Submissions by oldmanG
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Scars
Scars
The scars of Satan
Can only be seen when I’m naked
The blood in my eyes tells me I’m jaded
I desecrate those who I come into
Jesus what’s your latest sin now
Who’d you sacrifice to be your disciple
Wings of Icarus here comes your son now
Now I step into my clothes again
They hide the sins I want to hide from you
The scars of Satan
Can only be used when I’m naked
The blood in my eyes tells me I’m faded
I desecrate those who I come into
Jesus what’s your...
The scars of Satan
Can only be seen when I’m naked
The blood in my eyes tells me I’m jaded
I desecrate those who I come into
Jesus what’s your latest sin now
Who’d you sacrifice to be your disciple
Wings of Icarus here comes your son now
Now I step into my clothes again
They hide the sins I want to hide from you
The scars of Satan
Can only be used when I’m naked
The blood in my eyes tells me I’m faded
I desecrate those who I come into
Jesus what’s your...
#betrayal
#deception
#devil #God
#devil #God
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Love on My Own….Again
Love on My Own….Again
the grey thoughts that surround my brain
try to break through and convince my soul that i am living again
but like the wisps of grey i wear on my head like a halo from Satan
they don’t convince me that I am free to love on my own again
they torment me swimming in amniotic thoughts that don’t escape me
I cant see the exit sign but I missed my ramp on my getaway to save me
they enter again working their way through my ear canals as i sleep
i miss the times when...
the grey thoughts that surround my brain
try to break through and convince my soul that i am living again
but like the wisps of grey i wear on my head like a halo from Satan
they don’t convince me that I am free to love on my own again
they torment me swimming in amniotic thoughts that don’t escape me
I cant see the exit sign but I missed my ramp on my getaway to save me
they enter again working their way through my ear canals as i sleep
i miss the times when...
#dreams
#love
#MentalHealth
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Can you Hear the Silence
Can you hear the silence
I yearn for the silence to hear me
I run from the noise that assaults me
I breathe but my breath can’t hear me
I live for the silence that lives within the trees
We’re so used to the noise that silence scares us
I get anxious when the silence confronts me
I am afraid to not hear a sound around me
Make some noise to make him go away
Can you Hear the Silence
I yearn for the silence be near me
I run from the noise that’s around me
...
I yearn for the silence to hear me
I run from the noise that assaults me
I breathe but my breath can’t hear me
I live for the silence that lives within the trees
We’re so used to the noise that silence scares us
I get anxious when the silence confronts me
I am afraid to not hear a sound around me
Make some noise to make him go away
Can you Hear the Silence
I yearn for the silence be near me
I run from the noise that’s around me
...
#emotions
#silence
#spiritual #strength
#spiritual #strength
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Held On (Too Long)
Held on too long
Held on too long to a love that ran away
Held on too long to a love that I thought would stay
Held on too long to a piece of her heart
Held on too long even after it fell apart
Held on too long to the dream of us
Held on too long even though I know it’s not thus
Held on too long to start living again
Held on too long to start loving again
Held on too long to her but I lost myself
Held on too long kept myself on a shelf
Held on too long look at...
Held on too long to a love that ran away
Held on too long to a love that I thought would stay
Held on too long to a piece of her heart
Held on too long even after it fell apart
Held on too long to the dream of us
Held on too long even though I know it’s not thus
Held on too long to start living again
Held on too long to start loving again
Held on too long to her but I lost myself
Held on too long kept myself on a shelf
Held on too long look at...
#bittersweet
#denial
#love #regret
#love #regret
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Picture
Picture
The photo pulls back the layers of time
In it I’m a stranger I can’t recognize
The form of the figure looks familiar
But the blues eyes now grey seem unrecognizable
Smile on the face is alien to me
All I know now is a scowl and fear
The mop of dirty blond innocence
Now sparse grey populates the surface
Memories rush in to complete the scene
But they won’t stay because memories are fleeting
I don t know why he resembles a younger version
But he does and I can’t complete the...
The photo pulls back the layers of time
In it I’m a stranger I can’t recognize
The form of the figure looks familiar
But the blues eyes now grey seem unrecognizable
Smile on the face is alien to me
All I know now is a scowl and fear
The mop of dirty blond innocence
Now sparse grey populates the surface
Memories rush in to complete the scene
But they won’t stay because memories are fleeting
I don t know why he resembles a younger version
But he does and I can’t complete the...
#aging
#memories
#nostalgia
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Lost in the Seams
Playing my own funeral March
Sit down tap out a tune
Didn’t know this would be my funeral
Stand before Jesus
Profess my sins to him
He says that is not so
It’s who I am
Bathing in dirty water
Come up clean prophecy
Bathing in Jesus
Looking for lost prophets
Lost in the seams
Lost in the seams
Search for me in deviling
Come up soul clean
The path is short I’m getting there
Still a beast in the in between
...
Sit down tap out a tune
Didn’t know this would be my funeral
Stand before Jesus
Profess my sins to him
He says that is not so
It’s who I am
Bathing in dirty water
Come up clean prophecy
Bathing in Jesus
Looking for lost prophets
Lost in the seams
Lost in the seams
Search for me in deviling
Come up soul clean
The path is short I’m getting there
Still a beast in the in between
...
