Submissions by mynumber1 (Travis McMahan)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
If you knew who I am or who I was you would understand why I am so miserable. all I ask for is support and smiles thats all I need thanks.
How
I cry in pain in tears
when there is no where to go,
I cry and cry
but one day I might know.
maybe my dad was right
maybe Im not a man if I do,
life isnt how it should be
do you feel this way too?
my tears are like gasoline
can start something so changing,
everyday life goes bye
it all sucks due to aging.
why cant I see what happens
why cant I make a change the right way,
it eats at me
it takes little by little every day.
im not who I should be
I am not what you like,
just because I dont see it...
when there is no where to go,
I cry and cry
but one day I might know.
maybe my dad was right
maybe Im not a man if I do,
life isnt how it should be
do you feel this way too?
my tears are like gasoline
can start something so changing,
everyday life goes bye
it all sucks due to aging.
why cant I see what happens
why cant I make a change the right way,
it eats at me
it takes little by little every day.
im not who I should be
I am not what you like,
just because I dont see it...
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Some day
in a place
where god rests his head
I hope someday
we can lay on our beds.
some day as life gets long
my life becomes small,
Im right there
To catch you when you fall.
some day in a dream
once in a luliby,
Id sing to the humans
make em laugh and make em cry.
open eyes
torn in the shadow of hate,
someday jesus will be here
it wont be a second late.
someday
we all pray together tonight,
that we join together
and walk to the light.
I pray some day
when we meet again once more,...
where god rests his head
I hope someday
we can lay on our beds.
some day as life gets long
my life becomes small,
Im right there
To catch you when you fall.
some day in a dream
once in a luliby,
Id sing to the humans
make em laugh and make em cry.
open eyes
torn in the shadow of hate,
someday jesus will be here
it wont be a second late.
someday
we all pray together tonight,
that we join together
and walk to the light.
I pray some day
when we meet again once more,...
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I Love You
I wish I was you
an angel in my dreams,
your eyes so bright your love so perfect
your just perfect to me it seems.
I love you my darling
for your bearing my child,
your my loving heart
even if you are a little wild.
I lay beside you
and kiss you so soft in brake,
your my loving light
for our own sake.
your in my dreams
all the night along,
your the reason for my words
for every song.
sometimes I wish I were an angel
sometimes I wish I were you,
sometimes I wish I were an angel
sometimes I wish I...
an angel in my dreams,
your eyes so bright your love so perfect
your just perfect to me it seems.
I love you my darling
for your bearing my child,
your my loving heart
even if you are a little wild.
I lay beside you
and kiss you so soft in brake,
your my loving light
for our own sake.
your in my dreams
all the night along,
your the reason for my words
for every song.
sometimes I wish I were an angel
sometimes I wish I were you,
sometimes I wish I were an angel
sometimes I wish I...
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My Loving Candice
I leave again
for my one true love,
To run to her arms
I am coming my love.
No matter if I have to walk
or stray to your needs,
I am always right beside you
I will do every bit of your deeds.
All because I love you
and I will never leave your side,
theres no where to go
for these feelings I cant hide.
don't listen to what people say
for you know what is right,
this love we have
well never give up just fight.
lay your head on my chest
sleep your day way,
this is where we both belong
this is our day.
for my one true love,
To run to her arms
I am coming my love.
No matter if I have to walk
or stray to your needs,
I am always right beside you
I will do every bit of your deeds.
All because I love you
and I will never leave your side,
theres no where to go
for these feelings I cant hide.
don't listen to what people say
for you know what is right,
this love we have
well never give up just fight.
lay your head on my chest
sleep your day way,
this is where we both belong
this is our day.
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bullies beware
you push you shove
you break you hurt,
you make all the wrestless
cry in fear and be alert.
what you do to them
may result in death,
they all begin drugs
weed, pills meth.
the difference between them and I
is I fight back,
you think your strong
then it ends in a smack.
you think you are great
better than the rest,
everyones equil
you and I arent any less.
but if you want to start
something that you cant do,
I teach kids to fight back
against people like you.
dont be supprised
if you...
you break you hurt,
you make all the wrestless
cry in fear and be alert.
what you do to them
may result in death,
they all begin drugs
weed, pills meth.
the difference between them and I
is I fight back,
you think your strong
then it ends in a smack.
you think you are great
better than the rest,
everyones equil
you and I arent any less.
but if you want to start
something that you cant do,
I teach kids to fight back
against people like you.
dont be supprised
if you...
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last day of my life
here in this grave I lay
alone still alive in my head,
breath getting so dense
is this what its like to be dead?
I miss my family
I miss my loving wife,
I wander if any one is there
I feel needles stabbing my like knives.
as I lay and pray
my words are getting soft,
this is where I lay
in life I am here to rot.
it seems like no one cares
for what I do to flatter,
I guess to everyone
nothing else matters.
as I take my last breath
I pray for the last thing that's dearest to me,
sorry for what I have...
alone still alive in my head,
breath getting so dense
is this what its like to be dead?
I miss my family
I miss my loving wife,
I wander if any one is there
I feel needles stabbing my like knives.
as I lay and pray
my words are getting soft,
this is where I lay
in life I am here to rot.
it seems like no one cares
for what I do to flatter,
I guess to everyone
nothing else matters.
as I take my last breath
I pray for the last thing that's dearest to me,
sorry for what I have...
