Submissions by obsessed
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
26th Sep 2012 8:33pm
26th Sep 2012 8:33pm
operations devestation
Laying motionless
Enduring this pain
In my mind reels
One incision, two incision, three incision, four
Scars
Add more scars
More pain
Less cancer
Less infection pulses through my veins
Sterile
Disease, stolen womanhood
Forsaken womb
Broken heart
Frozen eyes
Incompetent
Unloved
Forever unseen
Enduring this pain
In my mind reels
One incision, two incision, three incision, four
Scars
Add more scars
More pain
Less cancer
Less infection pulses through my veins
Sterile
Disease, stolen womanhood
Forsaken womb
Broken heart
Frozen eyes
Incompetent
Unloved
Forever unseen
533 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
16th Sep 2012 3:49am
16th Sep 2012 3:49am
my world
Cold heart
Warm tears
Flushed salted cheeks
Old scars
My daily reminder
Scared, alone
Tainted
Searching
Wandering lost
Heading nowhere
Dead end road
Longing for warmth
No confiding
Ticking time bomb
Lose all self control
Save me...
From myself
Warm tears
Flushed salted cheeks
Old scars
My daily reminder
Scared, alone
Tainted
Searching
Wandering lost
Heading nowhere
Dead end road
Longing for warmth
No confiding
Ticking time bomb
Lose all self control
Save me...
From myself
520 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
4th Sep 2012 6:30pm
4th Sep 2012 6:30pm
gone
Remember me?
A kindred
Your friend
Big brown eyes
Eyes only for you
The sound of your name
Leaves me breathless
A love I knew was only mine
Clinging to our likeness
Knowing in time we'd part
I didn't know that time was now
Days weeks now months
Only rare random talks
I miss you
A kindred
Your friend
Big brown eyes
Eyes only for you
The sound of your name
Leaves me breathless
A love I knew was only mine
Clinging to our likeness
Knowing in time we'd part
I didn't know that time was now
Days weeks now months
Only rare random talks
I miss you
787 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
20th Jun 2012 9:04pm
20th Jun 2012 9:04pm
demise
sitting staring at my white
empty walls
realzing they are just like my heart
bare stripped of any warmth
my mind contemplates my demise
what will be my last thought
the last smell and last vision i will see
a memory of little laughter
golden curls eyes of the sky
a nightmare of choices made
deomons dragging me to hell
questions followed by an answer
soon time will tell
to be continued
empty walls
realzing they are just like my heart
bare stripped of any warmth
my mind contemplates my demise
what will be my last thought
the last smell and last vision i will see
a memory of little laughter
golden curls eyes of the sky
a nightmare of choices made
deomons dragging me to hell
questions followed by an answer
soon time will tell
to be continued
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Apr 2012 3:57pm
2nd Apr 2012 3:57pm
giving up
Sitting here
Still, silent.
I would think I was dead
Until my heart starts
Thumping out of control.
Palms wet, cold
I can taste the acid on my buds.
My body quivering
Wishing I was dead
In the space I'm hiding
Drip, drip, drip
Vulnerable and weak
Never to be seen
This is not the real me
Begging "god just take me"
This pain I just can't bare
My disease now a victor
I am giving in
I close my eyes
I see a picture of
Your rugged arms
Reaching out for me
In irony a word says "suffer"...
Still, silent.
I would think I was dead
Until my heart starts
Thumping out of control.
Palms wet, cold
I can taste the acid on my buds.
My body quivering
Wishing I was dead
In the space I'm hiding
Drip, drip, drip
Vulnerable and weak
Never to be seen
This is not the real me
Begging "god just take me"
This pain I just can't bare
My disease now a victor
I am giving in
I close my eyes
I see a picture of
Your rugged arms
Reaching out for me
In irony a word says "suffer"...
683 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Mar 2012 1:53am
30th Mar 2012 1:53am
changes
Pace. Pace. Pace
Steady walking
The feeling hits me
Picking up speed
running.
Running yet going nowhere
Running for change
To escape myself.
Trying to shed this ugliness
Will I really be a changed person
They say I will feel different
Burn burn burn.
Smelling my burning flesh
The emtions hit again
It's just 20 minutes
Trying for bronze
Only to conform
Trying to hide the scars
So badly not wanting to be me.
Ashamed of me in every form
Steady walking
The feeling hits me
Picking up speed
running.
Running yet going nowhere
Running for change
To escape myself.
Trying to shed this ugliness
Will I really be a changed person
They say I will feel different
Burn burn burn.
Smelling my burning flesh
The emtions hit again
It's just 20 minutes
Trying for bronze
Only to conform
Trying to hide the scars
So badly not wanting to be me.