#aging
#death
#God
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Lizard King
I’m the lizard king
Don’t know anything
I creep in the crevices
Lost souls I know
I’m everything squared
Slime on a rock I was there
I’m a living thing
Can’t figure it out by myself
I’m the supreme being
Don’t know who I am
Cave dweller in a man cave
Slug on a sofa
I’m the Lizard King
Singing to the choir
Don’t know anything
I creep in the crevices
Lost souls I know
I’m everything squared
Slime on a rock I was there
I’m a living thing
Can’t figure it out by myself
I’m the supreme being
Don’t know who I am
Cave dweller in a man cave
Slug on a sofa
I’m the Lizard King
Singing to the choir
#fear
#misunderstood
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Orange Felon
Orange Felon
As the story goes
It was 4 years ago
An orange felon with a pen
Wiped away all their sins
Cops were beaten down
With flagpoles bear spray and batons
Now those criminals go free
Where is the justice for the we
The police endorsed an orange felon
I don’t hear any outrage from them
I guess it’s ok if your on the orange side
If your not you must abide by the guide
Not even one day in the White House
As Elon gives a Roman salute not once but twice
Proud boys and...
As the story goes
It was 4 years ago
An orange felon with a pen
Wiped away all their sins
Cops were beaten down
With flagpoles bear spray and batons
Now those criminals go free
Where is the justice for the we
The police endorsed an orange felon
I don’t hear any outrage from them
I guess it’s ok if your on the orange side
If your not you must abide by the guide
Not even one day in the White House
As Elon gives a Roman salute not once but twice
Proud boys and...
#anger
#ignorance
#inequality
#shame
#violence
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She is my Getaway…..driver
She is my Getaway…..driver
She’s a pickpocket
Stole my heart from my locket
She seems so shady
But she gets me Baby
I’m a dark alleyway
She is my getaway…… driver
She is a bandit…but
When I spank her….she says
Do it harder….is that all you got
When I see her….i just freeze
Like my hand is caught in her cookie jar
She’s a jewel thief…..she gets my jewels
And is gone in a blink of an eye
She comes back for more
But my jewel is still in her socket ...
She’s a pickpocket
Stole my heart from my locket
She seems so shady
But she gets me Baby
I’m a dark alleyway
She is my getaway…… driver
She is a bandit…but
When I spank her….she says
Do it harder….is that all you got
When I see her….i just freeze
Like my hand is caught in her cookie jar
She’s a jewel thief…..she gets my jewels
And is gone in a blink of an eye
She comes back for more
But my jewel is still in her socket ...
#erotic
#love
#obsession
#passion
#seductive
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100 Days
100 Days
It’s been 100 days
Feel I’m slipping out of the haze
Eyes no longer carry the red glaze
Like I’ve been born on Mars
It’s been 100 days
I’m starting to mend my ways
I no longer gaze
At the black part of my soul
It’s been 100 days
I’m feeling firmer in my veins
I’m no longer ashamed
To be living in my skin
It’s been 100 days
No longer feel out of place
Think I can break out of the chains
To walk among the living
But it’s only been 100 days
Takes a lot more to...
It’s been 100 days
Feel I’m slipping out of the haze
Eyes no longer carry the red glaze
Like I’ve been born on Mars
It’s been 100 days
I’m starting to mend my ways
I no longer gaze
At the black part of my soul
It’s been 100 days
I’m feeling firmer in my veins
I’m no longer ashamed
To be living in my skin
It’s been 100 days
No longer feel out of place
Think I can break out of the chains
To walk among the living
But it’s only been 100 days
Takes a lot more to...
#addiction
#alcohol
#LifeChangingMoment #redemption
#LifeChangingMoment #redemption
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Great Day
She had a great day
She had a great day
She didn’t have to stay
My sister has a black spot
The thing we wish we ain’t got
Hers is in her head
Ours is what we truly dread
She had a great day
Told her she didn’t have to stay
She had a great day
She didn’t have to stay
The dread of our own span
And she can’t stand strong
It was her party day and
She can’t play…
Even on her Day…Her own Day
She had a great day
Told her she didn’t have to stay
She had a really great day ...
She had a great day
She didn’t have to stay
My sister has a black spot
The thing we wish we ain’t got
Hers is in her head
Ours is what we truly dread
She had a great day
Told her she didn’t have to stay
She had a great day
She didn’t have to stay
The dread of our own span
And she can’t stand strong
It was her party day and
She can’t play…
Even on her Day…Her own Day
She had a great day
Told her she didn’t have to stay
She had a really great day ...
#cancer
#family
#love #sister
#love #sister
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It’s Okay
We all die and it’s okay
It’s okay it’s okay
To be afraid..to be afraid
But we all die and it’s okay
We can’t get away
From our own destiny
Maybe there’s some tall grass
In the garden of Eden
When we die
We’ll live for eternity
Not much of a Bible man
But I’m starting to believe
It can’t be for nothing
Why we’re still standing
Maybe there is some tall green grass
In the garden of Eden
Maybe there is some tall green grass
Leading us to heaven
When we die ...
It’s okay it’s okay
To be afraid..to be afraid
But we all die and it’s okay
We can’t get away
From our own destiny
Maybe there’s some tall grass
In the garden of Eden
When we die
We’ll live for eternity
Not much of a Bible man
But I’m starting to believe
It can’t be for nothing
Why we’re still standing
Maybe there is some tall green grass
In the garden of Eden
Maybe there is some tall green grass
Leading us to heaven
When we die ...
#death
#heaven
#rebirth
#redemption
#spiritual
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