Submissions by juswannawrite

I needed that dance.
You said you would, and I've given you more than one chance.
I wanted all attention on me.
I waited for you to do it on your own but I still didn't see.
I longed to be held close.
You gave me a little taste, but I didn't get the full dose.
You thought that I already knew.
I knew I'd have a better chance dancing alone than to wait on you.

I wish you knew...
  ...how much you really mean to me...
   ...that, without you, I don't know where I'd be...
    ...and my life with you is the only one I see.

I wish you knew...
  ...all those things that are hard to say...
   ...how hard it is on me when you're away...
    ...that, here beside me, is where I need you to stay.

I wish you knew...
  ...how I pray every night to see our next tomorrow...
   ...that I bite my tongue sometimes so my inner thoughts don't show...
    ...and how much more of me, I want you to know...

I...

Before you know it, your new baby girl will be here. Life is about to change for you two, but you have nothing to fear.
There will be many things in the coming years that you won't want to miss; so get ready, hold on tight, breathe deeply, and jump heart-first into this.
You'll go through millions of bottles, and even more sleepless nights. You'll probably be changing dirty diapers everytime you turn on the lights.
Dora the Explorer, Barney, and some Sesame Street too; you'll be watching Spongebob Squarepants til you faces turn blue.  
Kelli will get to fix her hair, dress...

So many things that I want to say. Feeling so helpless in so many ways.
Looking for answers deep in my heart, but it's in so many pieces I don't know where to start.
I'm my own worst enemy, so many conflicts inside. I wanna give up trying,  I wanna run away and hide.
Burning and bleeding, broken and bruised. So many paths to take, so hard to choose.
Prayer snd patience, kindness and love. Courage and strength sent from above.
I gotta have faith, my faith gives me hope. Hope to find a harness when I'm at the end of my rope.
Reaching out for something or someone to hold...

I hope to someday be your wife, mother of your children, partner for life.
I hope to be your all-time best friend; to support you and your decisions until the end.
I hope to be your strength to keep you alive; to be your life preserver to help you survive.
I hope to be your sweet dreams at night when you sleep; to be the trustee of the secrets you need me to keep.
I hope to be your voice when you cant make your words clear; to be your courage so you'll have nothing to fear.
I hope to be your answers whenever you have doubts; your last first kiss, and the one true love you...