Submissions by poeticsoldier (Comfort In Words)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I let my storys speaks for me...
SELF POEM
Published
20th Jan 2020 6:19pm
20th Jan 2020 6:19pm
Mind Playing Tricks on Me
So many thoughts running through my mind. It’s hard to focus on just that one thing at a time. Those words seem to loose their voice at the moment when needed to speak. Fuck what was I just looking for. Fuck it just move on to the next irrelevant thought process. My minds a wreck! Wrecking my brain, trying to stay sane. But, I remain lost in my mind of pointless thoughts jumbled together. It seems as if, I am staring off into space.
When my minds rambling on these conjoining thoughts. Hard to make sense of it all. My angers on the rise get it together try to stay calm. Anxiety kicks in,...
When my minds rambling on these conjoining thoughts. Hard to make sense of it all. My angers on the rise get it together try to stay calm. Anxiety kicks in,...
#anger
#anxiety
#dark
#frustration
#confusion
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LOVE POEM
Published
18th Jan 2020 1:07am
18th Jan 2020 1:07am
Date Night
You know I’m a busy man
But tonight I’m all yours
don’t make any plans
It may seem that I don’t care
But I seen that you been going hard for me
I cleared my schedule so I can be free
Tonight there’s no need to rush
take all the time you need to get ready
Tonight its a date night
I really appreciate you
And it’s only right that treat you accordingly
They say,
people make time for the things they want
I’m making time for the one I want
and that’s you
I know It’s been long over due
I’m mesmerized by the sight of...
But tonight I’m all yours
don’t make any plans
It may seem that I don’t care
But I seen that you been going hard for me
I cleared my schedule so I can be free
Tonight there’s no need to rush
take all the time you need to get ready
Tonight its a date night
I really appreciate you
And it’s only right that treat you accordingly
They say,
people make time for the things they want
I’m making time for the one I want
and that’s you
I know It’s been long over due
I’m mesmerized by the sight of...
#dating
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2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
27th Dec 2019 8:01pm
27th Dec 2019 8:01pm
I’m okay
My smile just lied to your salutations
Because I am battling this anxiety
Knowing damn well, I just uttered a lie
When I said, I am doing well today
I couldn’t allow you to see...
See the pain that’s killing me silently
Honestly, It hurts me more to smile...
But, Yes I’m okay today
With counterfeit smile that I managed to mustard up from deep inside
A lie I used to...
allow depression to continue to quietly ruin my life
These smiles you see are temporary these days
Because, after the picture or amazing conversation the cause still...
Because I am battling this anxiety
Knowing damn well, I just uttered a lie
When I said, I am doing well today
I couldn’t allow you to see...
See the pain that’s killing me silently
Honestly, It hurts me more to smile...
But, Yes I’m okay today
With counterfeit smile that I managed to mustard up from deep inside
A lie I used to...
allow depression to continue to quietly ruin my life
These smiles you see are temporary these days
Because, after the picture or amazing conversation the cause still...
#PTSD
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4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
27th Dec 2019 7:48pm
27th Dec 2019 7:48pm
Oh You’ll Be Fine
Stop telling me oh you’ll be fine
That right there is the reason why I don’t tell you whats wrong
because, you can’t relate
With the narration of events that wreck havoc in my mind
This isn’t some made up fairy tail that I just fabricated
It’s Real life
No doubt it plays over and over again in my mind
You just wouldn’t understand
And no you can’t tell me, “oh you’ll be fine!”
Then expect me to keep my head held high and my sanity close at hand
Just because I am a man
Some symbol of strength,
Failing to realize that repeated...
That right there is the reason why I don’t tell you whats wrong
because, you can’t relate
With the narration of events that wreck havoc in my mind
This isn’t some made up fairy tail that I just fabricated
It’s Real life
No doubt it plays over and over again in my mind
You just wouldn’t understand
And no you can’t tell me, “oh you’ll be fine!”
Then expect me to keep my head held high and my sanity close at hand
Just because I am a man
Some symbol of strength,
Failing to realize that repeated...
#anxiety
#depression
#PTSD
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Mar 2017 5:39pm
3rd Mar 2017 5:39pm
Untitled
I searched for you in my contacts
Then I remembered I had to remove you from this list
So I could give you a chance at happiness
But if I see you with him......
I cant guarantee I will not react
Acting out of character
Because I know you belong here with me
See my lack of actions is the reason,
why Im left here standing alone
Our home is not ours,
since you're gone
I will do anything to get just seconds, minutes, or those hours........ Back...
A stubborn lover I was, but I meant well
Your heart was always...
Then I remembered I had to remove you from this list
So I could give you a chance at happiness
But if I see you with him......
I cant guarantee I will not react
Acting out of character
Because I know you belong here with me
See my lack of actions is the reason,
why Im left here standing alone
Our home is not ours,
since you're gone
I will do anything to get just seconds, minutes, or those hours........ Back...
A stubborn lover I was, but I meant well
Your heart was always...
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LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Jan 2017 3:56am
22nd Jan 2017 3:56am
You & Me
No it can't be true
I can't believe my eyes
In shock,
I can't believe that I am actually talking to,
YOU........
We fell out a few years ago
Then I lost your contact info
But I searched for you constantly
Then you hit my inbox
And it felt like day 1 honestly
Anticipating your words
Impatiently waiting,
for them to grace this screen
Trying to hold my composure
Because I am really talking to
YOU....
