Submissions by lolnotfunny
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Im an emotional writer in the US ARMY :)
first dead body
first dead body
live in action
In front of your face
the moment you realize
its not a TV show or a movie
that you can rewind
skip
fast-forward
you realize what you seen
you cant not see
still body of a boy
maybe four maybe six
little boy
still wearing his pj's
hit by a car
at night
should we blame the boy
or the driver?
live in action
In front of your face
the moment you realize
its not a TV show or a movie
that you can rewind
skip
fast-forward
you realize what you seen
you cant not see
still body of a boy
maybe four maybe six
little boy
still wearing his pj's
hit by a car
at night
should we blame the boy
or the driver?
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that girl
Smart girl
Thick skin
Funny
Weird
A bit crazy
But very beautiful
Undeniably beautiful
Smile white as snow
But she doesn't mean it
Her eyes glisten with love
For the world around her
But honestly they glisten
Because of the tears
From all the years
Of hate and regret
And disappointment
Thick skin
Funny
Weird
A bit crazy
But very beautiful
Undeniably beautiful
Smile white as snow
But she doesn't mean it
Her eyes glisten with love
For the world around her
But honestly they glisten
Because of the tears
From all the years
Of hate and regret
And disappointment
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im sorry
I'm sorry
Sorry for the times I disappointed you
I didn't see then
I see now
I'm becoming my sister
Your worst nightmare
I'm sorry no matter how many times
I say I'm sorry
It wont add up to how much
I'm sorry
Mommy I love you
I didn't listen
I disrespected you
I disrespected my dad
I'm sorry mom
I will prove to you
I'm still that little girl
The one who got the award for best smile
The one with A's in school
The one who got honor roll
The one who graduated from leadership academy
The one who...
Sorry for the times I disappointed you
I didn't see then
I see now
I'm becoming my sister
Your worst nightmare
I'm sorry no matter how many times
I say I'm sorry
It wont add up to how much
I'm sorry
Mommy I love you
I didn't listen
I disrespected you
I disrespected my dad
I'm sorry mom
I will prove to you
I'm still that little girl
The one who got the award for best smile
The one with A's in school
The one who got honor roll
The one who graduated from leadership academy
The one who...
685 reads
a DU member
hadesrising he is dark
mysterious
and a witch
two eyes not his eyes
two eyes
black
white
and sinister
not his eyes
"lets take a walk on the dark side"
but when you are not scared of the dark per say
but what's in the dark is what you are actually afraid of
do you think you will go?
leave your friends?
family?
people who love you
care about you
for a walk
to the dark side
I know it draws you in
Those eyes
coming out of the darkness
fight it
fight the erg because wen you...
mysterious
and a witch
two eyes not his eyes
two eyes
black
white
and sinister
not his eyes
"lets take a walk on the dark side"
but when you are not scared of the dark per say
but what's in the dark is what you are actually afraid of
do you think you will go?
leave your friends?
family?
people who love you
care about you
for a walk
to the dark side
I know it draws you in
Those eyes
coming out of the darkness
fight it
fight the erg because wen you...
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save me
I cant do it
I cant do it alone
I'm in a boat
but I'm sinking
hold me
hold my hand
pull me up
from the water of hell
love me
show me
how it feels
to love
to feel
to care
to be happy
help me please
I cant do it alone
I'm in a boat
but I'm sinking
hold me
hold my hand
pull me up
from the water of hell
love me
show me
how it feels
to love
to feel
to care
to be happy
help me please
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it means nothing
a girl
one girl
smart
funny
has everything going for her
U.S. army enlisted
leadership academy graduate
clear vision
but yet
when one boy
just one
comes in her life
she gets so distracted
is it love
no it cant be
she promised
never love again
then again promises
Proved itself
to be
NOTHING
promises are nothing
no meaning of commitment
just words
and a smile
and just a girl
and just a boy
and just a vision
one girl
smart
funny
has everything going for her
U.S. army enlisted
leadership academy graduate
clear vision
but yet
when one boy
just one
comes in her life
she gets so distracted
is it love
no it cant be
she promised
never love again
then again promises
Proved itself
to be
NOTHING
promises are nothing
no meaning of commitment
just words
and a smile
and just a girl
and just a boy
and just a vision
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gone
No one deserves to feel this way
Telling them to do that is like giving permission
They probably already had it in there mind
But because of you
They think it okay or alright to do it
Its not
What if she doesn't come back
What if I loose two siblings
Im not supposed to be this young
Lost in the world because my brother is dead
And some idiot told my sister to overdose
Like who are you
Who are you to tell her to do that
I wouldn't wish it on anyone
The feeling that I feel
The lost
The darkness
The anger ...
