Submissions by ravibabygirl (babygirlprincess)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i been writting poetry since i was fifteen trying to get my poetry in diffrent forums and get feedback
hullications
have I gone crazy or insane
whats wrong with my brain
do I have a gift of knowing or seeing
or am I dreaming
these are the questions I ask myself
I don't want to tell anyone about what I'm experiencing
my hullications are appearing more
I keep seeing so many flashes of images
some images are deformed
i see both genders
is there something I need to learn
tonight it's getting worse
I see shadows sometimes I see colors
sometimes I see these blue dots or circles
in my dreams, I imagine I'm in a garden with...
whats wrong with my brain
do I have a gift of knowing or seeing
or am I dreaming
these are the questions I ask myself
I don't want to tell anyone about what I'm experiencing
my hullications are appearing more
I keep seeing so many flashes of images
some images are deformed
i see both genders
is there something I need to learn
tonight it's getting worse
I see shadows sometimes I see colors
sometimes I see these blue dots or circles
in my dreams, I imagine I'm in a garden with...
#anxiety
#shame
#confusion #fear
#confusion #fear
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what i like
i like to watch harry potter movies
i have read all the books
I love Edgar Allen Poe
i love dressing up as Harley Quinn
i like to make boys get nervous
I love the pretty cute handsome guys
I like when admired and notice
but not in a creepy way
I don't care what others say
I'm gonna be the leader of my pack
I like to be alone
my comfort zone is my home
yes I am charming
im also a trickster
i have those bedroom eyes
I get what I want I don't have to ask
this is for fun
so...
i have read all the books
I love Edgar Allen Poe
i love dressing up as Harley Quinn
i like to make boys get nervous
I love the pretty cute handsome guys
I like when admired and notice
but not in a creepy way
I don't care what others say
I'm gonna be the leader of my pack
I like to be alone
my comfort zone is my home
yes I am charming
im also a trickster
i have those bedroom eyes
I get what I want I don't have to ask
this is for fun
so...
#happiness
#passion
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thank you letter
my love life has always been a rollercoaster
I'm still in the process of healing
days and nights seem longer
some days I don't like how I am feeling
day by day I'm getting stronger
with this last situation we got ourselves in
I affected my mental health greatly
I'm still struggling
i want to thank you though
you were killing me slowly emotionally
you made me stronger
choosing some other person again and again
you talking to all your exes again forgetting that I exist
even talking to a certain ex who is...
I'm still in the process of healing
days and nights seem longer
some days I don't like how I am feeling
day by day I'm getting stronger
with this last situation we got ourselves in
I affected my mental health greatly
I'm still struggling
i want to thank you though
you were killing me slowly emotionally
you made me stronger
choosing some other person again and again
you talking to all your exes again forgetting that I exist
even talking to a certain ex who is...
#sadness
#rejection
#TimeHeals
#MovingOn
#separation
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guess my halloween costume
this is going to be fun
it will be very easy my outfit is red and black
lets go for a run
lets see what you lack
a place would be Arkham Asylum
i was some kind of doctor
a phrase would be "hey puddin"
what a shocker
i have pink tails as my hairstyle
my face will say the word rotten
this has been my costume for awhile
I'm so excited
for i am Harley Quinn
it will be very easy my outfit is red and black
lets go for a run
lets see what you lack
a place would be Arkham Asylum
i was some kind of doctor
a phrase would be "hey puddin"
what a shocker
i have pink tails as my hairstyle
my face will say the word rotten
this has been my costume for awhile
I'm so excited
for i am Harley Quinn
#Halloween
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pretty boys
i have this thing for pretty boys
who have my consent to use me with their toys
I'm a different kind of breed
a different seed
that's my dangerous type
I'm taking my pick wondering if the apple is ripe
you guys are so gorgeous
i want a love that is so enormous
you do turn me on
as I'm lost in some love song
you say things that you would do to me
I'm tempted to give in you see
then you say things
it makes me feel like your just a fucktoy
I'm a free bird I have no rings
now I'm tired and annoyed ...
who have my consent to use me with their toys
I'm a different kind of breed
a different seed
that's my dangerous type
I'm taking my pick wondering if the apple is ripe
you guys are so gorgeous
i want a love that is so enormous
you do turn me on
as I'm lost in some love song
you say things that you would do to me
I'm tempted to give in you see
then you say things
it makes me feel like your just a fucktoy
I'm a free bird I have no rings
now I'm tired and annoyed ...
#lust
#sex
#honesty
#crush
#temptation
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love story
i remember when i first saw you
I were so tall
I thought you were so cool
I was afraid to fall
we had met online
you didn't want anyone to know the fear of being judged
had to protect your good boy image
I didn't know so it slipped
you were my first actual real relationship
i don't regret my time with you good or bad
latter we got signed into a partnership
some memories make me sad
you are my best friend always and forever
no matter how bad things get you have my heart
I learned to never so never
I...
I were so tall
I thought you were so cool
I was afraid to fall
we had met online
you didn't want anyone to know the fear of being judged
had to protect your good boy image
I didn't know so it slipped
you were my first actual real relationship
i don't regret my time with you good or bad
latter we got signed into a partnership
some memories make me sad
you are my best friend always and forever
no matter how bad things get you have my heart
I learned to never so never
I...
