Submissions by random_4_ever (Erika)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
13th May 2010 3:19am
13th May 2010 3:19am
this feeling
what is this feeling?
its awkward
and kind of scary.
i feel like laughing
and crying.
i feel like talking
and being dead silent.
its a feeling
of love and hate.
happiness and sadness.
its like a bipolar thing,
but all at the same time.
i don't know what it is
but i don't like it.
it makes me feel insecure.
i want it to go away.
its awkward
and kind of scary.
i feel like laughing
and crying.
i feel like talking
and being dead silent.
its a feeling
of love and hate.
happiness and sadness.
its like a bipolar thing,
but all at the same time.
i don't know what it is
but i don't like it.
it makes me feel insecure.
i want it to go away.
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
8th May 2010 5:02am
8th May 2010 5:02am
paranoid
is something wrong"
"no you're just paranoid"
i can't help but think
you are lying to me.
you are sad
or mad
or something.
you are never like this.
"i'm just chillin"
those words come from your mouth
everytime i ask whats wrong.
"i'm just tired,
i'm just chillin,
i'm fine."
maybe it's the truth.
i guess i am just
paranoid.
"no you're just paranoid"
i can't help but think
you are lying to me.
you are sad
or mad
or something.
you are never like this.
"i'm just chillin"
those words come from your mouth
everytime i ask whats wrong.
"i'm just tired,
i'm just chillin,
i'm fine."
maybe it's the truth.
i guess i am just
paranoid.
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SELF POEM
Published
6th May 2010 3:56am
6th May 2010 3:56am
another cut
another cut
another reason
another fight
another grounding
another excuse
another friend lost
and yet again
another cut
another cut
makes the pain go away
abut since there's so much pain
is there a reason to stay
i cut again
and son care who can see
another cut
meet the real me
another reason
another fight
another grounding
another excuse
another friend lost
and yet again
another cut
another cut
makes the pain go away
abut since there's so much pain
is there a reason to stay
i cut again
and son care who can see
another cut
meet the real me
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd May 2010 2:00am
3rd May 2010 2:00am
goodbye
i hate how one moment
someone can be here
and the next moment
they are gone..
i didnt even get a chance
to tell her goodbye.
she lived so far away.
i will never see her again.
i cant clear my head.
all i know right now is
shes gone and she cant come back
and i couldnt say goodbye.
i miss you and i love you.
R.I.P. Rachel Harding...you will be missed.
someone can be here
and the next moment
they are gone..
i didnt even get a chance
to tell her goodbye.
she lived so far away.
i will never see her again.
i cant clear my head.
all i know right now is
shes gone and she cant come back
and i couldnt say goodbye.
i miss you and i love you.
R.I.P. Rachel Harding...you will be missed.
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
1st May 2010 4:18am
1st May 2010 4:18am
theres nothing wrong with being emo
"theres nothing wrong with being emo"
i say and obviously grab my wrist
trying to get the message through his head.
he doesnt get it.
"i know that"
he says and looks at his wrist.
i stare at my scars and wonder
should i tell him?
"dont tell him.
what if he finds out 2 of his girlfriends cut
then what would he think?"
she asked.
he doesnt know now.
he wont know tomorrow.
all i have to say is
theres nothing wrong with being emo.
i say and obviously grab my wrist
trying to get the message through his head.
he doesnt get it.
"i know that"
he says and looks at his wrist.
i stare at my scars and wonder
should i tell him?
"dont tell him.
what if he finds out 2 of his girlfriends cut
then what would he think?"
she asked.
he doesnt know now.
he wont know tomorrow.
all i have to say is
theres nothing wrong with being emo.
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Apr 2010 2:49am
30th Apr 2010 2:49am
traffic
i sit at my window
watching the traffic go by
trying to figure out
why i am alive
i suck at life
i am a total fail
dumb as a door knob
and fat as a whale
as i watch the traffic
i think it would be just as well
if i got hit by a truck
and burned in hell
its easy as one two three
i go get a little drunk
i lay in the road
and then theres a thunk
before it hits
ill brace myself and sigh
and when it hits
ill scream goodbye
watching the traffic go by
trying to figure out
why i am alive
i suck at life
i am a total fail
dumb as a door knob
and fat as a whale
as i watch the traffic
i think it would be just as well
if i got hit by a truck
and burned in hell
its easy as one two three
i go get a little drunk
i lay in the road
and then theres a thunk
before it hits
ill brace myself and sigh
and when it hits
ill scream goodbye
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LOVE POEM
Published
28th Apr 2010 5:20pm
28th Apr 2010 5:20pm
words of advice?
