moving through the days emotionless passing hours, weeks, years. feeling less and less until numbness over comes you and then what are you nothing but you were nothing before and nothing ever amounts to anything reality hits and it's just you,stuck alone here in this putrid world nothing matters you don't need sleep you don't need to eat your friends are all gone except one she's always there she bring you so much pain then kisses it away ecstasy overcomes you you're done you're dead a blade was your...