Ashamed of me in every form
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SELF POEM
Published
22nd Mar 2012 8:36pm
22nd Mar 2012 8:36pm
feelings
A pulse is the only sign of life
Within my soul
I'm dead.
A recluse
Hiding from myself
Embarrassed of the words I've dealt
Living in a defiant haze
Seeking love from those incapable
Setting myself up for heart ache
All along the way
Unable to be adored
It's all I've ever wanted
But no, punched slapped and kicked
The only love I have is seeing the red pour
From my veins
Russian rullet with main arteries
Some day my pain
My suffering with come to an end.
Within my soul
I'm dead.
A recluse
Hiding from myself
Embarrassed of the words I've dealt
Living in a defiant haze
Seeking love from those incapable
Setting myself up for heart ache
All along the way
Unable to be adored
It's all I've ever wanted
But no, punched slapped and kicked
The only love I have is seeing the red pour
From my veins
Russian rullet with main arteries
Some day my pain
My suffering with come to an end.
715 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Mar 2012 3:17am
6th Mar 2012 3:17am
day dreaming
Sitting, thinking
Time ticking
Mind racing.
Ghostly, clammy
Thoughts morbid
Morals fading
My heart is aching
Body yearning
Missing a Passion
That my body can't handle
Imagining...
Your touch caressing my breasts
Down the curves of my body
Your hand reaching into my thick brown locks
As your grasp a handful
Gently nibbling my lip and kisses so soft
Your naked body simply touching mine
It's everything I wish for.
The door opens
It's not the man I dream of
Though the same namesake
I miss...
Time ticking
Mind racing.
Ghostly, clammy
Thoughts morbid
Morals fading
My heart is aching
Body yearning
Missing a Passion
That my body can't handle
Imagining...
Your touch caressing my breasts
Down the curves of my body
Your hand reaching into my thick brown locks
As your grasp a handful
Gently nibbling my lip and kisses so soft
Your naked body simply touching mine
It's everything I wish for.
The door opens
It's not the man I dream of
Though the same namesake
I miss...
651 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
21st Feb 2012 9:23pm
21st Feb 2012 9:23pm
possessed
Possessed
Overtaken with a whole new demon.
Words of hope and optimism
Once spewed from my mouth
Once flowed through my veins.
Enveloped with rage
My eyes see red
My positivity set me up for failure
Not to love only hate
My soul so alone and wicked
Bridges burnt by my fury
To be continued.....
Overtaken with a whole new demon.
Words of hope and optimism
Once spewed from my mouth
Once flowed through my veins.
Enveloped with rage
My eyes see red
My positivity set me up for failure
Not to love only hate
My soul so alone and wicked
Bridges burnt by my fury
To be continued.....
541 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
11th Feb 2012 10:25pm
11th Feb 2012 10:25pm
pain
Emotions raw, real
Withered frigid black heart
Palpitating
Rhythmically off beat
Slowing dying
Love fading
Taste the pain
Salted cheeks
Lingering thoughts
What could never be
You look right through me
Withered frigid black heart
Palpitating
Rhythmically off beat
Slowing dying
Love fading
Taste the pain
Salted cheeks
Lingering thoughts
What could never be
You look right through me
747 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
28th Jan 2012 4:56am
28th Jan 2012 4:56am
knowing
Missing you
Trudging through this life
An empty frozen heart
Chipped and cracked
From enduring love and loss.
Laying in bed
Nearing slumber
Pondering what could be
Time drags on
Sand slipping through the glass
Wondering if you think of me
Give a sign
A hint to this riddle
Should emotions blaze
Should Passion be extinguished
Your words can seal this fate
Trudging through this life
An empty frozen heart
Chipped and cracked
From enduring love and loss.
Laying in bed
Nearing slumber
Pondering what could be
Time drags on
Sand slipping through the glass
Wondering if you think of me
Give a sign
A hint to this riddle
Should emotions blaze
Should Passion be extinguished
Your words can seal this fate
664 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Jan 2012 4:00pm
27th Jan 2012 4:00pm
realizeu
Imaginary life
Delirious
Broadsided by emotions
Not meant to be loved
Only overlooked
Never feeling beautiful
Hiding a tainted soul
Ready to leave a place of sorrow
Ready for man's truest peace
Burn into ashes
Finally be released
Over the mountains
Into the seas
Delirious
Broadsided by emotions
Not meant to be loved
Only overlooked
Never feeling beautiful
Hiding a tainted soul
Ready to leave a place of sorrow
Ready for man's truest peace
Burn into ashes
Finally be released
Over the mountains
Into the seas
504 reads
1 Comment
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