Submissions by onekillerlady (space witch)

Mother do not be ashamed of your past.
Everyone makes mistakes, everyone goes threw pain.
Mother do not feel guilt over what had happen.
Everyone isn't perfect, everyone will always try to be.
Mother do not cry over what can't be changed.
Everyone learns threw pain, everyone has problems.
Mother I still love you regardless of the hurt you caused.
Because of you I learned who I wanted to be.
Because of you I learned to be strong.
Because of you I learned how to survive.
Because of you I learned how to love unconditionally.
Though you weren't...

I tried giving you a chance.
I tried loving you.
I tried speaking with you.
I tried asking questions of unknown answers.
I tried and I tried.
Then I realized I said goodbye without you knowing.
you've made promises you couldn't keep.
you said you love me but never showed it.
you said you be home soon but yet you still stayed.
I visited you, finally having you face to face.
still I didn't get answers.
still I didn't feel any love.
I know you have your own family. I don't think I was ever meant to be part of it.
I was not good...

It seems that i've lost my mind somewhere
but my heart has always been in its place.
My soul has been on fire threw the years of loneliness.
suddenly a bright light floating down towards me pushed itself in the darkest parts of me. everything seem to shine with the most beautiful colors, vivid and magical.
Not knowing that this bright light was a gift sent from a place far away not known. A good feeling on every nerve in my body, and a whispering voice said to me: "you are the queen of my heart & you will shine as long as i am shining within you." Never did i feel...