Submissions by mONTAGUE13 (Montague.13)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Glimpses
Once i got in that large room..
I knew i'll be seeing her..
Among hundreds of them..
I felt it..
I knew it..
I searched the place with prying eyes..
For a moment i gave up..
And away in that corner..
I saw her setting there..
Her hair at first..
Then her long-lost face ..
I stood there stealing the glimpses..
With a hungry heart..
I didn't move an inch ..
Didn't go any closer..
Though i wanted it more than life ..
Instead I prayed to the "no God" that i know ..
For her not to see me..
Not to see the...
I knew i'll be seeing her..
Among hundreds of them..
I felt it..
I knew it..
I searched the place with prying eyes..
For a moment i gave up..
And away in that corner..
I saw her setting there..
Her hair at first..
Then her long-lost face ..
I stood there stealing the glimpses..
With a hungry heart..
I didn't move an inch ..
Didn't go any closer..
Though i wanted it more than life ..
Instead I prayed to the "no God" that i know ..
For her not to see me..
Not to see the...
#UnrequitedLove
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Undone ..
Like a perfect child, died in its womb..
A wedding ring, lost before it's worn ..
The best poet that wrote no single word ..
The sweetest "I love you" that never been heard ..
A beautiful melody that reached no ear ..
A never-found happiness, though it was so near..
Like heaven that was made for none ..
Like a never-risen sun ..
A flower on no-life planet ..
An unfinished perfect art..
That was my love to you ..
You gave it up .. as it just did start..
So strange you'll die, and will never know ..
A wedding ring, lost before it's worn ..
The best poet that wrote no single word ..
The sweetest "I love you" that never been heard ..
A beautiful melody that reached no ear ..
A never-found happiness, though it was so near..
Like heaven that was made for none ..
Like a never-risen sun ..
A flower on no-life planet ..
An unfinished perfect art..
That was my love to you ..
You gave it up .. as it just did start..
So strange you'll die, and will never know ..
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Over
Will never live that moment..
Will never hear that word..
That tune will never knock the ears..
That warmth will never overwhelm the soul..
It was a hope, then faded..
A born-dead wish..
A dream will never see the light..
A scar that owns this flesh
A thousand miles journey has failed
A long road ended dead-end
A sad-but-true life story
A sand castle vanished with the wind
Will never hear that word..
That tune will never knock the ears..
That warmth will never overwhelm the soul..
It was a hope, then faded..
A born-dead wish..
A dream will never see the light..
A scar that owns this flesh
A thousand miles journey has failed
A long road ended dead-end
A sad-but-true life story
A sand castle vanished with the wind
#conflict
#confessional
#LifeAsAWriter
#LifeChangingMoment
#SelfWorth
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Strange Ambition
I wanted to show you everything..
Worlds you've never been..
Coulors you've never seen..
Passions you never tasted ..
Home to the flesh that never been rested..
Arms to hide in, from feeling alone..
Whispers of love to kiss your ears,
With "never-heard-before" tunes..
I wanted to show you how to trust..
To let down your so high walls
That love can be a lifetime jounrey..
Not only sweetness at the start..
I wanted to show you how to kiss,
with true passion that closes your eyes ..
And how a long stare,
can...
Worlds you've never been..
Coulors you've never seen..
Passions you never tasted ..
Home to the flesh that never been rested..
Arms to hide in, from feeling alone..
Whispers of love to kiss your ears,
With "never-heard-before" tunes..
I wanted to show you how to trust..
To let down your so high walls
That love can be a lifetime jounrey..
Not only sweetness at the start..
I wanted to show you how to kiss,
with true passion that closes your eyes ..
And how a long stare,
can...
#love
#lover
#support
#admiration
#passion
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Nightmare
My worst nightmare is coming true"
You hear that sometimes ..
Describing the hell someone's going through ..
Just words .. an imagery at best..
But One night -years ago- ..
A terrible dream was my bed guest..
I woke up sweaty .. frightened to death ..
A bit comforted it wasn't real ..
And trying hard to catch my breath ..
These days ..
What i saw is taking place ..
Letterly happening as i saw..
Without waking up this time ..
Without the comfort .. nor the cold sweat ..
Now it's really "My worst nightmare is coming true".. ...
You hear that sometimes ..
Describing the hell someone's going through ..
Just words .. an imagery at best..
But One night -years ago- ..
A terrible dream was my bed guest..
I woke up sweaty .. frightened to death ..
A bit comforted it wasn't real ..
And trying hard to catch my breath ..
These days ..
What i saw is taking place ..
Letterly happening as i saw..
Without waking up this time ..
Without the comfort .. nor the cold sweat ..
Now it's really "My worst nightmare is coming true".. ...
#anxiety
#dreams
#apocalypse
#confusion
#nightmares
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What's The Point..
I know it might be the reason,
When my love to you came up with words and deeds..
When i started to tell you,
About the magical things i feel about you..
About what you were to me ..
I know it was the reason..
For there's no other reason A can see..
When i had you among others,
You were so into me..
But having only you,
Made you change .. and fall out of me..
Shouldn't i trust you?
Shouldn't i let you in?
Should i keep you charmed,
By "the ladies man" you saw in me?
Was it a mistake that i shared with you,
What...
When my love to you came up with words and deeds..
