Submissions by noonenothingnone (nathan i)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
weird; vicious; gratuitous; surreal; existence; nature; drugs; Ggöd
romancing suicide
.blade finds purpose with me..
..i am under sympathy of the elements..
..frequency at point of division sustains..
..on its center around us..
..layers of fuel pour out of us..
..lacking consideration of symmetry..
..and imagery superimposes itself..
..on the memories of us having existed..
..bleach complexion surfaced..
..fading into the water..
..depletion understood..
..endure to completion..
..fully realized of itself..
..exhale upon exit..
..i am under sympathy of the elements..
..frequency at point of division sustains..
..on its center around us..
..layers of fuel pour out of us..
..lacking consideration of symmetry..
..and imagery superimposes itself..
..on the memories of us having existed..
..bleach complexion surfaced..
..fading into the water..
..depletion understood..
..endure to completion..
..fully realized of itself..
..exhale upon exit..
261 reads
2 Comments
ressurection
I'm born again
through failed suicide
I rose out of my blood
to walk again
as a snake
Ggod wavering on the beams
through failed suicide
I rose out of my blood
to walk again
as a snake
Ggod wavering on the beams
352 reads
6 Comments
human uncertainty factor ii (purpose: hopeless?)
.consume..
..eject waste..
..procreate..
..survive..
..progress..
..prolongation..
..feel..
..die..
..eject waste..
..procreate..
..survive..
..progress..
..prolongation..
..feel..
..die..
232 reads
2 Comments
some unhinged fiction (memorized in half sleep written the following day)
some unhinged fiction
written in my head rather quickly while trying to fall asleep (repeat 5 times so to recall for morning)
jan.30th.2007
we were all very high on pcp.. and varying degrees of pinks.. reds.. yellows.. rainbow pharmaceutical x..
bouncing between the gates of heaven and the gates of hell.. though honestly heaven wasn't impressive at
all.. and hell (though completely lacking flames) had no shortage of chaos / infrared green lighting /
and devil-men.. although not as we had been prepared to see them.. much more business like.. suited / ...
written in my head rather quickly while trying to fall asleep (repeat 5 times so to recall for morning)
jan.30th.2007
we were all very high on pcp.. and varying degrees of pinks.. reds.. yellows.. rainbow pharmaceutical x..
bouncing between the gates of heaven and the gates of hell.. though honestly heaven wasn't impressive at
all.. and hell (though completely lacking flames) had no shortage of chaos / infrared green lighting /
and devil-men.. although not as we had been prepared to see them.. much more business like.. suited / ...
392 reads
10 Comments
a schizophrenic's appointment with his shrink
.(so this is how it was)..
..i finally surrendered to the dark forces..
..i hit myself in the head with a kitchen mallet till my scalp split..
..on the request of voices i didn.t recognize..
..that have been accessing my frontal lobe..
..without my written consent..
..(there were no negotiations held)..
..(i was to follow orders without resistance or question)..
..and you say to me..
..that this was entirely unreasonable..
..well if you.re such a grounded realist..
..god.s right-hand most rational purist..
..tell me:
.."what the...
..i finally surrendered to the dark forces..
..i hit myself in the head with a kitchen mallet till my scalp split..
..on the request of voices i didn.t recognize..
..that have been accessing my frontal lobe..
..without my written consent..
..(there were no negotiations held)..
..(i was to follow orders without resistance or question)..
..and you say to me..
..that this was entirely unreasonable..
..well if you.re such a grounded realist..
..god.s right-hand most rational purist..
..tell me:
.."what the...
286 reads
0 Comments
flesh of a girl (similar to my poem internal)
lay on your belly
envelope me into your hollow
I want your secret places
I want your sacrament
I will coat your insides with the milk of my sacrum
edify me
this is euphoria
this is zion
envelope me into your hollow
I want your secret places
I want your sacrament
I will coat your insides with the milk of my sacrum
edify me
this is euphoria
this is zion
445 reads
10 Comments
watching
watching static slide down a door with the shadows..
melting like those old clocks..
bugs crawling out of the questions..
to tell me what they were..
memory..
information..
unlocking..
like odd consciousness speaking to me without words..
through the guts of cattle..
after rain..
"I am Ggod"..
watching..
melting like those old clocks..
bugs crawling out of the questions..
to tell me what they were..
memory..
information..
unlocking..
like odd consciousness speaking to me without words..
through the guts of cattle..
after rain..
"I am Ggod"..
watching..
251 reads
6 Comments
occipital fracture
.trauma event..
..watches as..
..trauma event..
..opens central consciousness..
..watches..
..perception..
..a network of atomic hands..
..thought patterns of self..
..gnat-chaos..
..like the transparent fuzz..
..of a tv set..
..superimposing itself..
..on the metaphor of a theory..
..watches as..
..trauma event..
..opens central consciousness..
..watches..
..perception..
..a network of atomic hands..
..thought patterns of self..
..gnat-chaos..
..like the transparent fuzz..
..of a tv set..
..superimposing itself..
..on the metaphor of a theory..
284 reads
2 Comments
asphixiated in lit gasoline
.every moment..
..we spent in decay..
..therein..
..we also evolve..
..we spent in decay..
..therein..
..we also evolve..
271 reads
4 Comments
internal (written in a nut house)
sweeter than the refined blossoms of the poppies..
10 times as addictive..
the main line..
the internal release..
emptying from my stomach into hers..
and watching it empty from her folds..
down her legs..
like wax melting..
like honey dripping down..
it is divinity..
it is the divine..
10 times as addictive..
the main line..
the internal release..
emptying from my stomach into hers..
and watching it empty from her folds..
down her legs..
like wax melting..
like honey dripping down..
it is divinity..
it is the divine..
362 reads
4 Comments
rust
broken
rusted over..
hiding..
God becomes man..
becomes machine..
becomes shadow..
becomes the people of the sky..
to understand her leaving..
broken..
rusted..
destroyed
God compromised heaven..
to evolve..
to fix the break..
for man to ascend..
to become god..
to fix the snake..
to shut down the machine..
to balance..
to ascend..
to become Ggod..
to.. reunite with.. the.. sky..
to.. reunite.. with.. her..
rusted over..
hiding..
God becomes man..
becomes machine..
becomes shadow..
becomes the people of the sky..
to understand her leaving..
broken..
rusted..
destroyed
God compromised heaven..
to evolve..
to fix the break..
for man to ascend..
to become god..
to fix the snake..
to shut down the machine..
to balance..
to ascend..
to become Ggod..
to.. reunite with.. the.. sky..
to.. reunite.. with.. her..
242 reads
4 Comments
whiskey
dissolving into the bottle
(baptized and drowning)
it's the only way I know how...
to hide from my heart
there was euphoria in the wet...
between your legs
shattered (by the orgasm)
shattered (in the chaos of you leaving)
I'll never forget loosing myself inside your body
how could I?
it was the only heaven I've ever known
but he took me from heaven..
just like the song said
(who was he?)
how did you know to move with my body like that?
it was precision
it was as if you were inside of me and knew...
exactly what to do
it...
(baptized and drowning)
it's the only way I know how...
to hide from my heart
there was euphoria in the wet...
between your legs
shattered (by the orgasm)
shattered (in the chaos of you leaving)
I'll never forget loosing myself inside your body
how could I?
it was the only heaven I've ever known
but he took me from heaven..
just like the song said
(who was he?)
how did you know to move with my body like that?
it was precision
it was as if you were inside of me and knew...
exactly what to do
it...
302 reads
6 Comments
DU Poetry : Submissions by noonenothingnone (nathan i)