Submissions by lesbianoutcast (Cael)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
2nd May 2012 8:24pm
2nd May 2012 8:24pm
Marry Me
I love you
And you love me
So what do you say
Baby marry me.
I know we're young
We've hardly lived
our life
But all I can think
about
Is making you my wife.
All I know is you've
Been there to make
me feel better
I just want us to
Be together forever.
Marriage is just
Another test
So baby will you
Please say yes.
I'll do what it takes
I'll get down on one
knee
And ask you for forever
Will you marry me?
(For my cousin Johnathan and his fiance Amber)
And you love me
So what do you say
Baby marry me.
I know we're young
We've hardly lived
our life
But all I can think
about
Is making you my wife.
All I know is you've
Been there to make
me feel better
I just want us to
Be together forever.
Marriage is just
Another test
So baby will you
Please say yes.
I'll do what it takes
I'll get down on one
knee
And ask you for forever
Will you marry me?
(For my cousin Johnathan and his fiance Amber)
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SELF POEM
Published
29th Apr 2012 5:43am
29th Apr 2012 5:43am
Lies
Lately it seems,
All I do is cry,
My life has become,
One big lie.
I lie to my friends,
And tell them I'm okay,
I put on a smile so,
They never see my pain.
I lie to my family,
So they leave me alone,
Being here with them,
Has never felt like home.
I lie to the people around me,
Because they'll never
understand,
That I'm never happy,
And I'm not the same Cheyenne.
Most of all I lie to myself,
I know that I need help,
But I keep on going,
Hiding the pain I've felt.
All I do is cry,
My life has become,
One big lie.
I lie to my friends,
And tell them I'm okay,
I put on a smile so,
They never see my pain.
I lie to my family,
So they leave me alone,
Being here with them,
Has never felt like home.
I lie to the people around me,
Because they'll never
understand,
That I'm never happy,
And I'm not the same Cheyenne.
Most of all I lie to myself,
I know that I need help,
But I keep on going,
Hiding the pain I've felt.
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Apr 2012 7:11pm
25th Apr 2012 7:11pm
Not Me
I sit here thinking,
What's happened to me,
I keep on cutting,
And making myself bleed.
This isn't who I am,
Yet I can't quit,
The devil is inside me,
And is making me his bitch.
I try to fight it,
But he's too strong now,
I want to end this
nightmare,
But I don't know how.
I grab the knife,
And it's about to end,
Then I get to thinking,
If I do this the devil
will win.
I get up and fall,
Down on my knees,
I ask god for help,
Because this is not me.
What's happened to me,
I keep on cutting,
And making myself bleed.
This isn't who I am,
Yet I can't quit,
The devil is inside me,
And is making me his bitch.
I try to fight it,
But he's too strong now,
I want to end this
nightmare,
But I don't know how.
I grab the knife,
And it's about to end,
Then I get to thinking,
If I do this the devil
will win.
I get up and fall,
Down on my knees,
I ask god for help,
Because this is not me.
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DARK POEM
Published
22nd Apr 2012 5:10am
22nd Apr 2012 5:10am
Mother Dearest...
Mother dearest,
Please put the
bottle down,
I try to make you
hear my pleas,
But you never hear
a sound.
Mother dearest,
Why must you drink,
It makes you cruel,
And makes it hard
for you to think.
Mother dearest,
What did I do,
To make you want to
do this,
And for you to start
this abuse.
It's all my fault,
You were fine before me,
So I guess I deserve to,
Hurt and to bleed.
Soon things for you
will get better,
You'll no longer
hear me cry, ...
Please put the
bottle down,
I try to make you
hear my pleas,
But you never hear
a sound.
Mother dearest,
Why must you drink,
It makes you cruel,
And makes it hard
for you to think.
Mother dearest,
What did I do,
To make you want to
do this,
And for you to start
this abuse.
It's all my fault,
You were fine before me,
So I guess I deserve to,
Hurt and to bleed.
Soon things for you
will get better,
You'll no longer
hear me cry, ...
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LOVE POEM
Published
11th Apr 2012 1:54pm
11th Apr 2012 1:54pm
I Have You
When everything
around me,
Starts to fall apart,
I think of you,
And it begins to mend my
heart.
You brighten up my day,
And are in my dreams
at night,
I don't want to imagine,
You not in my life.
So when the world turns
on me,
And I'm lost and don't
know what to do,
I just have to remember,
I have you.
around me,
Starts to fall apart,
I think of you,
And it begins to mend my
heart.
You brighten up my day,
And are in my dreams
at night,
I don't want to imagine,
You not in my life.
So when the world turns
on me,
And I'm lost and don't
know what to do,
I just have to remember,
I have you.
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Apr 2012 7:46pm
10th Apr 2012 7:46pm
Another Lost Cause
Thrown aside again,
Never to be seen,
Another I'm not
good enough,
This world is so
mean.
I try my best to,
Make people pleased,
But I can never,
Meet their needs.
People tearing me down,
And breaking my heart,
They're always telling me,
I'm not that smart.
