Submissions by kcrazybond13

I think of you always my twin angels
No matter what I do
Thats why i still cry for you
Out of the blue
I will always love you two
Im so sorry for hurting you
Its still hard to find words to say
For I still miss you everyday
I know i made the choice from the start
Its now been a year since my choice broke my heart
Now I only dream of your smiles
I talk to you both every night as we walk miles
One day we will meet again in big blue sky
Never again shall we say goodbye

Some things unsaid
Feelings unveiled
Wishes untold
Some scars unseen
One day pen and paper I sat
Writing pages of my own thoughts
Writing my wishes,my scars, my demons, and my dreams
Knowing perfectly all the tangled problems in my head
All the darkness that kept me blind
Now its all on paper in a musical tone
The endless tone of this poets whispers

I feel so empty inside
I want to run and hide
As i lay here dying inside I ask myself
Does anyone care?
I want to explode
I cant wait til my end
I feel my heart slow
My eyes slowly close
Im almost there
I think of my special place I dream to be
Living on a cloud where Im free
Will anyone see me?
Will they look up in the sky to see if Im there?
Will they see me truly smile?
Dont cry for me because im finally free
Free of pain,anger,guilt, and hurt
Free of this sickness
So when you do look up think of me
Smile cause deep...

See Me
I am not what you think
As I walk among you
You have a hunger for me
You never know why
    Want Me
I am forbidden to your caress
Your eyes intrigue me so
Your arms enfold me
With my evil grin I pull you close
      Follow Me
I am who you want to touch
Just call me Desire
Know i will give you all your secret needs and desires
I will push your every sexual wants
        Fear Me
I am not who or what you see
Pure ecstasy is what I make you crave
The taste of my skin
I now have your flesh...