Submissions by mikeswan94 (Mike)

I cannot believe this
The women of my dreams is within arms length and I won’t do a thing about it.
She is everything I’ve ever wanted but I want nothing to do with her.
How can such a blessing be such a curse?
My body is aching to have her but my heart has been broken too many times.
I am already hurting inside just picturing the moment she leaves.
Through all that perfection that is her, I can see the pain in her eyes.
I can see she needs me too.
I can see that I am all her heart and mind desire but I cannot be hers.
She will draw me in then break me...

So here we sit with an honest look in our eyes.
The awkwardness of the moment illuminates the truths that spew from our mouths.
We know what we had and this silence is killing me now.
The hate in your eyes is reflected in mine.
What a passionate animosity we have.
How did it come to this?
How did it come to the fact that we can no longer stand to see each other?
As days go on the impatience we have for one another is excruciating.
I cannot stand to stay in your presence for even the smallest amount of time.
I hate you now, more than I’ve ever hated...