I guess that this
is my fate,
To have people point
out my flaws,
To everyone around me,
I'm just another lost cause.
Never to be seen,
Another I'm not
good enough,
This world is so
mean.
I try my best to,
Make people pleased,
But I can never,
Meet their needs.
People tearing me down,
And breaking my heart,
They're always telling me,
I'm not that smart.
I guess that this
is my fate,
To have people point
out my flaws,
To everyone around me,
I'm just another lost cause.
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Apr 2012 5:53pm
10th Apr 2012 5:53pm
No Longer Sad
Broken completely,
Leave me here to die,
And if I do, please
Promise me you won't cry.
It will only hurt,
For a little my love,
So take off and forget
me,
As I diminish alone.
You disappear from
my life,
Never to return,
And now my heart is
destroyed,
From the pain that burns.
As I lay here in sorrow,
From the loss of what we had,
Then as death begins to
take me,
I am no longer sad.
Leave me here to die,
And if I do, please
Promise me you won't cry.
It will only hurt,
For a little my love,
So take off and forget
me,
As I diminish alone.
You disappear from
my life,
Never to return,
And now my heart is
destroyed,
From the pain that burns.
As I lay here in sorrow,
From the loss of what we had,
Then as death begins to
take me,
I am no longer sad.
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DARK POEM
Published
2nd Apr 2012 4:21pm
2nd Apr 2012 4:21pm
The World Has Won
I'm running in circles,
Trying to get away,
From myself and my,
Self-inflicting pain.
Nothing I do helps,
Or makes it stop,
This pain is making,
My broken heart throb.
I'm running in circles,
Because no one will,
Give me the courage,
To finally stand still.
It hurts that I'm all alone,
In a world full of hate,
And I'm about to give up,
At any rate.
I'm running in circles,
Because I'm a soulless life,
I grab my mom's gun,
And it's time to say goodnight.
With a loud bang,
I no longer...
Trying to get away,
From myself and my,
Self-inflicting pain.
Nothing I do helps,
Or makes it stop,
This pain is making,
My broken heart throb.
I'm running in circles,
Because no one will,
Give me the courage,
To finally stand still.
It hurts that I'm all alone,
In a world full of hate,
And I'm about to give up,
At any rate.
I'm running in circles,
Because I'm a soulless life,
I grab my mom's gun,
And it's time to say goodnight.
With a loud bang,
I no longer...
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LOVE POEM
Published
27th Mar 2012 4:43pm
27th Mar 2012 4:43pm
Hope For You and Me
Late at night
I wake up crying
Cause I dreamt of you
And it feels like I’m dying.
I rest my head back
On my pillow and
fall asleep
I dream of you again
I start to feel weak.
You walk towards me
All I do is stare at the ground
Then I hear your voice
God how I love that sound.
You rub your thumb across
my cheek
As a tear rolls down my face
I whisper “ I miss us, and
You I could never replace”.
You smile at me and say
“Soon babygirl just
give it time
Then I’ll be back and
Again you’ll...
I wake up crying
Cause I dreamt of you
And it feels like I’m dying.
I rest my head back
On my pillow and
fall asleep
I dream of you again
I start to feel weak.
You walk towards me
All I do is stare at the ground
Then I hear your voice
God how I love that sound.
You rub your thumb across
my cheek
As a tear rolls down my face
I whisper “ I miss us, and
You I could never replace”.
You smile at me and say
“Soon babygirl just
give it time
Then I’ll be back and
Again you’ll...
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LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Mar 2012 2:45pm
23rd Mar 2012 2:45pm
What Would You Say?
If I told you, you're the
Only person that can make me
Smile when all I want to do is cry.
What would you say?
If I told you, just thinking
Of you makes my heart skip
a beat.
What would you say?
If I told you every time I
Hear your name I get butterflies
and can't stop smiling.
What would you say?
If I told you that I could
Never stop loving you
Even if I tried.
What would you say?
Only person that can make me
Smile when all I want to do is cry.
What would you say?
If I told you, just thinking
Of you makes my heart skip
a beat.
What would you say?
If I told you every time I
Hear your name I get butterflies
and can't stop smiling.
What would you say?
If I told you that I could
Never stop loving you
Even if I tried.
What would you say?
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LOVE POEM
Published
21st Mar 2012 3:54pm
21st Mar 2012 3:54pm
Nothing Left For Me To Say
I don't want you to cry,
I promise I'll be fine,
This isn't your fault,
It's mine.
I fell too fast,
Even though I knew I shouldn't,
My mind tried to tell me,
But listen my heart just wouldn't.
I loved too much,
And it pushed you away,
I can't change your mind,
So there's nothing left for me to say.
I promise I'll be fine,
This isn't your fault,
It's mine.
I fell too fast,
Even though I knew I shouldn't,
My mind tried to tell me,
But listen my heart just wouldn't.
I loved too much,
And it pushed you away,
I can't change your mind,
So there's nothing left for me to say.
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