Submissions by purplebutterfly30
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
my pen name is purple butterfly
LOVE POEM
Published
18th Aug 2020 7:05am
18th Aug 2020 7:05am
The lost of love
There is a lot I refuse to speak on...
My heart is starting to run out of
love that run out that skips a
beat in my heart.
The time is ticking closer and
closer time is slowly running out.
Trying to close my eyes wondering
will it ever stop these sleepless
nights was becoming nightmares
trying to fight these demon's
that just will not leave me alone
no matter how hard I try.
They just will not leave me alone.
The love I use to have I can no longer feel nor taste anymore .
Like fuck my heart is no longer feeling love...
My heart is starting to run out of
love that run out that skips a
beat in my heart.
The time is ticking closer and
closer time is slowly running out.
Trying to close my eyes wondering
will it ever stop these sleepless
nights was becoming nightmares
trying to fight these demon's
that just will not leave me alone
no matter how hard I try.
They just will not leave me alone.
The love I use to have I can no longer feel nor taste anymore .
Like fuck my heart is no longer feeling love...
#FeelingLost
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Aug 2020 8:38pm
17th Aug 2020 8:38pm
The process
I'm still healing from these wounds that cut me so deep.
My heart is being repair from all the damage's that was caused of
Who I use to be is no longer
me anymore.
This transformation I am
going through is a motherfucker that stabs and jabs so deep in me with memories in my mind that I thought I have forgotten.
I have came along way to be
where I am today all the trauma, abandonment and rejections, and many other things it was all worth it .
The things I have been through brings out the best version of myself,
to have a voice that speaks so...
My heart is being repair from all the damage's that was caused of
Who I use to be is no longer
me anymore.
This transformation I am
going through is a motherfucker that stabs and jabs so deep in me with memories in my mind that I thought I have forgotten.
I have came along way to be
where I am today all the trauma, abandonment and rejections, and many other things it was all worth it .
The things I have been through brings out the best version of myself,
to have a voice that speaks so...
#healing
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
17th Aug 2020 8:36pm
17th Aug 2020 8:36pm
She going to speak up
Her mind is racing as her heart is beating out her chest.
She is so glad that he is gone out of her life without him judging her.
She don't have to hide who she is anymore ,she can be herself.
So fuck your opinion she so glad she free.
She feeling her best so she definitely will not hide herself anymore.
She going to shine so bright like the sun she going to celebrate her freedom.
She going to speak her truth,speaking up.
She going to speak from her heart and from her soul.
She going to say whats on her mind and speak from her gut baby.
She...
She is so glad that he is gone out of her life without him judging her.
She don't have to hide who she is anymore ,she can be herself.
So fuck your opinion she so glad she free.
She feeling her best so she definitely will not hide herself anymore.
She going to shine so bright like the sun she going to celebrate her freedom.
She going to speak her truth,speaking up.
She going to speak from her heart and from her soul.
She going to say whats on her mind and speak from her gut baby.
She...
#SelfWorth
622 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
26th Jan 2020 1:40am
26th Jan 2020 1:40am
Empty
When you look at her,
all you see in her eyes is full of
emptyness and pain.
what was going on with her?
she was so full of life before he
came along into her world but
she was walking around numb
she couldn't feel anything anymore.
you drain the Life source from her body .
she just got so use to the
pain because that's all
she ever knew.
~purplebutterfly~
all you see in her eyes is full of
emptyness and pain.
what was going on with her?
she was so full of life before he
came along into her world but
she was walking around numb
she couldn't feel anything anymore.
you drain the Life source from her body .
she just got so use to the
pain because that's all
she ever knew.
~purplebutterfly~
#emptiness
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SELF POEM
Published
26th Jan 2020 1:38am
26th Jan 2020 1:38am
Cold hearted
I been in pain for to long,
been lie to many times and
back stabbed by to many.
How long you going to stand in
my face with all this deceitful
mess,
it's been cutting me so deep.
So my heart use to be so warm
now it's cold as ice I never want
to be this way.
You turn me into something I hate
You gave me fake love,
fake Hope's and fake dream's
so I just became numb to do it.
My heart no longer pump's it's
now turn's to ice.
My heart can't no longer breathe
My heart is on ice now
I have to save my...
been lie to many times and
back stabbed by to many.
How long you going to stand in
my face with all this deceitful
mess,
it's been cutting me so deep.
So my heart use to be so warm
now it's cold as ice I never want
to be this way.
You turn me into something I hate
You gave me fake love,
fake Hope's and fake dream's
so I just became numb to do it.
My heart no longer pump's it's
now turn's to ice.
My heart can't no longer breathe
My heart is on ice now
I have to save my...
#hurt
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
21st Oct 2019 11:11pm
21st Oct 2019 11:11pm
untitled
It must be nice how you
just destroyed my world
made me look like the biggest fool.
Got me losing my mind You played
with my heart and torn it
like it was nothing.
You play this game so very well
I was a fool for your love,
I thought you were the one but
I realize it all was a disguise.
I just realized it ain't me
I was too good of a woman
for you to handle.
just destroyed my world
made me look like the biggest fool.
Got me losing my mind You played
with my heart and torn it
like it was nothing.
You play this game so very well
I was a fool for your love,
I thought you were the one but
I realize it all was a disguise.
I just realized it ain't me
I was too good of a woman
for you to handle.
