Submissions by rachelmae
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Sorry I haven't been on in so long, working through some stuff. but i'm back! I write because I love writing, because my songs are who I am. one day I hope to inspire people with them. I'm shy but if you get to know me I'm really quite funny.
Mesmerized
It's so hard to explain the simplest things
when you're around
usually I'm pretty clear but with you
the words get fumbled and twisted and sound
like I've lost my mind...
Oh, I want to tell you, want to let you in
on my deepest secret...
There's not enough heartbeats in my life
never enough stars in the sky
too little grains of sand on the beaches
to account for the love that I have for you
not enough drops in the ocean
never enough blue in my eyes
if you ever knew, if you ever knew
it might turn out alright...
but around you I...
when you're around
usually I'm pretty clear but with you
the words get fumbled and twisted and sound
like I've lost my mind...
Oh, I want to tell you, want to let you in
on my deepest secret...
There's not enough heartbeats in my life
never enough stars in the sky
too little grains of sand on the beaches
to account for the love that I have for you
not enough drops in the ocean
never enough blue in my eyes
if you ever knew, if you ever knew
it might turn out alright...
but around you I...
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Precious Daisy
You don't notice the way she hides her face
long jeans, sweaters, do innocence replace
and she doesn't open up to you like she used to
begin to realize she never really trusted you
but it's not your fault
don't go and blame yourself
you did all you could but she hid too much
And that delicate flower has yet to bloom
strangled and withered,
she was too pure for the world to handle,
it tried to change her but she was too fragile
so she fell to the ground on her knees
petals fading and gone with the breeze
but she remained, fighting the...
long jeans, sweaters, do innocence replace
and she doesn't open up to you like she used to
begin to realize she never really trusted you
but it's not your fault
don't go and blame yourself
you did all you could but she hid too much
And that delicate flower has yet to bloom
strangled and withered,
she was too pure for the world to handle,
it tried to change her but she was too fragile
so she fell to the ground on her knees
petals fading and gone with the breeze
but she remained, fighting the...
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Like a Dove
Dulcet whispers slip through their fingertips
fleeting beauty never to last
this felicity is deceiving their hearts
still they search for destiny in the past
realizing too late what life has become
a deadly charade that claims even the dawn
Whilst stuck in the limbo between here and gone
an epihany of silent understanding comes
betwixt the fearful screams and those yearning for love
a heart reaches out with hope like a dove
descending from darkness and winged with relief
even those trapped in the briars feel a light bestow belief
and the...
fleeting beauty never to last
this felicity is deceiving their hearts
still they search for destiny in the past
realizing too late what life has become
a deadly charade that claims even the dawn
Whilst stuck in the limbo between here and gone
an epihany of silent understanding comes
betwixt the fearful screams and those yearning for love
a heart reaches out with hope like a dove
descending from darkness and winged with relief
even those trapped in the briars feel a light bestow belief
and the...
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Chasing Vapors
I need some inspiration, some better ventilation
my heart can't breathe, they're suffocating me
I'm suffering from dedication, too caught up in desperation
to see that what I'm searching to find,
has been next to me this entire time
Lock up my soul and throw away the key
Honestly, I don't know, where this is gonna lead
I've spent my love chasing vapors I call dreams
don't ask me to explain,
'cause it don't even make sense to me.
no, it don't make sense to me...
just chasing vapors I call dreams
Hand me a dose of patience, I need a...
my heart can't breathe, they're suffocating me
I'm suffering from dedication, too caught up in desperation
to see that what I'm searching to find,
has been next to me this entire time
Lock up my soul and throw away the key
Honestly, I don't know, where this is gonna lead
I've spent my love chasing vapors I call dreams
don't ask me to explain,
'cause it don't even make sense to me.
no, it don't make sense to me...
just chasing vapors I call dreams
Hand me a dose of patience, I need a...
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Might be our song
Spilled coffee in the morning
dancing slowly in the evening all alone
missing you but I'm not mourning
it's beautiful how the raindrops hit the roof
and like a melody, in our symphony
I know the wind is you telling me
You're not too far gone to return
your heart still here always has a home
and the darkness, it won't keep you long
what we have is deeper than anyone knows
stronger than a feeling, it's part of our souls
and if you wonder how this story goes
I'm still working on the ending
if you've got the words then speak them
before...
dancing slowly in the evening all alone
missing you but I'm not mourning
it's beautiful how the raindrops hit the roof
and like a melody, in our symphony
I know the wind is you telling me
You're not too far gone to return
your heart still here always has a home
and the darkness, it won't keep you long
what we have is deeper than anyone knows
stronger than a feeling, it's part of our souls
and if you wonder how this story goes
I'm still working on the ending
if you've got the words then speak them
before...
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All I Know
I'm overwhelmed, don't know if I can handle it
dancing on the edge, but I've forgotten the steps
if I lose my balance, I could lose it all
will you love me? will you catch me when i fall?
I need a friend, someone to be here
I need you, a knight in silver armor...
All I know, is I can't do this alone
for too long, I've been hiding from the truth
and I want, to one day be alright
to love myself as much as I love you
but all I know, right now
is I just keep breaking down
I've been told that I'm being built back up
but I don't if there's...
dancing on the edge, but I've forgotten the steps
if I lose my balance, I could lose it all
will you love me? will you catch me when i fall?
I need a friend, someone to be here
I need you, a knight in silver armor...
