Submissions by mcohen96
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
pain
i'm so low and i cant even feel anymore
wish my feet wouldn't even hit the fuckin floorboards
wanna run away but i already did
and now i'm back and i'm still just a fuckin kid
guess i wasn't gone long enough
but i guess runnin from problems doesn't make it less rough
and i still fight every single fuckin day
but for what cause i don't even wanna stay
yeah i'm livin with my mom but it ain't a home
just another fuckin place where i can be alone
yet again here i'm left with the thoughts in my head
wishin by the mornin i'd be fuckin dead
so i take...
wish my feet wouldn't even hit the fuckin floorboards
wanna run away but i already did
and now i'm back and i'm still just a fuckin kid
guess i wasn't gone long enough
but i guess runnin from problems doesn't make it less rough
and i still fight every single fuckin day
but for what cause i don't even wanna stay
yeah i'm livin with my mom but it ain't a home
just another fuckin place where i can be alone
yet again here i'm left with the thoughts in my head
wishin by the mornin i'd be fuckin dead
so i take...
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Dark Road
I been walking down a road
one hard to comprehend except
where the leaves are all brown
and the trees are all dead
where it's always raining
and people never go
my broken soul
constantly caught in a tornado
thrown into millions of pieces
scattered on this road
but no one ever sees
a place far to dark to go
but everyday I'm breathing
everyday I'm alive
I'm not exactly living
but still I survive
caught in all this mess
I wish I never touched
the sense of being high
now I just can't unclutch
I got my whole life...
one hard to comprehend except
where the leaves are all brown
and the trees are all dead
where it's always raining
and people never go
my broken soul
constantly caught in a tornado
thrown into millions of pieces
scattered on this road
but no one ever sees
a place far to dark to go
but everyday I'm breathing
everyday I'm alive
I'm not exactly living
but still I survive
caught in all this mess
I wish I never touched
the sense of being high
now I just can't unclutch
I got my whole life...
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never forget
i watch the blood pour from my arms
as every slice cuts deeper and deeper
my mind is slowly wasting away
hoping and hoping to ease the pain
but never seems to cut deep enough
feelings and emotions run through my mind
wishing but not wishing for death
so these horizontal lines keep me alive
physically
but these horizontal lines keep me dead
mentally
as my scars fade and renew over time
the feeling i get when i take a blade to my skin
creating an unusual form of art
is a bittersweet sensation
that i will never forget
as every slice cuts deeper and deeper
my mind is slowly wasting away
hoping and hoping to ease the pain
but never seems to cut deep enough
feelings and emotions run through my mind
wishing but not wishing for death
so these horizontal lines keep me alive
physically
but these horizontal lines keep me dead
mentally
as my scars fade and renew over time
the feeling i get when i take a blade to my skin
creating an unusual form of art
is a bittersweet sensation
that i will never forget
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deepness
i feel so much sometimes
its like a waterfall through my mind
just pouring down with emotions
my soul is so deep
these emotions drown me
my mind, so weak
they take me over
there's no stopping once they start
sadness hits me like a tidal wave
anger streams through my veins like heroine
darkness flows throughout my whole body
overflowing with teardrops leaking from my eyes
my deepness is too heavy
i cannot keep it in any longer
because i feel so much sometimes
its like a waterfall through my mind
just pouring down with emotions
my soul is so deep
these emotions drown me
my mind, so weak
they take me over
there's no stopping once they start
sadness hits me like a tidal wave
anger streams through my veins like heroine
darkness flows throughout my whole body
overflowing with teardrops leaking from my eyes
my deepness is too heavy
i cannot keep it in any longer
because i feel so much sometimes
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drowned
i'm drowning in a sea of sadness
this deep mind is slowly killing me
i can't control these thoughts
they torture me
they tell me i'm worthless
they tell me i'm ugly and i'll never be good enough
they fuck with my emotions
i try to swim away when they start
but they are too strong, too powerful
they suck me in their current
and you know the saddest part?
i've started believing them
so i guess i've drowned
again...
this deep mind is slowly killing me
i can't control these thoughts
they torture me
they tell me i'm worthless
they tell me i'm ugly and i'll never be good enough
they fuck with my emotions
i try to swim away when they start
but they are too strong, too powerful
they suck me in their current
and you know the saddest part?
i've started believing them
so i guess i've drowned
again...
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nothing changed
it was the zenith of my darkness
i could sense the end was near
my rhapsodic mind was suffuse
the sonorous voices in my head were inexorable
dissembling me to believe horrible things
my demure personality showed felicity
but on the inside i was disintegrating
i couldn't contain my chrysalis anymore
i finally found a panacea , in which i thought
but my attempt failed bitter sweetly,
and life continued on....
i could sense the end was near
my rhapsodic mind was suffuse
the sonorous voices in my head were inexorable
dissembling me to believe horrible things
my demure personality showed felicity
but on the inside i was disintegrating
i couldn't contain my chrysalis anymore
i finally found a panacea , in which i thought
but my attempt failed bitter sweetly,
and life continued on....
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