Submissions by ramona15 (Ramona L)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
6th Jun 2013 6:16pm
6th Jun 2013 6:16pm
Depression..
Depression is hurting me
as I sit back
watching my life follow a track
to somewhere unknown
sorrow with no reason
feelings of crying
I always try to be happy
but end up feeling crappy
nowhere to run
nowhere to go
no one to turn to
no one to care
As days go by with just a sigh
cuts are fresh
the pain of my open flesh feels so good
more days go by
scars remain by new ones are made
Depression is another imperfection of mine
as time goes one more remain
more are made
The depression gets worse and...
as I sit back
watching my life follow a track
to somewhere unknown
sorrow with no reason
feelings of crying
I always try to be happy
but end up feeling crappy
nowhere to run
nowhere to go
no one to turn to
no one to care
As days go by with just a sigh
cuts are fresh
the pain of my open flesh feels so good
more days go by
scars remain by new ones are made
Depression is another imperfection of mine
as time goes one more remain
more are made
The depression gets worse and...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Jun 2013 3:07pm
6th Jun 2013 3:07pm
Another Snowy Forest Day
Cold,motionless,soundless but yet it manage to talk through the wind. Trees covered with snow like powdered sugar on cinnamon sticks with smaller ones coming from it. Wolves howling trying to find their pack because they wandered to far away. The wind passes through the trees, saying" Go this way! Go this way!". The trees so cold,so bare, wishing the spring light will come soon and warm them up, missing their leaves so down and sad. Yet some manage to stay strong and stand up while the rest curve over and possibly fall. The smell in the air so rich, so powerful, so sweet, the trees...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
22nd May 2013 7:56pm
22nd May 2013 7:56pm
I grew up to fast..
I never really had a childhood
even if I could, I never would
I didn't get to play outside with my friends
because it seemed like mom's shifts never end
I learned how to do many things
yet I was still young somethings
I grew up to fast...
My older sister had to watch us
but they always partied and forgot us
Ana had to step up to look over us
but sometimes she was lazy
and I may seem weird, but we went a little crazy
I had to step up and watch the little one
At times I felt really done
I was only eight or nine
(at the time)...
even if I could, I never would
I didn't get to play outside with my friends
because it seemed like mom's shifts never end
I learned how to do many things
yet I was still young somethings
I grew up to fast...
My older sister had to watch us
but they always partied and forgot us
Ana had to step up to look over us
but sometimes she was lazy
and I may seem weird, but we went a little crazy
I had to step up and watch the little one
At times I felt really done
I was only eight or nine
(at the time)...
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LOVE POEM
Published
22nd May 2013 7:26pm
22nd May 2013 7:26pm
My heart..
My heart was in your hands
My heart I gave to you
My heart I loved you with
MY heart you broke
My heart you put back together
My heart you broke again
My heart you made even better
My heart..... you destroyed
What else is there?
You crushed it completely
and I can't find the pieces
because you took them from me
My heart you killed!.....
My heart I gave to you
My heart I loved you with
MY heart you broke
My heart you put back together
My heart you broke again
My heart you made even better
My heart..... you destroyed
What else is there?
You crushed it completely
and I can't find the pieces
because you took them from me
My heart you killed!.....
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DRUGS POEM
Published
15th May 2013 8:23pm
15th May 2013 8:23pm
Alcohol vs. Being a father
He drank and drank and drank
He had a wife and kids
He had a family
Yet all he did was drink
Came home every night drunk
I use to think he was such a punk
But then my heart had sunk
It was like he was competing
and he wasn't winning
.......................
Alcohol vs. Being a Father
Why would he even bother
He is going to pick father
That’s what I thought
But we fought
He rather have Alcohol than
Being a man
………….
I wish he changed
But he left in a long distance range
Alcohol destroyed his...
He had a wife and kids
He had a family
Yet all he did was drink
Came home every night drunk
I use to think he was such a punk
But then my heart had sunk
It was like he was competing
and he wasn't winning
.......................
Alcohol vs. Being a Father
Why would he even bother
He is going to pick father
That’s what I thought
But we fought
He rather have Alcohol than
Being a man
………….
I wish he changed
But he left in a long distance range
Alcohol destroyed his...
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Apr 2013 7:54pm
30th Apr 2013 7:54pm
"My Okay Day"
Not so weak
Can’t believe
I don’t want this no more
I feel relieve
Please go away
I don’t know what to believe
Please don’t stay
……………..
I argue with myself
My emotions have layers like shelves
Why must this be?
Why can’t you see?
I am broken on the inside
Yet I smile on the outside
Look at me!
I am not mad
I am not sad
I’m just having an “Okay Day”
I must say
Look me in the eyes
Just please don’t sigh
See how dark it is
What can you see with no light?
Perhaps you see me struggle with all my...
Can’t believe
I don’t want this no more
I feel relieve
Please go away
I don’t know what to believe
Please don’t stay
……………..
I argue with myself
My emotions have layers like shelves
Why must this be?
Why can’t you see?
I am broken on the inside
Yet I smile on the outside
Look at me!
I am not mad
I am not sad
I’m just having an “Okay Day”
I must say
Look me in the eyes
Just please don’t sigh
See how dark it is
What can you see with no light?
Perhaps you see me struggle with all my...
