Submissions by puppycrotch

Me preaching sobriety, honesty, or staying clean.
Is like a white Martin Luther, in a middle school day dream.
Its like an Obama health plan, to a man who's already dead.
Or like a pirate without a ship,when land is just ahead.
Trying hard to make a point, i start to get lost, cant you go to Walgreens and buy a box.
Will you not just stop when your freedom gets taken, when your daughter calls him dad, so you pray he can manage, when you know your a great dad, but a better junkie you've made.
When your sincere about quitting,and you practice being fake.
I'm the best...

Liking a picture of Jesus on facebook won't get you to heaven,your sadness won't go away,by sharing others feelings ,a friend request from a girl you've never seen,"she's got to wanna hook up,she friend requested me", making comments,where your not even known, posting about the gym,yet your muscles still don't show. Too long of a status,so people don't read,well at least im original,and i don't try to be, what the masses now call,an internet fantasy, lliking pages about cancer,with none in your family,but keep with the act,cause an encore is coming up,cause even when your you,nobody...

When i look at her picture my regret deepens,when i feel alone the most, this needle is sinking,and as my blood gets replaced, with a feeling i used to love,i wonder if my daughter forgot her father,like i did the one above,i thought the first step was easy,yet i still think i can manage,me being a father,my addiction,and how failure should be an acceptance ,my doubt grows more, as does my days sober,sometimes i wish id never got high,instead gotten over, my selfish pleasures ,of escaping my head,that leads me to using,then eventually I'm dead,so i pray for understanding,i pray for a better...