When i started to tell you,
About the magical things i feel about you..
About what you were to me ..
I know it was the reason..
For there's no other reason A can see..
When i had you among others,
You were so into me..
But having only you,
Made you change .. and fall out of me..
Shouldn't i trust you?
Shouldn't i let you in?
Should i keep you charmed,
By "the ladies man" you saw in me?
Was it a mistake that i shared with you,
What...
#rejection
#dark
#identity
#LifeStruggles
#disappointment
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Wasn't a Nightmare ..
My worst nightmare is coming true"
You hear that sometimes ..
Describing the hell someone's going through ..
Just words .. an imagery at best..
But One night -years ago- ..
A terrible dream was my bed guest..
i woke up sweaty .. frightened to death ..
With a little comfort for it wasn't real ..
And trying hard to catch my breath ..
These days ..
What i saw that night is taking place ..
letterly happening as i saw..
Without waking up this time ..
Without the comfort .. nor the cold sweat ..
Now it's really "My worst...
You hear that sometimes ..
Describing the hell someone's going through ..
Just words .. an imagery at best..
But One night -years ago- ..
A terrible dream was my bed guest..
i woke up sweaty .. frightened to death ..
With a little comfort for it wasn't real ..
And trying hard to catch my breath ..
These days ..
What i saw that night is taking place ..
letterly happening as i saw..
Without waking up this time ..
Without the comfort .. nor the cold sweat ..
Now it's really "My worst...
#anxiety
#dark
#frustration #despair
#frustration #despair
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Death
I'm done..
My story has come to an end..
Though it has just begun ..
Ended .. at being just a wish ..
Silenced the heart that moans her..
And rested that wearied flesh ..
Shut a soul that dreamed in vain..
And closed the ever-wet eyes ..
It's not a blade to my vien ..
Nor a noose to put my head into ..
I'll leave in peace as i came ..
An endless sleep i'm going to ..
I feel it ..
I see it coming through ..
My story has come to an end..
Though it has just begun ..
Ended .. at being just a wish ..
Silenced the heart that moans her..
And rested that wearied flesh ..
Shut a soul that dreamed in vain..
And closed the ever-wet eyes ..
It's not a blade to my vien ..
Nor a noose to put my head into ..
I'll leave in peace as i came ..
An endless sleep i'm going to ..
I feel it ..
I see it coming through ..
#sadness
#depression
#dark
#death
#despair
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Cat ..
My cat, you're getting me through hell..
Will you keep reminding me of her?
Your green wide eyes ..
She has the very same pair! ..
And the way you look to me..
Exactly how she used to silently stare..
That was her way of coming to lay close to me..
Burying her little head in my chest..
As if she's hiding ..
From a thousand demons waiting out there..
Just the same golden hair!..
Shall i let you go? How i need to forget !
So spooky you really act like her! ..
You think i should give you her name?..
...
What? ..
...
Will you keep reminding me of her?
Your green wide eyes ..
She has the very same pair! ..
And the way you look to me..
Exactly how she used to silently stare..
That was her way of coming to lay close to me..
Burying her little head in my chest..
As if she's hiding ..
From a thousand demons waiting out there..
Just the same golden hair!..
Shall i let you go? How i need to forget !
So spooky you really act like her! ..
You think i should give you her name?..
...
What? ..
...
#LifeAsAWriter
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Unspoken ..
Tell me more ..
About what lovers can do ..
About what love can go through..
Tell me more..
About love when it's gone..
Lovers when they fall..
Tell me about it all..
How could a lover live alone?
One half of a whole..
Tell me how a lover could burn..
Tell me ..
So i may learn ..
What if a lover betrayed?
And denied all what they said..
Tell me what to be done with their dreams?
And the promises their bodies made?
What if 2 lovers were one soul..
In somewhere they've never been
What if the love changed.....
About what lovers can do ..
About what love can go through..
Tell me more..
About love when it's gone..
Lovers when they fall..
Tell me about it all..
How could a lover live alone?
One half of a whole..
Tell me how a lover could burn..
Tell me ..
So i may learn ..
What if a lover betrayed?
And denied all what they said..
Tell me what to be done with their dreams?
And the promises their bodies made?
What if 2 lovers were one soul..
In somewhere they've never been
What if the love changed.....
#relationships
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The Absence
What then ? ..
What's after the slaughter within?
Am i now supposed to survive ?
But only human is what I am ..
A human who's buried alive ..
Shall i live seeing you in every face?
And burn for the rest of my life?
"stay strong" .. "move on" ..
"it's always the same" ..
But how the fire would burn out ..
When every passing day is feeding the flames ..
When all i have is my weakness ..
My shame ..
And You ..
You gave it up , walked away ..
So easily you forgot ..
The love in which you melt one day .. ...
What's after the slaughter within?
Am i now supposed to survive ?
But only human is what I am ..
A human who's buried alive ..
Shall i live seeing you in every face?
And burn for the rest of my life?
"stay strong" .. "move on" ..
"it's always the same" ..
But how the fire would burn out ..
When every passing day is feeding the flames ..
When all i have is my weakness ..
My shame ..
And You ..
You gave it up , walked away ..
So easily you forgot ..
The love in which you melt one day .. ...
#love
#MovingOn
#acceptance
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