Telling them to do that is like giving permission
They probably already had it in there mind
But because of you
They think it okay or alright to do it
Its not
What if she doesn't come back
What if I loose two siblings
Im not supposed to be this young
Lost in the world because my brother is dead
And some idiot told my sister to overdose
Like who are you
Who are you to tell her to do that
I wouldn't wish it on anyone
The feeling that I feel
The lost
The darkness
The anger ...
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this rock
I throw this rock for my innocence
Taken away from me when I was raped by my cousin who was supposed to love and take care of me I throw it away
I throw this rock for my fear
Fear of expressing who I am and what I want to be and how I feel I throw it away
I throw this rock for the deaths
Deaths of my brother and my second father and my friends aunts uncles grand parents I throw it away
I throw this rock for the feelings
Feelings or emptiness and being alone and the darkness I feel in the pit of my heart I throw it away
I throw all of these rocks for all...
Taken away from me when I was raped by my cousin who was supposed to love and take care of me I throw it away
I throw this rock for my fear
Fear of expressing who I am and what I want to be and how I feel I throw it away
I throw this rock for the deaths
Deaths of my brother and my second father and my friends aunts uncles grand parents I throw it away
I throw this rock for the feelings
Feelings or emptiness and being alone and the darkness I feel in the pit of my heart I throw it away
I throw all of these rocks for all...
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confusion
accomplishments
so many accomplishments
graduate of leadership academy
best basketball player
best cheerleader
head strong
funny
focused
determined
but yet so confused
her mom tells her marry rich
her dad tells her marry for love
she loves him but he's older
daddy doesn't like that
he's rich but not in the right way
mommy doesn't like that
what to do?
who to love?
so much confusion...
so many accomplishments
graduate of leadership academy
best basketball player
best cheerleader
head strong
funny
focused
determined
but yet so confused
her mom tells her marry rich
her dad tells her marry for love
she loves him but he's older
daddy doesn't like that
he's rich but not in the right way
mommy doesn't like that
what to do?
who to love?
so much confusion...
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lost the war
Cry
Yet you smile
Fall
Yet you stand tall
Feel like nothing
Yet your being told your everything
I'm sorry for your loss
Not of a person
Or a member of your family
Not a dog
Not a cat
Not a fish
You didnt lose
Physically but
You lost mentally
Mentally you are gone
Mentally you have died
You still laugh and cry
You still feel pain
But what is inside
Is nothing
No soul
All blood
All Bones
And all muscles
Keeping you together
To look normal
Or like the others
But...
Yet you smile
Fall
Yet you stand tall
Feel like nothing
Yet your being told your everything
I'm sorry for your loss
Not of a person
Or a member of your family
Not a dog
Not a cat
Not a fish
You didnt lose
Physically but
You lost mentally
Mentally you are gone
Mentally you have died
You still laugh and cry
You still feel pain
But what is inside
Is nothing
No soul
All blood
All Bones
And all muscles
Keeping you together
To look normal
Or like the others
But...
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defeat your beast
That smile
That laugh
That mask
fades away
One day all of it
Will fade away
If you defeat
Your beast inside
Fight your hardest
Get people to fight
Along side of you
Put your heart into it
And fight
Nothing else
Just fight
If your beast
Wins...
I'm sorry
That laugh
That mask
fades away
One day all of it
Will fade away
If you defeat
Your beast inside
Fight your hardest
Get people to fight
Along side of you
Put your heart into it
And fight
Nothing else
Just fight
If your beast
Wins...
I'm sorry
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when a promise fails
one promise
only one
one small
terribly beautiful
promise
you made this promise
knowing you couldn't fulfill
your duties
terribly sad
but terribly true
I was here
alone
sitting in a booth
no one with me
no one to care for
you were there
smiling laughing
Having fun
with the guys
promise to be with me
but instead...
be with them
only one
one small
terribly beautiful
promise
you made this promise
knowing you couldn't fulfill
your duties
terribly sad
but terribly true
I was here
alone
sitting in a booth
no one with me
no one to care for
you were there
smiling laughing
Having fun
with the guys
promise to be with me
but instead...
be with them
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