt
they do hurt
but I don't care
it's just a body
it can take the wear and tear
that time bomb in my head
it's ok ur safe
but still u fill with dread
it'll only kill me don't cry
worry not
for it will soon be my time
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