Submissions by lesbianoutcast (Cael)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
No Longer Call You Mine (old poem)
I’m tired of running
From the pain inside
You broke my heart
And left me to die.
I thought you loved me
But I guess I was wrong
You broke my will
Never again will I be strong.
I can’t make it through one
Day without you on my mind
This sucks that i want you
When to my love you are blind.
I should be used to this
It happens all the time
It just hurts that I can
No longer call you mine.
From the pain inside
You broke my heart
And left me to die.
I thought you loved me
But I guess I was wrong
You broke my will
Never again will I be strong.
I can’t make it through one
Day without you on my mind
This sucks that i want you
When to my love you are blind.
I should be used to this
It happens all the time
It just hurts that I can
No longer call you mine.
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My Little Fix
I break open the bottle,
And the feelings just
rush back,
I want to take a drink,
But my progress will be
out of whack.
Then I hear a voice,
Telling me its okay,
Just tip that bottle up,
And start enjoying the day.
I close my eyes as I,
Take that big first drink,
I start to feel sick,
And can't seem to think.
Next thing I know is that,
The liquid in the bottle
is gone,
My head is still spinning,
Yet I feel like I've done
no wrong.
Why can't I understand that,
Drinking is my personal...
And the feelings just
rush back,
I want to take a drink,
But my progress will be
out of whack.
Then I hear a voice,
Telling me its okay,
Just tip that bottle up,
And start enjoying the day.
I close my eyes as I,
Take that big first drink,
I start to feel sick,
And can't seem to think.
Next thing I know is that,
The liquid in the bottle
is gone,
My head is still spinning,
Yet I feel like I've done
no wrong.
Why can't I understand that,
Drinking is my personal...
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Waiting Patiently
If you think it's
Best for us
Then I'll step aside
And won't make a fuss.
As much as it hurts
I respect that you
want to be friends
Just know I'll wait
For our love to mend.
I'll be waiting
Waiting patiently for
You to come back to me
And we can start up
once more.
I love you and
I know you love me
And when you're ready
Together we will be.
Best for us
Then I'll step aside
And won't make a fuss.
As much as it hurts
I respect that you
want to be friends
Just know I'll wait
For our love to mend.
I'll be waiting
Waiting patiently for
You to come back to me
And we can start up
once more.
I love you and
I know you love me
And when you're ready
Together we will be.
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Makes Me A Freak
Twisted soul,
Walking away from
the light,
To continue living,
It must take a life.
So it hides in a tree,
As it stalks it's prey,
It killed the woman,
And then dragged her away.
In the basement,
Of it's home,
It rips her skin,
From her bones.
It drinks the blood,
Then falls asleep,
I begin to open my eyes,
And remember that its my
dreams that make me a freak.
Walking away from
the light,
To continue living,
It must take a life.
So it hides in a tree,
As it stalks it's prey,
It killed the woman,
And then dragged her away.
In the basement,
Of it's home,
It rips her skin,
From her bones.
It drinks the blood,
Then falls asleep,
I begin to open my eyes,
And remember that its my
dreams that make me a freak.
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Lights Out
I can't take this
I'm going insane
My life isn't worth it
When its filled with pain.
After school
When I get home
I lock my door
To be alone.
I grab the bottle
From my dresser
I take a big drink
To relieve this pressure.
Then I grab the gun
Hidden under my bed
I place my finger on the trigger
And put the gun to my head.
I take a deep breath
So I don't shout
Then I pull the trigger
And its lights out.
I'm going insane
My life isn't worth it
When its filled with pain.
After school
When I get home
I lock my door
To be alone.
I grab the bottle
From my dresser
I take a big drink
To relieve this pressure.
Then I grab the gun
Hidden under my bed
I place my finger on the trigger
And put the gun to my head.
I take a deep breath
So I don't shout
Then I pull the trigger
And its lights out.
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Paradise Above
I'm tired of this pain
But I'm the one to blame
I want out of the shadows
of my mistakes
So I'll do whatever it takes.
God take me under your wings
And show me the happiness a good
life brings
Oh heavenly father
I hope you'll take me as your
daughter.
I'm ready to give my life to you
Cause only you know what I've
been through
I want to be better cause of your love
So that one day I will join you in the
paradise above.
But I'm the one to blame
I want out of the shadows
of my mistakes
So I'll do whatever it takes.