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leave me lay
I'm lost
I cant seem to find my way,
I try and try but in the end
I do it wrong every day.
This is who I am
a poor excuse for a writer,
all smoked away
lit up with a small lighter.
I am nothing any more
nothing,
at least I have a life
at least I can sing.
But what does it matter
instant replays in my head,
now I am nothing
I'm better off dead.
Kill me
kill me now my love,
smother me with your passion
all I do is back rub.
you hate me
because you dont see,
the drugs the...
I cant seem to find my way,
I try and try but in the end
I do it wrong every day.
This is who I am
a poor excuse for a writer,
all smoked away
lit up with a small lighter.
I am nothing any more
nothing,
at least I have a life
at least I can sing.
But what does it matter
instant replays in my head,
now I am nothing
I'm better off dead.
Kill me
kill me now my love,
smother me with your passion
all I do is back rub.
you hate me
because you dont see,
the drugs the...
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Don't
Love isn't just a word
Or a sound
Love isn't just for size
Who cares if your round
You have everything
But at one instant you can lose it
Don't let people get to you
And take no shit
Use you heart
Not your head
Don't lose till your done
Love untill your dead
Hold each other
Love in the light of day
Don't let haters
Make you astray
The joy of love
The joy of first sight
Don't take it forgranted
Lifes to short to fight
Don't let everything hurt you
Learn from your mistakes
Don't...
Or a sound
Love isn't just for size
Who cares if your round
You have everything
But at one instant you can lose it
Don't let people get to you
And take no shit
Use you heart
Not your head
Don't lose till your done
Love untill your dead
Hold each other
Love in the light of day
Don't let haters
Make you astray
The joy of love
The joy of first sight
Don't take it forgranted
Lifes to short to fight
Don't let everything hurt you
Learn from your mistakes
Don't...
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Goodbye
I am not going to run
I am not going to hide,
I am not going to give up
for this time I have lied.
I have given up
I cant go on any longer,
this feeling in my heart
hasn't been any wronger.
I am saddened from the hate
the feeling of neglect,
I hate the feeling of
being some pesty insect.
I done ran away
I ran far from home,
I broke my promises
now I live in a cone.
I dont want to be around anymore
could someone kill me now,
I wish I could have changed things
but I just dont know how.
Give...
I am not going to hide,
I am not going to give up
for this time I have lied.
I have given up
I cant go on any longer,
this feeling in my heart
hasn't been any wronger.
I am saddened from the hate
the feeling of neglect,
I hate the feeling of
being some pesty insect.
I done ran away
I ran far from home,
I broke my promises
now I live in a cone.
I dont want to be around anymore
could someone kill me now,
I wish I could have changed things
but I just dont know how.
Give...
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This is me
life isn't measured by thought
life isn't measured by mind,
you may not see it now but
life is never to be kind.
you love then you hate
you hate then you run,
you do what you do best
but you never have fun.
get your ass out
go make what you need to,
don't let the world
discourage you.
stand up
be strong for your thoughts,
so your not put in a darkness
so your not going to be lost.
find what you need to
for you are stronger than ever before,
don't stop looking
until you find the core.
the...
life isn't measured by mind,
you may not see it now but
life is never to be kind.
you love then you hate
you hate then you run,
you do what you do best
but you never have fun.
get your ass out
go make what you need to,
don't let the world
discourage you.
stand up
be strong for your thoughts,
so your not put in a darkness
so your not going to be lost.
find what you need to
for you are stronger than ever before,
don't stop looking
until you find the core.
the...
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Think and if not thought Do it
I was told once as a child
to never let go of what I got,
because it should eat at you
I believed in it a lot.
Now that I look back at it
I know what I did wrong,
I listed to them everyone
now I quit the bong.
I am now a stronger person
I am better that all that bull shit,
I know that I dont have to do
what everyone does to fit.
I know I can be myself
if you dont like me for me then leave,
you will never know what I really want to say
I have better things up my sleeve.
I am not a fighter
for I am...
to never let go of what I got,
because it should eat at you
I believed in it a lot.
Now that I look back at it
I know what I did wrong,
I listed to them everyone
now I quit the bong.
I am now a stronger person
I am better that all that bull shit,
I know that I dont have to do
what everyone does to fit.
I know I can be myself
if you dont like me for me then leave,
you will never know what I really want to say
I have better things up my sleeve.
I am not a fighter
for I am...
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Abby
I am sorry
for lost feelings and touch,
but for one thing to say
I do miss you much.
I know it hurt when you gazed
upon a poem you didn't want to see,
but Ii guess its just life
this is the new me.
I know I wasn't too happy before
I know now what I should have done,
now that I am a new person and a new man
my new life has just begun.
I just want you to realize
that I still haven't left your side,
if you need anything anything at all
I will always be here to be your guide.
for lost feelings and touch,
but for one thing to say
I do miss you much.
I know it hurt when you gazed
upon a poem you didn't want to see,
but Ii guess its just life
this is the new me.
I know I wasn't too happy before
I know now what I should have done,
now that I am a new person and a new man
my new life has just begun.
I just want you to realize
that I still haven't left your side,
if you need anything anything at all
I will always be here to be your guide.
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