She told me
not to get too close to him
because it would on hurt worse.
but what if he
is the only thing
keeping me alive.
not to get too close to him
because it would on hurt worse.
but what if he
is the only thing
keeping me alive.
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
28th Apr 2010 2:31am
28th Apr 2010 2:31am
a true friend
a true friend
will be there
no matter what.
when you wake up
at 2 in the morning because
you had a bad dream
they will be the one
who will stay on the phone
until you fall asleep.
when there is
no bright side
of a situation
they will sit with you
on the dark side
until you find a flashlight.
they will be the one
sitting next to you
in jail at 4 in the morning
laughing so hard
that your crying
and saying
"dude, we messed up
but dang that was fun!"
then while you are
in a group of...
will be there
no matter what.
when you wake up
at 2 in the morning because
you had a bad dream
they will be the one
who will stay on the phone
until you fall asleep.
when there is
no bright side
of a situation
they will sit with you
on the dark side
until you find a flashlight.
they will be the one
sitting next to you
in jail at 4 in the morning
laughing so hard
that your crying
and saying
"dude, we messed up
but dang that was fun!"
then while you are
in a group of...
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Apr 2010 2:22am
28th Apr 2010 2:22am
i am who i am
i am who i am
like it or not
i dont change
for anyone
or anything,
or everyone
and everything.
you may not like me
butthats your problem
people who know me
say they need me
and people who dont know me
dont care
and im okay with that
because
i am who i am
like it or not.
like it or not
i dont change
for anyone
or anything,
or everyone
and everything.
you may not like me
butthats your problem
people who know me
say they need me
and people who dont know me
dont care
and im okay with that
because
i am who i am
like it or not.
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DARK POEM
Published
24th Apr 2010 5:08am
24th Apr 2010 5:08am
scars
i look at my wrist
the scars are almost faded.
no one will ever know
the pain i felt.
i look at my sides
the scars are still new and dark.
they look as if they are brand new.
they remind me of the haunting memories.
i fakea smile
so no one suspects
that i could be
the little emo kid.
i wear bright colors
to hide the pain
and i laugh
so i don't cry.
the scars
will soon fade,
but the dark memories
will be there forever.
the scars are almost faded.
no one will ever know
the pain i felt.
i look at my sides
the scars are still new and dark.
they look as if they are brand new.
they remind me of the haunting memories.
i fakea smile
so no one suspects
that i could be
the little emo kid.
i wear bright colors
to hide the pain
and i laugh
so i don't cry.
the scars
will soon fade,
but the dark memories
will be there forever.
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
24th Apr 2010 5:03am
24th Apr 2010 5:03am
his hoodie
i sit in my room
wearing his hoodie
wishing so bad
that he was here.
his hoodie
smells just like him
and its nice and warm
just like his hugs.
its saturday
and i already cant wait
to see him on monday.
but until then
i have
what reminds me most of him...
his hoodie.
wearing his hoodie
wishing so bad
that he was here.
his hoodie
smells just like him
and its nice and warm
just like his hugs.
its saturday
and i already cant wait
to see him on monday.
but until then
i have
what reminds me most of him...
his hoodie.
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
30th Mar 2010 7:29pm
30th Mar 2010 7:29pm
clouds
I was looking out the window
staring at the clouds
when I saw one that looked like a heart.
Ismiled and looked at more clouds.
I saw one that looked like a happy face.
It made me smile also.
I looked at the heart cloud again.
Then my phone rang.
It was him, just calling to say that he loved me.
It made me feel loved.
I looked at the happy faced cloud.
My phone rang again.
It was a text from my best friend,
just seeing how I was doing.
It made me feel wanted.
Those are the two most amazing feelings
I have ever felt....
staring at the clouds
when I saw one that looked like a heart.
Ismiled and looked at more clouds.
I saw one that looked like a happy face.
It made me smile also.
I looked at the heart cloud again.
Then my phone rang.
It was him, just calling to say that he loved me.
It made me feel loved.
I looked at the happy faced cloud.
My phone rang again.
It was a text from my best friend,
just seeing how I was doing.
It made me feel wanted.
Those are the two most amazing feelings
I have ever felt....
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