Waiting on your reponse,
Plays more and more on my emotions...
I need instant access to you..
Because I...
I can't believe my eyes
In shock,
I can't believe that I am actually talking to,
YOU........
We fell out a few years ago
Then I lost your contact info
But I searched for you constantly
Then you hit my inbox
And it felt like day 1 honestly
Anticipating your words
Impatiently waiting,
for them to grace this screen
Trying to hold my composure
Because I am really talking to
YOU....
Waiting on your reponse,
Plays more and more on my emotions...
I need instant access to you..
Because I...
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LOVE POEM
Published
17th Oct 2016 5:13am
17th Oct 2016 5:13am
Note to the future Mrs Gray
Dear Mrs Gray
Let me tell you how,
important it is for you to stay
Or, How important it is to
Hear someone call you, Mrs Gray
Because now you identify to other as the most important figure in my life.
You're more to me then the name that you recieved you are my wife.
Mrs Gray....
You bare my name
So now we are one of the same
When no one else is here for me
And everyone has turned their back on me
You will still remain
The strongest bone in my back
That keeps me standing strong
My wife
When everything else has gone wrong...
Let me tell you how,
important it is for you to stay
Or, How important it is to
Hear someone call you, Mrs Gray
Because now you identify to other as the most important figure in my life.
You're more to me then the name that you recieved you are my wife.
Mrs Gray....
You bare my name
So now we are one of the same
When no one else is here for me
And everyone has turned their back on me
You will still remain
The strongest bone in my back
That keeps me standing strong
My wife
When everything else has gone wrong...
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LOVE POEM
Published
22nd May 2016 9:53pm
22nd May 2016 9:53pm
High Impossible to fall from.
They say what goes up
Must come down
But the feelings I have
Don't see how that's possible
When we are always together
I can feel the love you have for me
In your eyes I can see our forever
Beautifully gifted in love with you
.........With each kiss..........
My hearts being mended
Mended carefully
You place these broken pieces
And with each reach for my hand
I can care for you even more than before
You make it easy for me to come and see
Because you do so equally.. 😊
A relationship is 50/50
And about how the...
Must come down
But the feelings I have
Don't see how that's possible
When we are always together
I can feel the love you have for me
In your eyes I can see our forever
Beautifully gifted in love with you
.........With each kiss..........
My hearts being mended
Mended carefully
You place these broken pieces
And with each reach for my hand
I can care for you even more than before
You make it easy for me to come and see
Because you do so equally.. 😊
A relationship is 50/50
And about how the...
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd May 2016 7:15pm
2nd May 2016 7:15pm
Greedy Love
You said you were starving for my love
So I put my heart on a silver plater
You was eating and just like that
You push that shit to the side like it didn't even matter.
You perceive the glass as half full
And didn't realize that you had enough
So you had enough
And we were just getting started
Picking over my love like a kid that won't eating vegetables
All I wanted to do was give you a....
love that was healthier
But because I wasn't feeding you lobster and caviar
You let you love for me fade like paper food stamps
So I put my heart on a silver plater
You was eating and just like that
You push that shit to the side like it didn't even matter.
You perceive the glass as half full
And didn't realize that you had enough
So you had enough
And we were just getting started
Picking over my love like a kid that won't eating vegetables
All I wanted to do was give you a....
love that was healthier
But because I wasn't feeding you lobster and caviar
You let you love for me fade like paper food stamps
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
1st May 2016 4:50pm
1st May 2016 4:50pm
Views from heaven
Do not cry for me because I am gone
Rejoice that I am finally not alone
I'm going home
And know I am happier than I could have ever been
This world is so much better with out me
It may hurt now but it's only temporary
And my pain has been erased
I finally found my happiness
I can finally have peace
Peace that I have searched for,
For so long
The way that I had to find this,
Yes it's selfish
But it's well over due
Every one that has parts in my life
I LOVE YOU
When you miss me in the hurt I left
Just close your eyes
I...
Rejoice that I am finally not alone
I'm going home
And know I am happier than I could have ever been
This world is so much better with out me
It may hurt now but it's only temporary
And my pain has been erased
I finally found my happiness
I can finally have peace
Peace that I have searched for,
For so long
The way that I had to find this,
Yes it's selfish
But it's well over due
Every one that has parts in my life
I LOVE YOU
When you miss me in the hurt I left
Just close your eyes
I...
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Apr 2016 1:06am
30th Apr 2016 1:06am
I need the father you proclaim to be
Certain ppl I need to say they proud of me
I need that so I can believe in me
Because right now I have so much going good in my life
But this feeling won't allow me to see it
Why can't you just come to me
And say that you need me
Because when I needed you
You wasn't there for me
I needed you to show me how to be a better man
Picking up the scattered pieces of a man
That I long to be whole
I was a son to you
Why you couldn't be a father
Who knows
These are answers that I need
So I can see this greatness in me
A certain person I...
I need that so I can believe in me
Because right now I have so much going good in my life
But this feeling won't allow me to see it
Why can't you just come to me
And say that you need me
Because when I needed you
You wasn't there for me
I needed you to show me how to be a better man
Picking up the scattered pieces of a man
That I long to be whole
I was a son to you
Why you couldn't be a father
Who knows
These are answers that I need
So I can see this greatness in me
A certain person I...
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