#husband
#boyfriend
#relationships
#FallingInLove
#dating
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being questioned as a poet
i been struggling with this
it seems when I do post my poems I get asked what kind of poet am i
i honestly do not know I'm still figuring out who I am
I don't know a lot of poets or writers
my favorite writer and poet is Edgar Allen Poe
even with that, I questioned how much of a fan I am
honestly haven't read everything that he wrote
what I have read I loved
I don't know if this is weird
he's the first poet I ever head of
the reason why I love poetry in the first place
I hope to someday be great as he was
...
it seems when I do post my poems I get asked what kind of poet am i
i honestly do not know I'm still figuring out who I am
I don't know a lot of poets or writers
my favorite writer and poet is Edgar Allen Poe
even with that, I questioned how much of a fan I am
honestly haven't read everything that he wrote
what I have read I loved
I don't know if this is weird
he's the first poet I ever head of
the reason why I love poetry in the first place
I hope to someday be great as he was
...
#happiness
#strength
#hope
#motivational
#admiration
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someone i use to know
i havent written about this person in awhile
I will say that you did give me the push I needed
maybe at one time for you I would of gone the long mile
they were signs I should of heeded
now I have a youtube channel and poetry books on amazon
so I thank you for that push
for some reason I feel your intentions were never pure
maybe I was in a rush
I saw the good in you
which is one of my biggest flaws
now I see someone that I don't want
ill say we did have a ball
I was just checking on you as a friend
you...
I will say that you did give me the push I needed
maybe at one time for you I would of gone the long mile
they were signs I should of heeded
now I have a youtube channel and poetry books on amazon
so I thank you for that push
for some reason I feel your intentions were never pure
maybe I was in a rush
I saw the good in you
which is one of my biggest flaws
now I see someone that I don't want
ill say we did have a ball
I was just checking on you as a friend
you...
#friendship
#crush
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i think i have officially gone crazy
i think i have officially gone crazy
if i see your name online I get excited because I think its you
I don't know why I'm missing you its weird
my mind is foggy, not clear
whenever you decided to go away from me
no warning no contact
I felt something inside me ripped apart
I was hurting
i was so angry with you
plus the added information I got wasn't good
I wanted you to hurt the way I was
I wanted to hate you
for some reason I can't hate you
no matter what you do
we do have a bond with our child ...
if i see your name online I get excited because I think its you
I don't know why I'm missing you its weird
my mind is foggy, not clear
whenever you decided to go away from me
no warning no contact
I felt something inside me ripped apart
I was hurting
i was so angry with you
plus the added information I got wasn't good
I wanted you to hurt the way I was
I wanted to hate you
for some reason I can't hate you
no matter what you do
we do have a bond with our child ...
#TimeHeals
#MovingOn
#IMissYou #separation
#IMissYou #separation
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dont have time to worry
i am not worried
i know how the game goes
sending me what he told you doesn't affect
its not that deep he is not my boyfriend
I know he talks to other girls
you're not special as you think
in my life, I'm more worried about my kids
I trying to get peace in my life
you are the kind that wants to be saved by a guy
I know why they like you and not me
I'm not changing how I am
just to get affection
right now emotionally I'm numb
hey I'm single so if I want to have hookups i can
you were looking for a...
i know how the game goes
sending me what he told you doesn't affect
its not that deep he is not my boyfriend
I know he talks to other girls
you're not special as you think
in my life, I'm more worried about my kids
I trying to get peace in my life
you are the kind that wants to be saved by a guy
I know why they like you and not me
I'm not changing how I am
just to get affection
right now emotionally I'm numb
hey I'm single so if I want to have hookups i can
you were looking for a...
#conflict
#honesty
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the response fifteen year old me
so we are walking through the part
thinking what do you have to tell me
where does this story start
how bad can it be
I know he's not like everyone else
he is my friend
he protects me from mean people
I believe there's good inside him
I do feel scared at times the way talks
I did believe him even though I saw him with another girl
I'm also scared of the way he walks
I know I am blind
I always figured maybe he doesn't have time to see me
he's always in trouble he said he would change
I hear rumors and...
thinking what do you have to tell me
where does this story start
how bad can it be
I know he's not like everyone else
he is my friend
he protects me from mean people
I believe there's good inside him
I do feel scared at times the way talks
I did believe him even though I saw him with another girl
I'm also scared of the way he walks
I know I am blind
I always figured maybe he doesn't have time to see me
he's always in trouble he said he would change
I hear rumors and...
#TimeHeals
#redemption
#escape #acceptance
#escape #acceptance
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to my fifteen year old self
i just wanted to talk
to heal both you and me for what is about to come
lets go for a walk
we cant change whats going to be done
you are already getting to know a guy that is bad for you
you bought into the bad boy image
your curious I get it
you don't know what kind of monster he will become
he will cheat and lie
he expects you to stay pure and innocent
just so he can get by
he will listen to friends
he will spend months away from you
its going to be toxic on and off relationship
he will make you...
to heal both you and me for what is about to come
lets go for a walk
we cant change whats going to be done
you are already getting to know a guy that is bad for you
you bought into the bad boy image
your curious I get it
you don't know what kind of monster he will become
he will cheat and lie
he expects you to stay pure and innocent
just so he can get by
he will listen to friends
he will spend months away from you
its going to be toxic on and off relationship
he will make you...
#redemption
#escape
#acceptance #healing
#acceptance #healing
297 reads
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