All I know, is I can't do this alone
for too long, I've been hiding from the truth
and I want, to one day be alright
to love myself as much as I love you
but all I know, right now
is I just keep breaking down
I've been told that I'm being built back up
but I don't if there's...
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Never Say Goodbye
I know that sometimes it feels like all too much
and I can't always be there to lift you up
but even when I'm not beside you in person
I'll be in your heart, whenever you need something
just remember I will never leave you
I'll always be with you, no matter when
I'll be your Valentine, when your heart is lonely
I'd give you all my time, and give it to you only
no bad memories, can ever chase me away
the darkness underneath, it is beautiful too
don't ever let it slip your mind
if you're falling and running out of time
I'll drop the world to...
and I can't always be there to lift you up
but even when I'm not beside you in person
I'll be in your heart, whenever you need something
just remember I will never leave you
I'll always be with you, no matter when
I'll be your Valentine, when your heart is lonely
I'd give you all my time, and give it to you only
no bad memories, can ever chase me away
the darkness underneath, it is beautiful too
don't ever let it slip your mind
if you're falling and running out of time
I'll drop the world to...
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Mirrored Eyes
I wish i knew what they expect me to believe.
I keep following the signs they throw in front of me, but it's getting me nowhere,
I'm backsliding into someone i dont want to be.
I'm trying to see the love in their hatred and jealousy, but that's one thing I cannot see.
No, no, there's no concern behind their mirrored eyes.
they just keep spinning perfect lies, breaking me into pieces on the inside
Oh, no, no, there's no return for my sacrifice
I've tried to change but they're never satisfied, they love to know that I'm not fine,
but this time... I won't...
I keep following the signs they throw in front of me, but it's getting me nowhere,
I'm backsliding into someone i dont want to be.
I'm trying to see the love in their hatred and jealousy, but that's one thing I cannot see.
No, no, there's no concern behind their mirrored eyes.
they just keep spinning perfect lies, breaking me into pieces on the inside
Oh, no, no, there's no return for my sacrifice
I've tried to change but they're never satisfied, they love to know that I'm not fine,
but this time... I won't...
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In Time
If you try to explain what causes the rain then
we'll be here a while
and just like that if you try to justify my heart
it'll take you even longer
cuz this isn't something you see everyday
it's a little unusual and maybe strange
no one gets it like you do
they all think I'm losing my mind
But I don't have to explain
it's like you can read my brain like a letter
when I can't the words
when the past brings up too much hurt
you always make it better
I will never take a single day for granted
it no longer matters what happened to me...
we'll be here a while
and just like that if you try to justify my heart
it'll take you even longer
cuz this isn't something you see everyday
it's a little unusual and maybe strange
no one gets it like you do
they all think I'm losing my mind
But I don't have to explain
it's like you can read my brain like a letter
when I can't the words
when the past brings up too much hurt
you always make it better
I will never take a single day for granted
it no longer matters what happened to me...
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A Soul Like Mine
Staring at the mirror, a flashback's coming on
who I used to be is already gone
and the terror of the night repeats over and over in my mind
I don't know if I can make it out alive
I'm a prisoner of my past so frail and torn
left recalling, all the promises that they'd sworn would
never break...
The walls are closing in on me
I don't want this memory
everything I've tried to forget comes flooding back in
the blood of the unwanted
I've been an outcast from the start
never belonged, never found the other half of my
shattered heart...
who I used to be is already gone
and the terror of the night repeats over and over in my mind
I don't know if I can make it out alive
I'm a prisoner of my past so frail and torn
left recalling, all the promises that they'd sworn would
never break...
The walls are closing in on me
I don't want this memory
everything I've tried to forget comes flooding back in
the blood of the unwanted
I've been an outcast from the start
never belonged, never found the other half of my
shattered heart...
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Her wings
she can barely see over the kitchen counter
but he slams her head down
holds her gaze on his stormy eyes
he lifts his fist and screams
but if you asked her she'd deny it
"daddy loves me", she won't fight him
they just don't understand
how could she love this man?
but she sees the tear on his cheek
she knows there's kindness beneath
he's just lost inside the bottle
and every night she prays he'll come back tomorrow...
and she's just a little angel
but she's giving him her wings..
she stands and takes it by the hour...
but he slams her head down
holds her gaze on his stormy eyes
he lifts his fist and screams
but if you asked her she'd deny it
"daddy loves me", she won't fight him
they just don't understand
how could she love this man?
but she sees the tear on his cheek
she knows there's kindness beneath
he's just lost inside the bottle
and every night she prays he'll come back tomorrow...
and she's just a little angel
but she's giving him her wings..
she stands and takes it by the hour...
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Into a Nightmare
It's mystifying the way my dreams are better
these eyes are only clear when I'm fast asleep
I wish I could explain it all in a letter
but there's just too much pain to express
and still you know me best
You understand that I'm waking up into a nightmare
no one else would hear my cry for help
they think I've got it held all together
You know i'm not alright, when I rest my head on your shoulder
hold me a little closer, and make me feel safe
'cause I don't know, how many more smiles I can fake
I just want to, be free but, I don't know where to go...
these eyes are only clear when I'm fast asleep
I wish I could explain it all in a letter
but there's just too much pain to express
and still you know me best
You understand that I'm waking up into a nightmare
no one else would hear my cry for help
they think I've got it held all together
You know i'm not alright, when I rest my head on your shoulder
hold me a little closer, and make me feel safe
'cause I don't know, how many more smiles I can fake
I just want to, be free but, I don't know where to go...
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