#betrayal
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
21st Oct 2019 11:06pm
21st Oct 2019 11:06pm
Drowned in Knowledge
Trying to stay awake
but with all this knowledge
that hit each page got me so excited.
I'm trying to stay awake
drowning myself in these books
I try so hard not to sleep
because these pages are so good.
So I finally fall into a deep
sleep because my brain needs to rest,
so when i do awake
I can explore some more
adventures in these books.
but with all this knowledge
that hit each page got me so excited.
I'm trying to stay awake
drowning myself in these books
I try so hard not to sleep
because these pages are so good.
So I finally fall into a deep
sleep because my brain needs to rest,
so when i do awake
I can explore some more
adventures in these books.
#wisdom
358 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th Sep 2019 4:32pm
7th Sep 2019 4:32pm
His queen
My king make sure he has me covered in every angle.
He has my back no matter what
I love everything about him how he handle me and treat me.
He makes sure i know i am his and no one will ever take my place he let me rule
and i know he has my back in everything i do and he knows i got his .
He covers me in every way he catch me before anyone could see my weakness.
The way he loves me brings out the best in me in every way.
My king is the best
I pray to god for a king like this he is my everything and all i ever
wanted and pray for is all in my...
He has my back no matter what
I love everything about him how he handle me and treat me.
He makes sure i know i am his and no one will ever take my place he let me rule
and i know he has my back in everything i do and he knows i got his .
He covers me in every way he catch me before anyone could see my weakness.
The way he loves me brings out the best in me in every way.
My king is the best
I pray to god for a king like this he is my everything and all i ever
wanted and pray for is all in my...
#love
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Aug 2019 3:46am
14th Aug 2019 3:46am
Prisoner in my own thoughts
This is not easy for me to say,
when things get difficult
I just shut down and
shut everyone out.
when I'm feeling not like myself or
I'm getting out of my comfort zone I just completely shut down so I can deal with it by myself sometime I cant even escape my own thoughts.
all my life always held my emotions in and suppressed them as much as I could,until I can't no longer suppress them any longer.
I will just explode at anyone who comes my way, no one could ever understand these thoughts that go through my head the feelings I held in for so long. ...
when things get difficult
I just shut down and
shut everyone out.
when I'm feeling not like myself or
I'm getting out of my comfort zone I just completely shut down so I can deal with it by myself sometime I cant even escape my own thoughts.
all my life always held my emotions in and suppressed them as much as I could,until I can't no longer suppress them any longer.
I will just explode at anyone who comes my way, no one could ever understand these thoughts that go through my head the feelings I held in for so long. ...
#hurt
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Jul 2019 4:36am
28th Jul 2019 4:36am
Loving me again
She a masterpiece in the making
no one can throw her off her path
she's focused now then ever before .
She finally got a peace of mind
Finally loving herself for who she really is.
Loving every part of herself in and out
Learning to loving each scar and all the pain she had to endure because it made her who she is. Made her into a stronger warrior that she always had within.
Now she can love even harder than before like she never been hurt.
Because of a loving God loving her unconditionally when no one else could.
Now she is free and she can...
no one can throw her off her path
she's focused now then ever before .
She finally got a peace of mind
Finally loving herself for who she really is.
Loving every part of herself in and out
Learning to loving each scar and all the pain she had to endure because it made her who she is. Made her into a stronger warrior that she always had within.
Now she can love even harder than before like she never been hurt.
Because of a loving God loving her unconditionally when no one else could.
Now she is free and she can...
#myself
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th Jul 2019 2:44pm
24th Jul 2019 2:44pm
Finally happy
Hold me never let me go
you know what to do when
im feeling down you always
put a smile on my face.
You know how to hold me
just right you always make
me feel so safe.
i love how you listen to
every word
i say, you pay close attention
to my body language and
how i talk you know when im off.
When im feeling down you are
always there to lift me up and
let me know i can do anything in this world.
Baby thank you for being you
You and letting me know i am the
apple of your eye.
you make me feel so high ...
you know what to do when
im feeling down you always
put a smile on my face.
You know how to hold me
just right you always make
me feel so safe.
i love how you listen to
every word
i say, you pay close attention
to my body language and
how i talk you know when im off.
When im feeling down you are
always there to lift me up and
let me know i can do anything in this world.
Baby thank you for being you
You and letting me know i am the
apple of your eye.
you make me feel so high ...
#love
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SELF POEM
Published
16th Jul 2019 5:03am
16th Jul 2019 5:03am
My name isn't
My name isn't hey
My name isn't little mama
My name isn't pisst shawty
My name isn't sexy
My name isn't dime piece
My name isn't boo
My name isn't baby girl
My name isn't mamacita
My name isn't sweetie
My name isn't hey yo ma
My name isn't hoochie mama
My name isn't honey
My name isn't sweetheart
My name dame sure ain't muthafuckin
Bitch
©purplebutterfly
My name isn't little mama
My name isn't pisst shawty
My name isn't sexy
My name isn't dime piece
My name isn't boo
My name isn't baby girl
My name isn't mamacita
My name isn't sweetie
My name isn't hey yo ma
My name isn't hoochie mama
My name isn't honey
My name isn't sweetheart
My name dame sure ain't muthafuckin
Bitch
©purplebutterfly
#WritingPoetry
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