Submissions by lena8expressions (lenaexpressions)

I don’t want to text you.
I don’t want to call you.
I want to hold you tightly.
Feel your heart beat, press my body into yours
and devour your sweet lips.
Kiss your cheek, and breathe down your neck.
Bury my head in your chest and make my way down,
to slowly graze and lick your abdomen as I stroke the inside of your thigh.
I want to feel you grow as I undo your belt and quickly slip my hand inside.
Squeeze and tug at your stiff perfection, then wrap my hot, wet mouth around you.
I’ll force myself to take in every inch of your firmness,...

I have caused such torment to my own heart and mind, by my own thoughts and actions.
It literally paralyzes my being.
The circus in my brain constantly presenting freakish acts.  A double feature.
Nobody could possibly understand.  My reactions, the symptoms.  The disturbance to my own self.
I question. Did I bring this turmoil upon myself? Was it circumstances beyond my mental control? Was it fate?
As I lie in the sand, I look up. I float into the clouds of Heaven, or is it the hottest flames of Hell.
Taken away by my own senses of ecstasy and misery; of...

If nothing else, let me be your peace and calm.
Lay your head on my shoulder even if just for a moment.
Forget the world and it's problems and responsibilities.
Escape in me, and give me all your worry, stress and frustration.
For I will take it.  All of it, just to see you smile.
When you are too sad to talk, I will listen to your silence with patient ears.  
If you feel angry and misunderstood by the universe, I will sympathize without judgement.
If you have a heartache I will place my hand on your chest and absorb that pain into my own heart. ...