God take me under your wings
And show me the happiness a good
life brings
Oh heavenly father
I hope you'll take me as your
daughter.
I'm ready to give my life to you
Cause only you know what I've
been through
I want to be better cause of your love
So that one day I will join you in the
paradise above.
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Hard Truth
Sitting alone on the stairs
Invisible cause no one cares
Only if they would lock eyes
Then they'd see she cries.
All her life she's been beaten
And mistreated
She just wants someone to be
kind
But everyone is blind.
She gets up and climbs out the
window
And she feels the sting of the
cold wind blow
She stands on the ledge
Then she jumps to her death.
If only someone had helped
Then they would've known how
she felt
This is the end of a story so sad
A girl who was...
Invisible cause no one cares
Only if they would lock eyes
Then they'd see she cries.
All her life she's been beaten
And mistreated
She just wants someone to be
kind
But everyone is blind.
She gets up and climbs out the
window
And she feels the sting of the
cold wind blow
She stands on the ledge
Then she jumps to her death.
If only someone had helped
Then they would've known how
she felt
This is the end of a story so sad
A girl who was...
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In Light of Love
In light of love
We seek to be true
To find the one
To give our heart to.
In light of love
We share our soul
Only then will we
Ever be whole.
In light of love
Shall we speak such
words so kind
Lost in each other
Throughout time.
In light of love
To have and to hold
And to never diminish
As you become old.
We seek to be true
To find the one
To give our heart to.
In light of love
We share our soul
Only then will we
Ever be whole.
In light of love
Shall we speak such
words so kind
Lost in each other
Throughout time.
In light of love
To have and to hold
And to never diminish
As you become old.
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Why Don't You Get It?
Why don't you get it
I don't want you anymore
Just go the fuck away
You two-faced whore.
Why don't you get it
Its wrong to try to
mess with someone taken
If you think I want you
You are seriously mistaken.
You fucked up your chance
Don't you get that I moved
on
I found me a beautiful
girl
Now its time for you to
get gone.
I don't want you anymore
Just go the fuck away
You two-faced whore.
Why don't you get it
Its wrong to try to
mess with someone taken
If you think I want you
You are seriously mistaken.
You fucked up your chance
Don't you get that I moved
on
I found me a beautiful
girl
Now its time for you to
get gone.
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From The Start
From the start,
I knew there
was something,
It was just a,
Little hard to see.
From the start,
I knew that,
You were the,
Girl for me.
I should have told,
You from the start,
About all the things,
I began to feel.
But even though I,
Didn't tell you,
Now you know and I,
Know that happiness
is real.
From the start,
I knew I loved you,
And now our love,
Is still going strong.
And from the start,
I knew that,
You and I,
Together we belong.
I knew there
was something,
It was just a,
Little hard to see.
From the start,
I knew that,
You were the,
Girl for me.
I should have told,
You from the start,
About all the things,
I began to feel.
But even though I,
Didn't tell you,
Now you know and I,
Know that happiness
is real.
From the start,
I knew I loved you,
And now our love,
Is still going strong.
And from the start,
I knew that,
You and I,
Together we belong.
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Miss You
I wake up each morning
Thinking of you
Not being able to talk
Is really hard to do.
I find myself wondering
About you all day
Asking myself if
You're okay.
It hurts a little
When we can't speak
My heart is in pain
And I'm feeling weak.
I've broken down because
Inside I am blue
All I can say is
That I really miss you.
Thinking of you
Not being able to talk
Is really hard to do.
I find myself wondering
About you all day
Asking myself if
You're okay.
It hurts a little
When we can't speak
My heart is in pain
And I'm feeling weak.
I've broken down because
Inside I am blue
All I can say is
That I really miss you.
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Why Don't They?
Why don't they hear me
I'm screaming out loud
But it's as if I'm silent
In the sea of the crowd.
Why don't they see me
I'm right fucking there
To me it seems as if
No one cares.
Why don't they help me
Can't they see the scars
To them I must be merely
A shadow with a broken heart.
All I want is for them
To see that I'm in trouble
And for someone to help me
Get out of the rubble.
I'm screaming out loud
But it's as if I'm silent
In the sea of the crowd.
Why don't they see me
I'm right fucking there
To me it seems as if
No one cares.
Why don't they help me
Can't they see the scars
To them I must be merely
A shadow with a broken heart.
All I want is for them
To see that I'm in trouble
And for someone to help me
Get out of the rubble.
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