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SELF POEM
Published
13th Mar 2013 5:32pm
13th Mar 2013 5:32pm
Monster
Trapped inside a place
where a girl was made to face
a monster that wasn't normal
she was forced to face
the monster a girl has become
no care in the world
no thoughts of kindness
it is sad to see what this young
wise, girl had became
someone no one knew anymore
she had be came a monster to herself
friends,family,and he ones she loved...
More days went by and the monster became
stronger and stronger
the more she tried to leave that place
the more she gets trapped
with no way out.....
where a girl was made to face
a monster that wasn't normal
she was forced to face
the monster a girl has become
no care in the world
no thoughts of kindness
it is sad to see what this young
wise, girl had became
someone no one knew anymore
she had be came a monster to herself
friends,family,and he ones she loved...
More days went by and the monster became
stronger and stronger
the more she tried to leave that place
the more she gets trapped
with no way out.....
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
21st Feb 2013 8:18pm
21st Feb 2013 8:18pm
Against..
I don’t understand what this world is coming to
friends turning on friends,
husbands against wife
I just wanna throw a knife at the devil inside
in this life I’m standing beside people and their enemy ,
be the one of the century to hear me out
me and you used to be such close friends
now it’s the end between you and i
no one knows how this happens to us ….
People keep saying you had changed since the first time they meet you
don’t be mad when you are really sad
you are a different person now
don’t be so wowed when you lose
the one...
friends turning on friends,
husbands against wife
I just wanna throw a knife at the devil inside
in this life I’m standing beside people and their enemy ,
be the one of the century to hear me out
me and you used to be such close friends
now it’s the end between you and i
no one knows how this happens to us ….
People keep saying you had changed since the first time they meet you
don’t be mad when you are really sad
you are a different person now
don’t be so wowed when you lose
the one...
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SELF POEM
Published
6th Feb 2013 00:50am
6th Feb 2013 00:50am
"They"
They say I'm sick
Mentally...
Emotional....
Physical .....
Yet they don't help me
They don't care
"They" are the people who I call family
"They" are the people who I call friends
I'm dying on the inside
Smiling on the outside
There's no more upside to my life anymore
I pretend to be happy for "they" won't
Be in my face asking "what's wrong ?"
I'm done .....
Mentally...
Emotional....
Physical .....
Yet they don't help me
They don't care
"They" are the people who I call family
"They" are the people who I call friends
I'm dying on the inside
Smiling on the outside
There's no more upside to my life anymore
I pretend to be happy for "they" won't
Be in my face asking "what's wrong ?"
I'm done .....
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Jan 2013 7:09pm
17th Jan 2013 7:09pm
Pain and no tears
Rows of sorrow
There is no tomorrow
Pain fills my body
nobody will ever know
how much pain is going through my veins
so much sadness
its madness
Tears want to fall
but I stand too tall
tears are held back
waiting until it can't hold no more
and let go,
then the tears would fall
like a waterfall in spring
a waterfall of ...
sadness...
pain...
regret..
and mistakes...
The pain is changing me I'm not the same
scars...
There is no tomorrow
Pain fills my body
nobody will ever know
how much pain is going through my veins
so much sadness
its madness
Tears want to fall
but I stand too tall
tears are held back
waiting until it can't hold no more
and let go,
then the tears would fall
like a waterfall in spring
a waterfall of ...
sadness...
pain...
regret..
and mistakes...
The pain is changing me I'm not the same
scars...
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SELF POEM
Published
8th Jan 2013 7:32pm
8th Jan 2013 7:32pm
Dead
I feel broken, alone , cold ,and weak
no one can hear my crys
as am sealed off in a dark place
no worries in the world
family doesn’t see that I’m dying on
the inside...
My head is so confused, it hurts so bad
it’s pounding so hard
sounding like a heartbeat going fast
“Da duh!Da duh!Da duh!”
It stops , I look around trying to remember
“where am I?”
My head starts to spin, I get dizzy them I..
I fall to the floor frozen , shocked
at what had just happened, I passed out wondering
“Was I going to dye?”
Then I wake...
no one can hear my crys
as am sealed off in a dark place
no worries in the world
family doesn’t see that I’m dying on
the inside...
My head is so confused, it hurts so bad
it’s pounding so hard
sounding like a heartbeat going fast
“Da duh!Da duh!Da duh!”
It stops , I look around trying to remember
“where am I?”
My head starts to spin, I get dizzy them I..
I fall to the floor frozen , shocked
at what had just happened, I passed out wondering
“Was I going to dye?”
Then I wake...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
3rd Jan 2013 4:01pm
3rd Jan 2013 4:01pm
Drak
I am alone .... in a dark , dark, dark room
night has come and its silence
there is not a voice or sound you can hear
no light not even from the moon
It's dark and not one can find me as I sit here
alone and sad....
Tears start running down my face heart pounding
sounding like a fast paste drum
"Boom ! Boom! Boom!" faster and faster and faster
then it stops I fall over to the floor
wondering "have I died? Am I gone from this world?alone?"
...
night has come and its silence
there is not a voice or sound you can hear
no light not even from the moon
It's dark and not one can find me as I sit here
alone and sad....
Tears start running down my face heart pounding
sounding like a fast paste drum
"Boom ! Boom! Boom!" faster and faster and faster
then it stops I fall over to the floor
wondering "have I died? Am I gone from this world?alone?"
...
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